Friday, August 19, 2016

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The Mothers

I guess Baby Boom moms were thought at the end to just be Barbie dolls with baby Barbie doll kids.

Edit: Like, they just make a good show.

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The Mothers

I guess Baby Boom moms were thought at the end to just be Barbie dolls with baby Barbie doll kids.

Edit: Like, they primarily make a good show.

My Generation

I find my generation to be very indirect.

They also have a bubbly accent often.

They think Johnny Depp is dating age.

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Dream (cont.)

I remember saying I started gymnastics at age 1 3/4 and starting to say I can do some ballet.

Dream

I had a dream I was with the Freiburger Barockorchester, and I was gonna play "I Dreamed a Dream" on the keyboard.  I think I saw the conductor, too.  It was some big gymnasium and outside was involved for me.  It was probably dusk.  Something happened twice where I didn't play.  I was like in a choir and was feeling like I was getting taller and was behind everyone, tweens or young adults, who  might have all been taller.  Not sure what we would sing.  Something that seemed strange maybe at the time was supposedly everyone but one person was with me the 1st 2 times or at least a handful.  Someone seemed very real but when they supposedly said my name maybe not.  They moved me behind the very tall people.  I tried to keep thinking, but dream was over, I woke up.  I could still feel the effects of the dream some, like waking up from seeing a ghost.

Pathetic, Pu-lease (Pathetic, Please)

People are trying to psych me into thinking I was insufficient in a past life.

Worried

When I start orchestra if TV will take over like Facebook did for 18 credit hours online.

TV vs Internet

I don't know much about the healthcare on TV, but I know when I'm ignoring something when something else is in my life that wasn't there before.

I actually stopped watching The Ellen DeGeneres Show.  As of 2012 I watched every day.  I like her.  I just would rather watch something low-key.

How It's Going

I seem to have it more uncomfortable than full whites, full Asians, and other mixed people.

It's an amazing thing.  Not many people are willing to provide mixed babies.  Think of the insight they can have when connecting to any other culture!

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Wasting My Life

I think people wasted their lives with an interest in things like healthcare or rather healthcare on TV.

I have goals in life and don't want to make the same "mistake" for me cuz I'm interested in and very into stuff like that on the TV, too.

I almost feel I need to live in a dorm to get myself bolted down into succeeding.  1 problem is this isn't like going around even staying in a hotel auditioning on piano to get into a myriad of colleges, only to chose the most selective in the end which had everything I could ask for: bachelor degrees in Music, a ballet minor, an honors program, etc.  It's beginning.. violin!

Judging My Parents from the Past

People want to not only make my life better somehow blaming it on my parents but want to hurt me and actually make it worse, thinking I need to learn something when I don't.

Really, they don't know me well enough, no matter how smart they are.

Lost in a Sea of Stereotypes

Do you have a set stereotype or are you just lost?

Hunt Down

I've been beat with people saying if I wanted to be famous I deserve to know no one but that all the famous people deserve to steal all my personal relationships.

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I'm not lying.

I feel like if I do something someone is against I could get cancer and die.

Tip

F.Y.I., whenever people come up to you and act like you have to like them, you only have to be however you like in general compared to anyone.

Cursing

If Ellen DeGeneres hates cursing, she should look online.

Same with anyone with a serious problem.  It's not your right to say it means something illegal.  Like, "Aw, shit!"  Or when feeling out of the box, "That BAMF!"  What in the world could it mean?  Let's all go on strike and not curse and see what other problems make themselves noticed.

Ellen DeGeneres!.. She is a talk show host and they are all suggestive, it feels.  Talk shows are generally the land of the cursing feel.  Commercials are nasty and suggestive, too, like the one with Flo suggesting her favorite student is "Gwen" to someone else she was just comforting.  What about the Aveeno commercials?  She acts like we did something wrong and have to think whatever she wants.  She is supported to be that way.  Maybe, I'm just alone here.  I do like these people, tho.