My Old Blog

I don't know about anyone being bad, but we are different.

They took away from my happiness when Generation Z was born.

Great will be my reward, for I was patient and intelligent in the end.

Dr. Dru!

Some people roll their eyes. Some people speak aggressively.

I'm not one to be put below another in discipline. That never happens until I followed Ellen online and picked up a stray.

This is getting attention cuz it's against me. Ellen thinks that's how it's important and complicated. Bella works with Ellen.

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Deleted some posts and about to delete another one.

Let's all be nice, now. I figured something out. I was wrong, about something.

When it comes time for me to also do the real thing, someone else gets to do it, tho. People who are TEN years younger.

Who is against me? I'm not unlikable..

..or what are we trying to accomplish with spoiling someone but no one else? We all matter as much in ways. We all want love and a happy family. No one is known to be better than anyone else. Are you looking at me like I'm wrong?? Like it's to punish me? I didn't do anything to deserve to be tracked like that. Let's just say it is what it is. What's all this misjudging me? I know people get jealous of me. Do I look like a potential "friend?" Who does, I'd like to know.

You make movies for me because I am thankful for what I have, but Generation X isn't. That's not a trade-off. You have to be nice to me, but I guess you can't.

It shouldn't matter what I do if it's not really bad. I get hurt those times. I don't want to turn into something worse.. I understand what was done maybe by some, but you could just ruin the whole thing.

What's the goal? It seems like I had a lotta mental issues in feeling good, like what I should do. Clothes, what I do online, etc., how I get to my old self like everyone should.

Being mean to me is not in the plan.

People change their minds.

If you wanna be simple, why send out secret complicated insults?

I don't need stupid fights.

I can feel the uptightness from Ellen. But did she do it..

There are famous people fighting me with secret messages on my Twitter. They refused to respect me. Also, I bet they think Johnny Depp said to do this, which he probably did? How do you know I'm talking to you? Can't I talk, too? You've sure had ya'll's fill insulting me and downsizing me. Ellen did it, huh? She's not taking it back. I was the one who was concerned about this with Ellen.

I'm being affected in private. No one else sits there and sifts their skin like paper made out of grains of sand.

Why should it be so hard to talk to me? You are a nice person.

I have that people can talk to me but that the world I think should talk to a lotta people.

You have them talk to Bella Thorne as a decisive thing.

That's not like you.

If Ellen can hide behind the screen and make startling statements, so can I. Ha! I'm not in a nursing home, ya know.

..I just thought it was really stupid. Who said it?

They don't let me do anything, but other people are total brats!

Telling a nice person off cuz they're not randomly a problem, to give you that easy feeling. Kids - Adults.

I realized from someone that people all wanna be famous actors, and some people are, but we were promised to succeed in life, not, like, JUST Ellen DeGeneres.

Don't think you should look tacky cuz Ellen wants you to. You need to be free, let it out, go on vacation.

I came home from college, but Orlando is fight fight fight fight. New Orleans is pretty dodgy and sneaky about opportunities. I'm not saying anything wrong. There are pro's and con's to each place.

If Ellen saw me in private is like a dead frog, me.

Come on, Bella looks "good" in private. Give it to the right person. Except, some people don't seem to wanna do that and I don't wanna show myself off like that to them.

I feel turned off in my nakedness, like it's not alluring. I used to be more sensitive, but my body was bloated that I remember, anyway.

..another joke.. What do you have to say? You could pretend to be someone she likes. She didn't look happy with her tutor. I bet she wants Ellen to watch her in private or would mention it.

Movie was made. Bella felt guilty cuza others. It should be a good experience. What about more to come? Then, it won't be the same. I mean more people doing this. I wonder if you keep tabs on her like me, too. Probably wouldn't like what you'd have to say.. "The photoshoot.." "Shut up!" No offense, just a joke.

LSU

She did a twist somersault on beam!

