My Old Blog: 03/11/13

Monday, March 11, 2013

Good Night

Lying down. Thinking of a new block for my Blogger. Might go check Facebook, Twitter, etc.

I still feel unrest, I just realized Chloë Grace Moretz was magic from the South. Dakota Fanning isn't, and neither is Elle Fanning. Maggie whatsername is more like me. Who else do we know, anyone? Oh, yea, Bella Thorne & Peyton List, I know about Bella Thorne and now Peyton List. How do you feel about me being in on something like that? You just don't care? I guess she has something in her system, but you know like she's probably feeding off people not from Florida. You know, I'm not like that, though. I shutter to wonder about white people from SE Florida, even NE Florida, and L.A. I have feelings about who I've met from San Fransisco, as well. They both were movers.

Problem

Stop talking bACK YOU IDIOT - STOP SAYING I NEED YOU FOR SOMETHING YOU DID I WANNA GO TO BED AND AM GONNA * YOU

Problem

Leave me alone. I can be okay in 2 states like you.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres wants to know about your life when you were a kid and didn't get enough to eat or had too much junk food. She also wants to analyze how you looked and say that now what you are isn't detailed. Then, stop telling me I hoard in pleasure!!!!

Problem

So, people have nothing to say, but when I do want to talk, some people act like I'm not good enough, like I'm not white. That's Ginny's problem, but what can I say? I wasn't mad when I said that, but I am, so I dunno.. I was mad, but I didn't feel mad. So, what do you think about Ginny saying both I'm not white and I did something wrong. Just find someone else? Well, I mean, I didn't find someone else.

Problem

Yo, ya'll stop saying you're better at being Floridian, mkay, and stop I think the kids in my class are worthless, did not write to me..so..I mean stop making fun of me and making me uncomfortable, stop like saying you have to keep engaging in me like you did something for me!

Problem

I watched myself on YouTube, and I see people are making things up about me just because I'm fat.

Problem

I go to Ginny's class, tired and humiliated, pressured about homework and nothing happens.

Problems

So, Ellen DeGeneres ... thinking no I have never seen anyone be ½way or maybe part, not sure, like being so ***y and stereotyped and like you know just substantial, kinda like usually bouncy, someone where people sorta sit there and not think about too much..for some reason or another..and make it seem gay and like they're more white and stuff. Um, excuse me, but I am who I am, and you can like fix your life and maybe wish you'd have done something the right way.. Maybe, think about it, you know do something I'd do. I'd like you know either try to eat more or work out a lot more, which is actually what it is, but too much of just physical stuff etc. does no good. I dunno, though, I mean that's what happened to me.. Very true and important, just like that, need to put it on my website. Anyway, I still feel bad. What else?

Oh, yes, my dad keeps leaving little messages, like my parents aren't leaving me so much money..they are playing around, and I AM NOT MY PARENTS SO GO YOURSELF.

I have a secret.

I'm just mad Ginny is treating me badly because of the N word thing.

Problem

You piece of shit stop treating me in ways I didn't like to be treated. I am who I am. Stop telling me gay stuff, I need to go to bed. I want to go to the class. I did go for the teacher. WTF is your problem, you stupid idiot. Ellen DeGeneres can't tell me what to do because I am never mean.

Problem

So, why does Ginny cut corners all the time? I just know that it's not desirable. I don't wanna wait for someone else to talk to. I think I just said that. Is she just a *** toy to everyone? Why is everyone so unattractive that I know? It's about age, people like Late Boom. What do you have to say about that? See, IT DIDN'T MATTER. So, what are you gonna do about it? What if you sometimes have preferences? I know it's a big deal, I think I followed the rules. So, you think maybe you're all crap? Well, good, then why can't I just live my life and not worry about gay stuff? I just felt so upset because I mean what if I want to e-mail her, she will talk to OTHER KIDS!

Problem

No one cares about ugly kids with nice moms.

Problem

What about the way you think about people from Europe!

Problem

What, so am I supposed to talk to you? I WANT TO TALK TO SOMEONE ATTRACTIVE.

Problem

You're very gay, I should be able to send an e-mail about my speaking. I was invited but not recieved, you piece of shit. I don't give a shit about you, go to Hell.

Problem

I was hoping to know Ginny or somebody someday.. I will never know anyone a little older.

Problem

I DON'T GIVE A SHIT WAITING FOR THESE TEACHERS TO DO SOMETHING FOR YOU

Problem

* Ginny, she's just being annoying for me.

Problem

No one likes me, admit you're all dumb and I don't have to do shit in your class you motherfuckin idiot!!!

Problem

She keeps acting like bad around me, true other teachers don't write. WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR GODDAMN PROBLEM CAN'T YOU DO SHIT.

