I should not be considered bad because people think there's some thing they can't hold in. I grew up always being told I was best behaved. I was like one of the only people like that where I was it seemed. I was just considered good. I do suspect people used to just secretly thing I was in trouble. You know, things at home my dad isn't open about. Things that I did but stopped for example. Nothing really just bad. Some of their judgments or instructions of behavior in general were not open. They wanted to get me in trouble without knowing. I see someone and harshly find them to be mean to me for no reason.