A gymnast on TV in college gymnastics got all 10s on bar, the 1st time to happen. I think she's from Florida, reddish hair.

The world thinks Bella Thorne is better than everyone else. She's great, but I don't like to see those kids hurt. It's probably done to make me feel overcome. Racist.

I guess older people have an aura of ignorance.

You people from other countries are nothing to believe in.

I saw someone/people act like they have to follow a prejudice like against me.

Well, wake up the US, see if they're any nicer any of them.

You have nothing on me. If I call the police, I won't be able to do the experiment on me.

Someone is blaming someone they never met for their eyes not being blue! Yes, I said she had lovely eyes. She didn't look happy in that photo. *If I said that, I'd be knocked out or something* That hits hard. It really does. What are brunettes bad? This person has reddish hair she dyes lighter red.

Are you gonna take the time of day to correct everyone who is bad to you or just sit this one out?

I think she's a lovely girl, but she works for Ellen being mean to me, who thinks she works for my dad doing that.

Ellen says not to complain that Bella gets attention, but.. she does that so I can get hurt by her and not report it and talk back. She can't be mean to me. No one should.

It's not because others get what I deserve, not specifically, but I feel watched in weird ways and manipulated and because you're desperate no one cares to fight you.

I can't do anything without feeling restrained from relaxing.

Why are other people getting treated better? It seems like comparable desperation, things that used to not matter..matter. Things that matter to me..don't.

People are so annoying around me, and apparently I'm not saying who here now. It's a collection of parts of what others do.

I don't need to live in a buzzed fence. I keep getting threatened about interests and feeling relaxed myself. I can't relax! I'd use that time to do stuff I wanna think.

Why doesn't anyone care about me sometimes? I see other people getting what they want. They have down time and come out triumphant and maybe special.

I feel I'm being fought still for cursing. Not sure what else I should say. But it's me and my life. My life is so downsized. I'm tired of looking for the hints. I'm getting mad. Anyone can help me? I don't want anything to happen, neither. This is no help.

Well.. you think I might turn bad illegally, but I haven't. You think that's a toy of a guess? Something isn't right. People just are so weird around me. I am in my home in my room, but I feel in a room of trouble. Why are your relationships important and not mine, most of which do not talk to me, not sure why they're so ^private^. Not even sure that they are. They don't want me to get attention from older adults for being nice and saying no one likes me.

Ho hum diddly dum, time for bed soon.

Some people are just like that, bitter.

You don't need to treat me like an Asian. Asians don't get treated much.

I have seen people drop things so we can't trust them emotionally.

Like, famous people who met Ellen act like that, dropping things.

People on the IMDb Soapbox who are nice are acting like being mean is good cuz someone nice might have actually went out and told them to do that or possibly still a lie they did.

I'm not bad, and as a whole we aren't all worthless. It's too bad if you can't trust the world. I don't like how they make good people mean. I didn't shrug off losing nice posters on IMDb. It might be because I wanted to use the Nazi symbol, originally Asian, for my Eurasian race. It's rather stupid not to know it was just a sign of racial pride or happiness. People in 2008 and 2009 were calling themselves Nazis on there, and people accepted it.

What do you think? Just say we all make mistakes. It's not a contest to beat other people.

I never got to do them. My generation was slow. I don't think it's my fault. I liked to think of ways to help people, not hurt them. They were the ones who didn't talk to me.

Wondering if someone bad thinks they're right.

What would you do if you liked someone, and then someone else did? Can't both work? People think I don't make sense but others do. I have a bigger fanbase because most people didn't try to get famous and popular and well-liked. I'm not even just here to feel good.

I just am considered bad and out in a certain way.

I think I am getting nasty messages every day I have to sit there and try to wipe off. And I don't think that "applies" to anyone else. You know it was a racial precaution that no one would like me. People all smile at me in real life, and you see me online.

