No Harm

I mean no harm but feel weird @ all this hurting me, which you did something weird now.  I know you feel you have to be better..

Weird

I think my aunt has attacked my mom.  Just admit it.  So did my dad @ being too nice to me.  Some people are bothering me and getting in a last word.  I'm sick of my dad being like that.

Problem

They said the pic on my on the go Twitter would not be cuz they think I did something.  Liar, give me back my life.

Also, my real Twitter might have gone overboard.

Test

Out

A sweet girl

Deserves to be seen

The only reason I shouldn't have

Is cuz it was too much energy.

Nice time to realize.

They wish

Something were there naturally.

Frozen

Elsa's character is played by a Jewishlafy just bc of me.. About the best 1 can do.

Fine

Accept "what" others put forward as me.

Why

Are some people I know acting like they have to be mean to me cuza something I did?

Sad

Got rather violent, hope it goes away.  I need more structure and not being made to have to be shit.  Don't mean anyone ill..  I'm level-headed, too.

Don't worry..

..Ellen, maybe you are not even involved in the way I thought.

Make sure that you're staying calm enough and all at times.  Lotta people just love you, remember.  Even if you never meet them!  D:  You know the older actresses, is it time to retire?

Those girls

who are older might have done it to themselves, get in the way of those younger so that they don't seem to get attention from Ellen, like her talking to people on TV.

OK

Ellen, I've been good.  I know no one cares.  You are involved in the experiment to me.  When I was considered good, I didn't get what I wanted.  From others, too, I mean.

Problem

My aunt is bothering me again.  I see you think you're so brilliant to set this simple trap.  She is not connected to me in eternity for the mistakes she's made that made her what she is to her generation that others don't want to be themselves.  Go pick on the real pig.

She might be sorry, though, dunno.  Looks set up.

Apology

I was talking to my dad maybe a bit harshly about something.. you'd have to water it out to get it.

Oh no!

Ellen was treated specially being born in the late 1950s.  She can't go around taunting people and touching them like that just to get through a feeling cuz she was given benefits and apparently not given enough.

Problem

I spent the whole night awake from problems with Ellen DeGeneres and I have 2 appointments today.  I only slept all day prior.

My parents..

..my dad must have frozen the ham.  I stomped my foot a lot this 1 day my dad got me food at the movies.  NO I DO NOT ACCEPT THIS.  WHAT I HAVE AN AUDITION THIS WEEK!!

New Picture of Me

New Picture of Me

Problem

They are trying to arouse me again.

Is something else bothering you?

Just the fact I posted what you did?  Or that I felt upset tonight and posted it?

Isn't it funny..

..Ellen's private life, she has nothing but meanness to say.  She doesn't have to be able to make people feel good.  Some people, like me, really just enjoy the show.

I don't hope I hurt anyone..

..why is it okay if just 1 or 2 people are mean to me just to get a rise?

She is wrong.

Ellen is wrong.  It's not time to beat on me for not presenting myself well, I wanted more exercise but we didn't have the money.. so I don't seem polite cuz I'm ugly!  You don't know that??  *What! are you?  ,:(  You're rude, that's what you are.

How do I know these things, like my dad coming out when I wake up, doesn't hurt me?  I was uncomfortable.  You just are onto how I walked.  I didn't do it, it just happened and I knew if I stopped the word nigger or shit would come up and so didn't know what to do.

You are rubbing in being nice to another person, too, as though she were nicer or better.  You just wanna say I'm a nigger if I say I'm nice, and if I'm not saying that then you hurt me like it's to be punished.

*My blog, you don't get to know who that would apply to.  Does anyone have a problem with that word in a way that is considerable?  Because it seems to have an okay neutral meaning.  It's important..

Hmph!

I said I don't want to hurt you, but you hurt me.  Fine, maybe I'm over it, now.  But I had to get it out a bit.  I just can't see past that you keep getting worse to me.  Sending me messages like I just thought that mean 2 things that you rotate to make fun of me with, only to act like it never happened.  I think you are vicious yourself.  As in impolite like you think I am WHEN YOU ARE MEAN TO ME.  See, I know, I saw what you did, and I do not accept it!!  You can do the deed, but you're just picking on me.  I'm not gonna sit here and take what you think cuz I didn't talk enough about it!  I just know somewhere in there, regardless of the actual deed, you did something.

