I don't feel respected by people like Ellen. I am not gonna let anger towards me ruin my life, which it is. It's racist and age-ist, like I'm not born in the Flower Age or my parents aren't born in the Flower Age. I keep saying this, but people keep doing it. I can't feel accomplished. Suddenly, others are considered good/"better." I also feel taunted. I wanted to be maybe in a movie and imagined I'd be cute as a working mom of young children, but it's like I'm not a big deal but everyone else in the world is. That's wrong.