I don't feel respected by people like Ellen. I am not gonna let anger towards me ruin my life, which it is. It's racist and age-ist, like I'm not born in the Flower Age or my parents aren't born in the Flower Age. I keep saying this, but people keep doing it. I can't feel accomplished. Suddenly, others are considered good/"better." I also feel taunted. I wanted to be maybe in a movie and imagined I'd be cute as a working mom of young children, but it's like I'm not a big deal but everyone else in the world is. That's wrong.

How selfish of you to scare people into really hurting my feelings.

I usually don't get to talk to:

brunettes - cuz they're smart
Spanish - cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese

Today was okay but bad in some ways.

Why do you give some people what they want?

I'm not afraid of things socially. I have some other problems.

Does it look like people sometimes with black spouses who are not black want attention? That's bad to want to get others in trouble via their wanting attention, like startling them.

Ellen is too rigid. The world is made of facts to figure out and improve. It's not just about trying to have ***.

I don't like how a certain person treats me. They are acting like they are a big bully. I still think if I'm being hurt, I can curse about it and not get mistreated for it. Look, I stopped, anyway. It's not a crime. You think I didn't wanna do it? I don't think that was nice! Why if you didn't do something, you have to do it, you said you wanted to do it? You're just all mixed up. You can't just take away my life. I never wanted to start watching Ellen yet anyway. Now, another life is ruined by getting upset when you tune in to Ellen. I only watched cuz I thought she found me/was following me online. Look, I was just upset. Is it illegal? To curse?? You could have taken away a lot of problems from my life. I mostly know I started off just saying curse words, trying not to say things about people. It's not my job to control my temper during an invasion. Whose is? This is ridiculous. I wanted to get away from the noises. Maybe, the cursing was not good for me and bad- I am mad people think they have to be mean to me.

My life is so boring and monotonous because of this.

They're flashing nonsensical assumed messages in my face. They just won't let me relax and feel good about myself.

If you did this to other people, they would not be able to work or whatever.

Why can't you tell me your problems on a piece of paper or writing rather than just hurting me? How is that ever right? I never did anything where I needed to be put away. I bet this is racist. I was trying to become more well-liked, but then you stopped me. I find myself on fatiguing pills. I try to help people socially in general, but I see other people get rewarded for good deeds socially and I get mistreated.

I used to feel made fun of.. what is presentable?

You just pretend I'm not presentable, but you're really mad I used to curse about hurting me.

People shrug off being mean to me.

I just thought of someone who had fingernail clippings rubbed into my chest as an idea, and when I thought of him I thought of a fingernail.

Just the white guy turns around.

I brood alone.

are almost better than I was in my days of sanity. Nothing wrong there.

Stereotypes don't always win. So if you just pick a thing and go to far..to be funny to others.

Did something not just say Florida?

Dr. Phil

I understand him.

He likes to go far showing off his skills to different kinds of people.

He always makes an answer of something, if you know what I mean.

I also noticed he likes to get down and show off like he can emulate a youth, a teenager or young adult.

So, what does anyone think of this??

He seems more like a physical performer, in actuality.

I don't know what his priorities are. Robin must know. He's protective of his extended family. He has good kids and grandkids. His family is dark. I wonder if that's like me, growing up in a mixed race family.

I don't like it when men treat young females sexually when they are also supposed to be their father figure. I wonder what's going on on that show! and in the world. I think he thinks people born around 1985 are like old enough to be dating material and around 1997-200? are like child material. He even feels confident over others to handle "cool" people, but those cool people are bad or messed up, admittedly.

All in all, thanks so much, Dr. Phil, for providing these quirks and interviewing the dangerous people, which hopefully will dwindle in population. Thanks for keeping people in a line. They may be permanently messed up but need to learn to deal with it and improve.

I guess regular marriage is for family and God, but otherwise it's for sin.

I understand the desire to fit in, but you're just going too far showing off to the wrong people. No one specific. Most people can comply.

How sarcastic and dumb, that background girl'd call me the n word.