What's this?

Ginny Kopf making fun of my voice like I'm my mom?  I can't take this.  I won't be made fun of by weirdos.

Stop it.

I don't have to listen.  I was upset and you upset me more.  You can't explain that.  Why do you deserve "what you have?"

Stop thinking you're better.

Yes, that was sick.  I can tell you think that that means I'm fascinated by someone being sick to me, but that's sick, too.  You don't know what I'm saying.  You're just looking to point fingers dangerously.

What?

Now I lose my relationships because of this person who's supposedly so great?  I can't change the things people do, but I will complain.  When I talk, it's not even supposed to be at 1 person.  I might have meant something, maybe I was just mad.  How pathetic.  Someone comes along and now you make up all this nasty stuff about me, what a drag.

Hope you aren't overly sensitive about what all I said.  I care about everyone, but you all just keep going on and on.  You're sick.

STOP BOTHEROING ME

I'm madder than I say.

I don't like that you think I did something and you think you can affect me all these ways.  I was upset.  Then you did something.  I want real friends.

Quit telling me it's too late you liar.

Stop picking at me.

I have no relationships, just people giving me nasty secret messages.  Stop getting at me like I did something all the time.  You want that to "happen" think you got something?

Is that an attitude from ya'll?

You all?  *Beep*  You leave a little present?  I can see that grin on your face.  Why should I care about any of you?

I ain't a nigger.

WHAT'S THIS

FIGHTING WITH ME ALL NIGHT WHEN I HAVE A BIG DAY AND SO I GET NO SLEEP IN THE NIGHT

PROBLEM

I TOLD YOU TO STOP WHAT ARE YOU DOING TODAY

STOP PLAYING WITH MY FUTURE KIDS THIS SECOND YOU MADE ME SO MAD JUST LEAVE ME THE *BEEP* ALONE I HATE TYPING TO YOU TO SEE

They thought they'd zone out to their mental abuse and imprinting associations in their minds.  STOP IT.  YOU ARE SENDING THOSE CRIMINAL MESSAGES.

I will not accept this

doing this stuff to me, acting racist when I just am white.  You didn't always give a care.  While you all do whatever you like.  You think maybe you can pretend you're there for me, but you're not.

Problem

That person is doing stuff against me again.

Wah!

You all think I lose it for no reason.  Maybe, today I'll be better tho I do not think I would agree with doing these things.  I feel they have a blind side to me.

I don't mean to hurt you.. :/

Problem

They stopped the TV when I was about to find out the languages a black girl from Africa spoke!  DID YOU DO THIS?  DON'T YOU DARE GET AT ME.

I wasn't mad but felt outta control, why I stepped in and didn't stop what happened to me.  Hope our relationship goes well..

My Problems

with Ellen, I know she didn't do what I thought maybe..  I feel people dig in and mess with me.  It's not just some external mismessage.

Saad.

I just feel so bad and stupid.

I can feel things I can't think.

I know what you did.

You want to make Floridians aroused.

What you say sounds suggestive.

I know.

The Chinese are a singular race.. however it is weird they are the only non-European people with fair skin.  People pressured us to look a certain way.  Now, we have it and we're hooked.  Do you think I lost anything?

I don't care.

No, I don't agree with their ^ways^.  They could lose them friends they come up live in here.  But no I don't care, neither..

I'm up cooking.

I needed sleep.

Issue

Your insinuations when I was upset?

Sounds like a check.

I didn't mean what you pretended.  Guess I shouldn't care.

Problems

Quit acting like it's okay!

You think I need any of you?

Ha ha ha.

Sorry I was mad, but I think everyone is bound to cross this bridge sooner or later.  You all get mad at me.  You even act out on it.

Problem

MY DAD RUINED MY LIFE..

You all think that he'd hurt you if you weren't mean to me.