Saturday, June 27, 2015

Not Mad

I'm not admittingly mad but sad about something weird.

I just don't know why things present themselves to me as fights so often.

Am I as good as gone?  Come on.  You should have an answer.  I'm getting this yes or no thing.  Is there anything you could legit. lock me up for?  Throwing things, being mad in weird ways?  Maybe, those events have stayed with my past.  Remember, the feeling to do things even if people say no and it's not illegal and you think it's a joke?  You'll find you'll want me, anyway.  Or you think "no one'll notice."  Things that aren't really bad but can be to some?  Ever get messed up doing things you don't remember you don't believe in?  Do what's right rather than what someone deserves?  I do regret the things.  I feel more myself.  I was kicked outta my college major and not right mentally!!  I felt more before, tho.  Sometimes, I don't.  But I'm usually always there.  Also, I thought my life was an experiment and no resolution, so that might not have helped under pressure.  I bet that's it.  I bet you don't care.  This is my life.  You may not like brunettes, but I did not chose to be a brunette.

I guess it's important because that's what morality says.  Don't want to make mistakes like me.