Jess and Cece go on a walk of shame on #NewGirl Justin Long (Genzlinger) and Josh Gad (Bear Claw) return! 9pm on fox pic.twitter.com/ddW7nlJCAX
— zooey deschanel (@ZooeyDeschanel) March 3, 2015

Why are you so superstitious watching me in private, like if I find something funny online you stare at me?

You're mean and I'm nice.

Disney World is so immature. They live in a partially stupid, rebellious place. No one cares about them. The parade music is not authentic. I expect to get something outta this, this allowed stupidity, like an honorary degree.

..no one was mean to me, this world would be a good place, not just trash for you to scan.

Looks like the problem was made before. Movie was already made.

It makes you feel good to have someone you're jealous of in trouble.

Do you think people act stupidly for attention? I mean of course on the whole.

We don't need to be ugly for Ellen. Can't one so great shine a light in her own darkness?

I'm sorry I upset you. I only cursed about being hurt! People are telling me we have to die for Ellen. Lives matter eternally.

I can feel it in the air, can't quite put my finger on it, but I'm fine. I just have partial grudges I feel for each "person." Why? Not to be mean. To be smart. That is why I recognized the system of not fully feeling a grudge against a person but realizing people caused it cuz it's true.

1st off, one has to admit no one has to do anything.

I watched Perfect High last night, to be easy and just say it. *sigh* So, everything I've been seeing lately is about Bella Thorne having red hair supposedly like someone. I do feel a bit out of place and awkward saying it. All in all, that made me a happy person. Every outfit she wore had something to do with it. Like, purple means friendly, for whatever reason. It used to mean feeling like royalty back in 2005. Also, I in another movie, an attractive girl dyed her hair red. This was all for Bella. When I was younger, a little older than her, it felt like all the people dressed in clothes that meant something I was allowed to interpret. They finally stopped. Even the cars and the license plates I believed were true secret messages. Weird. So, this seems to be a similar story. I know Ellen supports her by force choice because she sent me a secret message saying, "What I don't think ya will..cuz ya haven't yet," about me acting, which is what I've been trying to do. I would be good, no mistakes made. It's racism. So, Bella doesn't have to feel like she can't do anything. It was that anyone at any age could act, just have to be appealing. I don't get it. They say no to surprise people like me. Those people who do that in charge are those bitter Italians who hate people like me with Asian.

What is so taboo about feeling happy like you're a good person? Bella does it with you guys. You're probably picking the "stupid" reason that I had a hard time with college studies. You thought I should take away from my free time, which I seemed not to have much of. Sure, I had a little fun outside for my health and probably cuz I thought it was still just an experiment. The work was too hard, anyway, and I tried to do it, of course, maybe not enough. I felt like I could not study and did not want to go home and probably lost my train of thought and did not withdraw! Well, if you are mad because I didn't study enough or couldn't while they waste time in class with things that aren't on the test like at all, you sure let actors go by having fun with their individual study plan and the afforded tutor.

What, is there something else or something bad that makes me not perfect? Do you think I have a problem? Yes, I felt blocked out from the world. I forgot to withdraw but didn't do it again after a specific experience.

So, what's so bad about feeling good about myself? I am a good person. Are you still asking about college? I don't remember, but I did take walks at night. If I missed class, it was cuz I was trying to get my major back. You guys lied to me that I could relax and expect a happy life! Didn't even encourage my studying and practicing!

Who's threatening people who are nice to me because of college? Racists. No one told me to stay home after that, if you're wondering, but I wouldn't have a battle. It would be stupid to tell me I'm stupid. I realize battling is not the original crime and doesn't do as much, but if it was not with another situation it would.

I just assume I am worthless. People are racist and picking at me that I'm not perfect anymore. I am not mean! I did not turn into a mean person! Like, if I hit my sofa they threaten to go in my life and take people out or make compensations. They don't care if someone else hits their sofa.

