So, it happened.

Ellen has been seen as a bad person.  No way out.

That Says

I grew up being told I was more well-behaved than anyone else.

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Shower-Bath  :|

Ballet @ 5 AM

I will teach. 3I

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How I'm Doing

Had sore throat drops, studied in pieces and doing well in grasping the memorizing better and better for Thursday, 3 pages of parts.

So..gonna go for a jog, without weights so I go fast.

Tootle, pip-

Ate

Pizza, 1 Slice Left, Hours Ago, wanted healthy pizza will ask for the orange box next time, was Red Baron pepperoni

I wonder wonder wonder

I wonder what other weird things this person did..  I told you people in New Orleans suburbs are weird, and they have connections with the city..

Well, he didn't really participate adamantly.  He was kinda twisty.  He talked to me but left and now doesn't talk to me since Facebook came out but looks different from being gay..Ellen is gay.  She isn't disgusting.  So, it must be something else.  Gays are disgusting, the males.  I guess boys need girls.  I think no one liked me because I was short.

People were so mean to me all growing up, and my family is good, so I'm not gonna sit here and feel sorry for him for acting like I'm a nigger.  I think he's attractive!  Like Ellen DeGeneres.

If you didn't get it, pretty much that would mean in some literal way that people are just mean to nice people and then judge you racially, like..

"No One Cares"

So, no one cares about anything since Tim Burton.  There was this really cute boy I cared about, but people were suggestive to him about how good he was.  He did it to himself, made himself disgusting, and acted like it was good peoples's faults, and adults think that they are better than him because of that.  I don't mean just that literally, but that's like an excuse.  (?)  So, no one really seems to care how anyone feels about what happened to this boy..because of Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.

People like Ellen DeGeneres just have a tendency to feel in the end it's you feeling bad about the person.  She wants to feel on top.  She doesn't really want anyone to feel bad, in any way.

Facebook Like

Photo of Old Music Teacher in Nation's Oldest Continuing City

Outsmarting

Did you ever think that people just don't want you to outsmart them, like if something seems insulting?

Singers Who Know Music

So, I was gonna do Composition with singing as an instrument but didn't make it.  It seems organists who sing are no good.  8-|

Yesterday

1 of the guys there ... he shooed us outta the room. We went downstairs, and I took the pictures of the southern couple in the bathroom.  He was pulling out his cellphone in the distance with someone and getting water from these little outlets all over that looked like coffee machines.  He looked like my 2nd of 3 sets of choir directors at the church in Louisiana..  He also worked in the office.

Re:

I said thanks and sent a smiley face with a triangular smile.

E-Mail

I just got an e-mail about organ @ Valencia.

Me on Flickr

I edited Set 1.

Rest

Guess I'll go lie down..leaving @ 10:30 A.M., gonna watch someone sing..be back in the afternoon and going to bed, I guess.

For'm

IMDb

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not to exceed 12 per day I think

Mo' 3D

I mean, I've been jogging with weights.  At my age, there's nothing to do..  It seems you have to be a ballerina already to be involved in schools at an older age..  I'd get stuck in bad classes.

What should I do?

I'm doing Weight Training this semester in the mornings, in the summer gymnastics starting Level I M-F 1 hour a day, then wondering in the fall when I take 2 classes from Ginny what I will do in the mornings to exercise.  I guess I'll take her Seminole classes, after that.  She might do something different, later.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres doesn't shit around with Generation Z, like she acts all weird it seems in private that my dad made me do something, like I have to be connected to him.  The thing is she doesn't do that to others.  It's like maybe I'm so bad, but I'm actually so good, but if I'm so good I can't be so bad..

Problem

Why does my dad think it's precious to be mean to me and act like French diarrea and go all flippant and retarded?  I'll wonder if anything's wrong and he'll act smarter, like he has nothing better to offer.

Problem

My dad keeps getting the groceries wrong.

He didn't get a healthy pepperoni pizza...  I guess I should say in the orange box...

Problem

Do you know why I lost my Louisiana culture??..  Don't go all flippant, retarded on me.

I moved to apartments and I guess was tired of dieting, and then it was just gone.  I used to be the same person.

I guess Cleveland was a big ransacked but still.

My life turned to crap, though.  I came back from Loyola, and it was more uncomfortable.  I don't know why.  I just lost rapport, and I wanted to get online.

Why

Why did my dad get me sugar free sore throat drops?  That's the kind he had.  He seems mad that I'm healthier.

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for sore throat. 3I

Problem

My parents are such *beeps*  My mom came up to me all stupid and niggerish and made my eyes feel pressure like I was shit.  Just *beep* her.  Also, I didn't do anything to Ellen DeGeneres's mom.  If she weren't her mom, I wouldn't especially care about her, but I didn't do anything to her!  What are you doing creeping in here like Tim Burton and messing with my thoughts?

See, my mom acted like she put her eyes around my head in a perverted way.  I don't need to be stimulated by her.  Get these worthless children outta here!  I don't need to be like the rest of the world, and I'm not.

Need Rest

New Video & Photos

YouTube & Flickr

I just bought the YouTube downloader on my Blackberry.

1 more video of my audition, will load more pictures later I guess but not many..and video I think.

Problem

So, why are people messing with how I feel about what I've done compared to others?  What they did truly was worthless.  There, take that.

Ate. 3I

I had tai food, green curry and white rice.

I also had 2 Mixed Berry Ricola cough drops.. and .. cold water before without ice ..

Now, waiting for my medicine and new cough drops, these ones were chewy.

Problem

I don't care to be analyzed for how my thoughts aren't all cut and basic.  I don't like being picke don by niggers.

Problem

Stop, talking back to me.  Why am I getting weird messages of how Ellen DeGeneres can't hold in her morals?  Look, I don't give a shit for my violent thoughts, you're associating bad memories like it doesn't matter.  Well, do it in the open, you *beep*

Problem

My dad just got up.  I was just getting my toilet paper.  He won't stop bothering me.  He doesn't talk to me, you worthless, Goddamn niggers.

Facebook Post

Thanks, lucky I got to put this together. I guess the most useful picture would be the 1 of the girl sleeping, but the most proper 1 is the 1 of the girls taking their visit to the beach.

Sore Throat

So, I ate the cookie, lie on my side, and got a sore throat.  I was probably just feeling bad, but I still suspected that someone did it.

I'm getting incessant, annoying, symbolic messages, as well, by uptight whatever people just because I'm not just a stringent, uptight person.  I truly was being wronged.  These people are bloodthirsty insane.  Look, I dunno, but I can think whatever I want, but I don't necessarily want to think it.  Tim Burton used to pick on what happens in our head in private, I'm so serious.