Problem

So, Ginny just isn't writing to me, pretty much telling me that she's too good and I'm too young. Um, then, why don't you just say it, you bastard, you fuckin idiot go yourself. You ain't nothin'.

Problem

Stop attacking me .. do you want me to make you get locked up someday?

Problem

I said shut up. You said something to me. Stop it. I don't have a problem.

Made Supper

I just went in there and did supper and thought of like ricocheting all these major figures of my life .. watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." I was mad about being pushed into my father in stupid ways..

Problem

I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE WITH THE SIGNS I DON'T GIVE A CRAP ABOUT YOUR BULLSHIT YOU'RE NOTHING YOU'RE JUST A PIECE OF TURD LEAVE ME ALONE ABOUT PEOPLE I KNOW I SAID STOP STOP BOTHERING ME YOU NIGGER

Got Back

Loading videos of me practicing..

Anyway, why are you telling me that you are better because you did something that seems like it's for me? Like, why do you get slotted in some category you can sorta you know revel in? Tim Burton does that kind of stuff. He doesn't mean it. Why waste time on that? I'm not saying I'm really mad. I just noticed that it's an issue. I mean, why would you bring up something of that nature? I mean, it isn't even true.

Stop telling me all this bad stuff, you're treating me like I'm not a person, like I'm not Aryan.

What's your point? I can just be a normal person and enjoy things that others do and not have them bark at me for doing something.

Wow, you people really don't have anything to say. Also, I don't need to hear what you have to say about nothing. Leave me alone. I didn't ask to talk to you. I don't want to find out your kidding ways, I'll just "total you."

I have to go to bed soon, downloading videos, then probably will sleep.. :| Maybe check out Twitter. Have to wake up and pack..

How Young

So, how young do you have to be to have Ellen DeGeneres talk to you?

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Y

Why do you think I need someone to treat me like I'm gay and wanna be spied on naked?

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Perfo'mance

What should I wear? No use in jeans. Don't have no costume that's fit.

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What Everyone Wants

I know you all want Europe.

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Condoning Miracles

Why do you keep condoning every miracle to Pennsylvania

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Quit Infusing Your Beep

Can you quit infusing your attitude, you bastard?

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No Inquiry Required

I didn't ask you to inquire about my brother, and you always inquire about annoying stuff.

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Problem

My driver just rubbed his butt right on my sleeve awhile. I should just you. You weren't acting okay. You will even try to talk about it, later. I don't really care but can tell you are bothering me.

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"It's not okay."

You can't get mad at me for -mentioning- my brother.

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If People Knew-

No 1 would like Ellen DeGeneres if they knew what she really did or expected.

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I have 1

problem.

My junior high teacher from Pennsylvania was unable to maintain health and sanity. She was a normal person but stayed and retired.

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Mad @ Florida

So, what makes me mad about Ginny having *** with outlandish people from Florida is that she was rude to me, in twisted ways. She just is. I mean, I just thought I liked her and found her conceited.

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Problem

Why are you so retarded about my generation?

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Different Before

You didn't do these things before, you drunkard.

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Problem

Ellen DeGeneres venerates attractive people, literally. She hurts me. She acts stupid like twisty.

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AN-SWER!

THEN ANSWER YOU SNOT. COME OUT.

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Atten-tion!

I WANT ATTENTION LIKE THE ATTRACTIVE PEOPLE.

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Making Fun

If Ellen DeGeneres makes fun of some people for things and she has a normal fear of authority, then she's just a *** object.

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Broken Promises

Tim Burton actually got my dad to get too close to me. I guess he made promises to others in how he would treat people and tamper situations. The promises might have been broken in England.

So, why is everyone so different? I moved, but still.

Also, Ellen DeGeneres for lying that I'm theoretically spewing down @ my Dad. I don't give a shit, m******** me, and shut up you goose about my smartness. You'll never get away with it. Let's not talk -about- it.

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Attack

I found I'm being attacked. There's flab under my chin. The bus jerked coincidentally when watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." He won't stop sending like messages that spark up when he moves.

Ugh go yourself you nigger.

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With Attractive People

Ginny, do you want to fart @ with attractive people?

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Herd of Twits and Hippy

I saw a hippy girl with straight hair and glasses with a sorta gay, obtuse, protruding stomach, and wondering about wearing a T-shirt with a herd of twits.

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What I Was Supposed to Do

Why are you getting mad at me for what I was supposed to do?

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Is that a fly I spy?

Wtf is up w/Chloe Grace Moretz? She always seems to be honking in a raspy voice. Why is Tim Burton so fascinated by it?

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Fear of Authority

You have a problem with details because you fear authority?

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Not Getting Away

I know you're all about shitting in Florida.

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Problem

Who cares about stupid Ginny? She has no culture. I give no fuck for bastards who are just from Florida, who become famous. Go fuck yourself, you piece of shit.