So, you're just picking on me for college and not being perfect, but you didn't tell me to not go to college at the time. I don't know what I was supposed to do. There were noises outside my dorm after the hurricane, workers probably building something or something. Maybe, that's why you didn't tell me not to go to college anymore. I was wasting my scholarship, but then the plane ride. What is it? No, you don't be mean to all these rich people out there who flunk out. Can you provide a reason? I don't want life to turn into a battle for me.

I don't want to wonder if I'm in trouble by being "punished" at things being inappropriate to others, like punishing me as their special moment. That's not good for them. By the way, I have a good attitude and do things appropriately, just made these mistakes because of the ambiguity of the experiment because it is indeed a factor and therefore what's to blame. I was depressed and dysfunctional after being kicked outta my major for being shy supposedly. What can I hope for? I have no other scholarship and got marked down in some classes, true marked up in 1 at least. But it should have said a lot of A's in music. Why were the general studies classes so hard? Nothing I read nor heard and took notes on in the class were on the test, it seemed. Should I have figured out to leave at that ot re-enroll in honors for special students? I took too many classes under pressure. No one knew to tell me. They encouraged it. It seems weird I did that, even. It seemed as tho I got something out of it as opposed to music without my desired major/classes.

I never had these problems before, and that tells you something and it's your fault. Your fault. It was not all my fault. I should have tried, tho.

So, all I wonder about is these other people having it easy and me seeming like a social invalid. I didn't present that picture! How racist. I hope it fits your fancy.

About where anger was struck.. People are taking back what they said to me that they liked me and instead have a relationship with someone else. What makes me mad is the people who made the world think I'm a social invalid. You wanna talk? That's not appropriate of a way to do it. I'm not saying no to anything in some ways, just got sad and didn't want a few "mistakes" in my past to lock me up for life!!

It just seems so pathetic. I "did my part" and supported Bella Thorne feeling good. She felt generous and will be rewarded for being so, where the part where I support her .. well, in any way, they are "comfortable" making Bella feel good but seem to not want to be nice to me. They think something bad would happen if they were nice to me. No one is gonna care I am nice to Bella, but Bella gets rewarded for pretending about my life being glorious.. or for being nice and caring about others. I do that, too, but you're just racist! I like being white more than most anyone. I am respectable to the interests of other races, and you overlook that, naturally.

You may guess who I must be talking to, but it is hard to post and direct it correctly. I don't mean anything bad against anyone. You're just gonna say I do, some of you.

How can you be uncomfortable to be nice to me anymore but go on and are comfortable with someone else? Why does she seem so involved in being apologetic to me? She's a good person. Maybe, she wants more friends. I don't know that style of living can last. Maybe, she had no one else in this realm and stuff. It seems like a new way of logic. I dunno about the past ways. I'm a bit uncomfortable and don't know other than my dinky blog how others know about me. If you knew about other people, then you could talk about them. I guess people predict my life the way they know how to detect if someone is Asian. I do like it when I get little signs or something once in a blue moon that someone has met me, hopefully via my blog if anything, as it's appropriate.

I'm not mad and was 100% happy for Bella, as I said. I am mad kinda but not at all to Bella. I mean, sometimes, she's a little harsh for a moment for reasons, but it's not her fault.

Ha ha, let's just sit here and laugh. I wasn't "mad" trying to be mean to people writing this.

Don't try to pretend it's just some fling. Like I said, I was very happy for Bella, nothing should be changed for the worse. It just made me realize how much meaner people were to me. Who made Bella act apologetic the whole time. That's probably your "modesty" there being played out. I forget what I was gonna say with that.

Basically, to sum it up, I think someone is trying to punish me and fully approved of someone else without problem. I am happy for that person, tho. It angers me greatly that my life is so trashed and people who are nice think I'm so bad. They are so careful with this other person. She should get it and could. You said part of things like this are to make people feel someone other than me could have it all. Well, she says she doesn't have it all, but you go back and "comfort" her and me taboo for what? No, I don not want what you are thinking as I am not a mushy person - I don't "want it" ugly! I'm just saying in some other terms.

Let's talk about it outside the wrath of my king dad. It does seem like Bella is more accepted than me, glad for her, but to do with my race. To do with my race without these people. I still go back. Bella could not even enjoy her present of the nice clothes because some of you are so mean.

All I can feel is rejection with spite in ways. It is specifically that I got into trouble for cursing about being hurt! and that other people get what they want and I don't! and I stopped cursing anyway.

I'm so bored. It's like I can't look up to anyone/anything.

You can't let me get away? Call 911.

You can't just throw away my resources and expect me to do okay. What's so funny about this never happy experience for me?? What's supposed to be so funnily obvious? Who are you to misjudge how I just said that here? Why am I considered different because I'm more obese now? I kept to a lifestyle regiment to lose the stress fat. I wanna be in stuff like physical programs, but it's hard moneywise, being accepted, travel. I'm also tired on pills.. I might join a program but do jog and have floor workouts for a minute..

I mean I am nice day to day, and this is what I get. So what if I wasn't perfect in the pass because something weird happened? No one warned me about schoolwork and the mental hospital. I feel threatened to be hurt as a baby, like I can't be normal.

I know you're in the wrong snooping around with superstitions.

I was happy for what I saw for someone else, but I caught some negative vibes. I hope it's a nice experience. I, like, never feel accepted. I think it should have been more for this person as an experience, but more for this person to come at its best.

How many people can do it?

Why am I losing everything cuz I cursed when I was hurt? Lotta people just get away with it. Also, "this is the internet." What praytell were you expecting? I didn't use the words in bad ways, and maybe some could be judged that way but not meant in some vicious fashion or violent fashion.

You can't say being mean is smart punishment, like just plain old meanness for something you don't like in the far corners of the other's brain.

If someone can't perfect their act, they can't expect the whole world to, like, turn into Pixar.

How am I supposed to know something I'm willing to deal with like I've figured everything out and older people haven't.

lose my parents and crack down on undercover changing the world.

That's sad.

I need to appreciate things. I just seem to have so many problems, with them too, but I don't yell in company.

Don't get depressed, relationships/people you like are important.

physically
emotionally

Why do people who are different get so attracted? Is it learned the wrong way? Can you let go and still feel good?? of some. Some seem more general, but others stick out that find ways of fitting in to make others feel so good. If I said it was hard being Chinese, you'd all say there you go Christina isn't white, but I have to be careful because people know. It's hard that way. I'm not a piece of trash. It's not too late for me, compared to others I've seen out of the closet.

Learn to be nice on your own blog.

You didn't deal with anything.

Not much to talk about. Bella did an extraordinary performance in a TV movie. She captured people's attention in ways they couldn't even figure out. Match her up with the best. I hear there's a Pirates of the Caribbean 6 and 7.. 5 is being done now partly in Australia and Ohio etc.

When you're all upset, you do take breaks to be mean to me.

I need the dough.

Why can't I type about good things? I do type about good goals.

I spent my time appreciating the love Bella got. Nice TV movie.

I'm not admittingly mad but sad about something weird.

I just don't know why things present themselves to me as fights so often.

Am I as good as gone? Come on. You should have an answer. I'm getting this yes or no thing. Is there anything you could legit. lock me up for? Throwing things, being mad in weird ways? Maybe, those events have stayed with my past. Remember, the feeling to do things even if people say no and it's not illegal and you think it's a joke? You'll find you'll want me, anyway. Or you think "no one'll notice." Things that aren't really bad but can be to some? Ever get messed up doing things you don't remember you don't believe in? Do what's right rather than what someone deserves? I do regret the things. I feel more myself. I was kicked outta my college major and not right mentally!! I felt more before, tho. Sometimes, I don't. But I'm usually always there. Also, I thought my life was an experiment and no resolution, so that might not have helped under pressure. I bet that's it. I bet you don't care. This is my life. You may not like brunettes, but I did not chose to be a brunette.