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Bad Farmers

Some farmers are bad.

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Food

I'm going to go home and heat beef and greens. I guess I'll have bread and butter.

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Fw: Performance"

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-----Original Message-----

Tomorrow..fyi. ;)
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Random Emissions

My stomach was bloated on the grass, and I went into the bathroom and was there for awhile with this girl on the other end and emitting random, large farts, at 1st. She let out random dribblets of poops. I emitted unforeseen dung. 8/ Had to flush.

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Practice

I just practiced with the blonde, and my brain went dead, fortunately. Have to feed lines to recording.

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Lunch

Salad + Large Frozen Chai, hadn't had this but like maybe 2 times in my life..

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Time

I just checked Twitter and realized it was Daylight's Savings, again. :( time to go.

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Summer Hopes

So, in the summer, I hope to work at a Backyard restaurant maybe not in Altamonte Springs. Part time probably at the front or serving. Otherwise, thought of making candy or a casino. I might not need to, though, but it sounds like a good activity. Might not do dance because I might not want to total my body.. I mean, I hope I can get in gymnastics but is hard thought I asked a lot of places. I want to flip onto a mat from the floor. My right foot hurts, again. So, what happens to dancers at Valencia? What can I do for fun? Maybe, I should try to afford water parks and Disney over the summer. I guess the dance schedule seems strenuous, now, I've done it.

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How I Feel

I don't really feel like studying blocking, on the van. Should I get lunch? I don't really want to but may just get that big salad with sprouts and lots of oil, including in a cup. Not sure, maybe some tea. ;)

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Meditation of Fine Tuning

If you think I still need more time to, like, meditate to fine tune myself, you're wrong. My posts are on my blog, and my butt is in my parents's house in Orlando.

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Closed Up

So, I met Ginny and mostly was convinced at how I thought all of Disney sounded like her. I pretty much seemed "in with 'the' in crowd" (drool swinging from I guess open mouth) and anyway am not sure but I've closed myself from absorbing emotion from Orlando or whatever, Disney. I was wondering because I am not doing anything wrong separate my cursing to myself on my blog. In class, I felt shy not having been out for like 6 years, in Orlando, you know had been home continuously until I like broke out and just went to the movies in the end. Seems like 4 years, other than like sometimes like Halloween. I think I've lost my preconceptions and submitted myself here as a pure escape, which no one in other places displays a care about. Why is Ginny worried about my checking my thoughts? I mean, what I do is blog about the world and intelligent things.

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What I Noticed There

So, I noticed on "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," that people stopped treating me like I had the white/Caucasian experience, too. I was agitated how it was so much about just people still in mother European life, like olden days in any way, their race always on top in every way. Then, it's about killing non-European people, now, at the stretch of the drool swinging from your mouth/tongue.

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How Big I May Be

Hm.

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How She Got So Big

So, I was catching up on seeing "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I was wondering how she got so big. I saw her with Jessica Simpson and Jessica Alba.

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Trigger-Reaction

So, Ginny is stupid, just because I said something trigger reacted. OMG.. I AM FROM FLORIDA, you pieces of shit.

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Wasting Focus

Ellen DeGeneres wastes her time. Please shut up. She wastes time by only focusing on that things are shit.

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Sucking Up

Why should you be mean to me because you are a suck up?

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Manipulation

So, Ginny actually thinks, in stupid conjunction with others, that other kids are more moral. How stupid. Why? You think you can manipulate me?

Look, shut up, I saw that people are prejudiced to kids from Florida like me and California etc.

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My Health

I did core, upper+core, chest+abs. I had a burrito and tea. I took an easy shower, dried and gelled my hair, put on makeup and contacts and watch.

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Jeans

I missed a festival but am in jeans and the silvery-ish top.. I am so comfortable.

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Unworthy Sacrifice

So, I am bad or unworthy, and you helpingf me is a sacrifice.

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New Videos of Me

New Videos of Me Acting

YouTube

Mobile

Mobile

Going for a walk with my weights since I'm not jogging fast, don't have much difficulty holding on since I started not too long ago. ;)

Tweet 4 Bella Thorne

Tweet 2 Bella Thorne

Twitter

Hey

Ellen is pushing me to be cool, but I was b4 Tim Burton. I'm dead!

Update

Twitter Location

Ex er cise

Ex er cise Ex er cise

All to-ge-ther let's exercise

WORK - OUT
WORK - NOW

EX ER CISE EX ER CISE

Clothes Shopping

Belt

Size M/L Pink 3"

What I'm Doing, Now

I guess I'll watch what I did practicing acting to get it over with, packed a bit, washing stuff. Might eat again, go back to bed, I hope. Might watch some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" tonight, I guess from Thursday. Have to take a shower, too, though.. xp Might go shopping, later, look at some dresses now to make me feel therapeutically at 1. x)