I guess it's important because that's what morality says. Don't want to make mistakes like me.

What do you know?? I didn't say anything. I was trying to figure out why I was upset. I thought what I said was appropriate.

I'm over 18. Being mean to me is happening and I have freedom of speech..

You make yourself believe you can't hold it in. You want me to hold in my thoughts when I have already. It's not a big deal that you need to extract people from my life or not being nice. This is ludicrous.

So, I didn't just "do something," but you "did something to me" in my privacy.

All ya'll have to hold onto is other people's hair color.

Why do nice people have a problem with me. You know I'm nicer. Did that hurt? I don't hope it did!

Ha ha you started it. You can't cancel out everyone in the world so no one is there for anyone.

What did you want?

No one knows what to say.

You don't even know about me cuz you can't connect nor hold a conversation with me, it seems.

Intervening to insist worsen my life and prevent me from having HEALTHY RELATIONSHIPS!!

I know your secret.

*POOF*

RACIST. WHO'S PERFECT.

Why am I being haunted for cursing when I'm hurt? I'm not a bad person. Who thinks I'm bad? No one even knows me. It's one thing to be bad and another to do something bad as a mistake. People make them. Everything has a reason.

Fine! I'm not mad at someone.

You're not doing anything about your problem! I'm not here to wait. I'm gonna die someday, unless I am assumed.

I didn't do anything wrong. You people wanna get with the racists.

No, I am punished for getting myself thrown in people's faces.

Me: New Orleans has more heritage issues than Florida! In Florida, I think it's more about if your actual parents are from Florida, not the earliest settlers.

After watching Ellen and going to school as the reason.

Bella Thorne looks like she's nice and from a "better" or good and great! family. She's the kind of person I'd let rub shoulders with me.

1st, I see something nice to me, and then it's time to say I was selfish. I already know.

You're putting everyone else in the right when I am not to be left out as bad.

You think everyone is innocent except for me.

How shallow people are that sort me out from my ideal crowd.

My writing style is fine. They just want drama in their life. That's a selfish way to do it.

I'm not the one starting or wanting to fight cuz I'm right.

I'm sure not getting anything good out of this, in a way. It seems like I was dumped and nothing happened for me because I was expecting to have a good time and leave on good terms.

My life ain't gettin' any better, in a certain way.

I don't like this elevator music.

So, tell everyone they're better than me and not torture them like you do to me all day long. All it takes is a nice little greeting.

I can function in society AND socially.

You let someone else take on other cultures "they haven't even been to." You won't let me make a statement. Bossy people. If Ellen has a quirk where she has to tell someone they are not people cuza race then I can say something that I like to say, "being bossy/bossiness."

Clothes are 50% comfort 50% design = 100% "awesomeness.."

Me being beat up does no mean you can get anything you say you want with others.

RIP to my good friend, mentor and creator of Shake It Up. You were like a dad to me at an early age… https://t.co/7S6Yct260g
— bella thorne (@bellathorne) June 27, 2015

Why does she look like she wants to hurt me like she can boss me around? Uh, I said no.

I won't elongate my pinky, people, and I won't make my face into a square with an isolated beam coming out of it that is my nose.

Stereotypes. Gotta love'm..

the quotes of my last post's title added

Don't act like you know everything cuz maybe you don't.

YOU TRASHED MY LIFE ON MEDS WHEN I WAS IN MY MID 20s.

Trashed with my family!

Why should I put up with more than 10 years?

"They" look bad being nicer to other people who aren't as nice.

There's nothing to do.

"I'm having some down time."

What if you seriously take your problems out on people and that person could be me?

Even if I did something you don't like.

Why did you trick me into getting nothing?

I didn't win.

"Backstabbing?"

Why are you telling me what to think? I can't change some things that easily but am trying. Sometimes, rest makes you younger, too..

A lot doesn't make sense. Not many people here are willing to listen to those with advantages.

I don't need people to s*** at me how to feel guilty. I know they're not coming from knowledge.

Let's be positive but not stupid.

You treat me so bad and if I do something you don't like about someone else you get so mad.

Why do you bow down to anyone who's mean to me? Am I not "mean" enough?

Selfish

It's not hard to get along. You just keep blaming me for stuff that just has to matter to you. None of you are "perfect" now in ways.

Hello? Does this look ridiculous? People watching me in my room making little ticking talking noises. Everyone being mean.

Being rude to me racially all the time and trying to hone in and affect me racially is not okay. You're weird.

As annoying as ever, pushing me aside, getting all the attention, living your dreams now-but not me.

I was just thinking of how people treat me like I'm dirt and they do all these big things for others like photo shoots.

Security

Look, it's not your fault, not a fault in that way.

Why did you bring up Ellen like that so much?

LOL there is nothing to do. Like when I spammed my friends.

You just gave me your problems.

Yea, I have a problem with them, too. Look, things were okay until you came in now.

I don't need you bossy racist people to do this.

Ha ha they don't even know what I see of what they are doing.

People from Southeastern Florida are so annoying.

I know who the problem is.

You all just lie that I'm bad. You're like a tornado and a thunderstorm. I mean, what? You leave everyone else alone.

What a brat.

That's those innocent folks born as Generation Z.

..the right kind of attention

When you say who's good does not automatically go to the one born as Generation Z or Millenials.. and obviously attention from Late Boom.

Is it sadder Ellen does not have a kid or that we weren't infants in 1998?

I might collect jokes I make and sell it as a joke book.

Did you work hard to make yourself something?

Do you meet the minimum par?

Aren't you all in trouble for being mean?

I was in the right with my friends before I moved away.

Interested in my old friends?

..it upsets me that no one is there for me in time of need. You're not in need. I needed to know you didn't wanna e-mail with me and why. You all were the ones who did not respond, too, you know. It was an awkward, friendless, Johnny Depp and Tim Burton influence moment. I had nothing to do for so long because I didn't know Facebook and MySpace were safe BECAUSE THEY WEREN'T.

You're hiding and trying to beat me to submission in nonsensical ways?

You think you have to hurt me!

..why do some people look at me like I'm bad and they don't wanna talk to me?

I am devoted, but I think Tim Burton's popularity, I mean the way he is supported sometimes, reminds me of Hitler because they depreciate any intellectual talents out there so he doesn't look "bad" or something. His minions do that. He himself is pretty nice to speak of. People have gone mad like Hitler with racism. If you are wondering if I am upset with him himself, I'd have to say just that he seems to be hiding and keeping his fans in limbo.

Some people were just taking it easy and think so what I can change my personality like you never did anything.

People went wild about no Ellen like before. They are just happy it's not like it's because of them. Well, it was supposed to be because of her. I only wonder if she's worried people would have changed her, anyway.

This is just like Johnny Depp and Tim Burton all over. Once someone makes it, no one else can. I wish I did this young. I do other things, too.

I see people started feeling for Ellen in selfish ways when she had her new do. I mean like trying to stimulate her over others. That's not Ellen. What a lie. How selfish. I can say whatever I feel needs to be said, as it's a free country for you.

Nice - 1 2 3 4

I found people were mean to me cuz the experiment.

*sniff sniff*

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You don't know right from wrong all the time but will know later.

I'd edited my favorite pictures list on IMDb: link.

It's funny you have to be nice to this person but with me it doesn't matter - to stimulate them more.

People used to be more grown-up before 2010.

Why is it you see something attractive and it automatically doesn't go to anyone but you/one person..

acting like I'm ugly? I am intellectual, sometimes.

Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Monday, June 29, 2015

Sunday, June 28, 2015

I understand him.

Saturday, June 27, 2015