Friday, October 31, 2014
Like, waht?
How attractive and pleasurable is it to gurgle at your Baby Boom parents, while Late Boomers experience "all the drama" firsthand? This is an important real issue that exists that needs addressing all over the world. There is no such thing as a bad time to be born.
Website Update
Cool Terms (Words and Phrases)
link
link
Words and Terms
melancholy
moody
has an issue
ardent
adamant
affection, affectionate
romantic
artsy
ardent
adamant
affection, affectionate
romantic
artsy
Modern Words and Terms
sad ("saad")
disturbed
,like,
"because.."
cool
neat
Retro Words and Terms
totally
rad
hot
man ("aw, man" or "oh, man")
Why O Why
Why did "being a fan of Tim Burton" make me lose my soul? A part of my brain has been shut away permanently. I was an adamant and ardent fan. I feel there's something I lost about making anything matter. I got kicked outta college because o'him. Or that's why it became hopeless, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory jitters around the world? It certainly was entertaining, but the world went mad. I could not stand the sounds I heard after the hurricane.
My H A L L O W E E N ! : )
I was unfortunately the only Elsa. Lotta black girls, at least 2 older guys, and some others said, "Elsa!" or "Anna!" Like, when the black girls said it, I sang the 1st few lines. The cape blew in the wind I found as I walked home. I did 2 areas, 2 hours out. I'm showered and letting my nails dry, ready for tomorrow. We had Pizza Hut and I am so addicted to that soda.
Why is it "okay"
if I have a stumpy nose? "I can still be like Ellen DeGeneres, as long as my nose is ugly."
Critiqued
People seem overly critical of me because of my race. It is highly insulting but maybe on target with what should be pushed for.
TV
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
I watched it earlier this evening. My stomach hurt.
Anyway, so, I remember the little redhead from Pennsylvania. He was cute at the Texas State Fair.
The people on were kinda nice, but the one from Australia seemed concerned about race. I think I heard there are Germans without Jewish, but are they without the ancient Chinese? That and being Native American are all too common. It's the mixed Asians etc. to look out for. Now, that's "different."
The finding audience with stuff in their pockets was interesting.
The 2 ladies, Marla and Carla? were very nice. They remind me of the 2 ladies from Pennsylvania who have Ellen DeGeneres taped up at work from like 2 years ago.
I watched it earlier this evening. My stomach hurt.
Anyway, so, I remember the little redhead from Pennsylvania. He was cute at the Texas State Fair.
The people on were kinda nice, but the one from Australia seemed concerned about race. I think I heard there are Germans without Jewish, but are they without the ancient Chinese? That and being Native American are all too common. It's the mixed Asians etc. to look out for. Now, that's "different."
The finding audience with stuff in their pockets was interesting.
The 2 ladies, Marla and Carla? were very nice. They remind me of the 2 ladies from Pennsylvania who have Ellen DeGeneres taped up at work from like 2 years ago.
Thursday, October 30, 2014
Plans
I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," my stomach aches, going for a jog to slim up, will write the review later! :) And other things probably. Trick-or-treating, as usual, tomorrow. Will try to stay out late. Going somewhere the next morning. Sleeping Saturday, out Sunday. Probably out Monday. Will watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," too!
Hurt
My stomach and lungs were hurting.
I might watch TV now, though, anyway.
Then, my dad cuts my hair.
I might watch TV now, though, anyway.
Then, my dad cuts my hair.
If a favorite thing of mine is being European..
..why would someone make it their point to be it against me their point?
Why
are people always making fun of me? Thanks, a lot. Is it because of Tim Burton and the N word thing?
Using Life
Some people use life and forget the schedule of about when they will have to have passed away.
American Blood
What do you hate about someone who is better as in nicer and more hard-working/accomplished socially if their blood is American compared to someone with no American blood?
It's so sad..
..when someone cares about me and someone else doesn't and shits all over me. That's what the people waiting for the bus are like.
Problem
People keep telling me I'm a less than because my dad is born so early on in the century compared to another dad. You can't tell me "what" I am.
Do you like only certain hair colors?
I just can't imagine the whole world having the same kind of hair.
Funny
People are addicted to their nonwhite race.. I wouldn't want to be someone just because they were white.
Website Update
How to Change Yourself
Be like Princess Elsa. Be the one to be more European like it's in you. I take credit from the middle singer here: link.
Be like Princess Elsa. Be the one to be more European like it's in you. I take credit from the middle singer here: link.
People are in on
being tacky of a generation they've already trashed to trash the people in it who think they're gonna make it racially.
Wednesday, October 29, 2014
TV
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
I forgot I loved that animation speaker yesterday about the shell with one eye with a black piece of dust like a poodle.
Today, the 1st guy I remember coming on was so astute and it's amazing. I wonder how he prioritizes.
I liked the singers and the guest singer lady with short spiky darkish hair. The drummer/s really knew how to pep it up!! I had some issues, but they seemed to lighten up, as people do, I guess..
The cross country girls were cool. One of the carried a hurt one. Now, I did cross country, too! I should scan a pic or something. I saw the benefits I got of doing cross country my 1st year as opposed to people who started the next. We were warned about our time and that nothing will come back. I didn't do it my 3rd year, 16, and just did adult ballet. I went back to everything at 17. Funny I flunked that semester. Not enough time to myself. I did do theater in the summers mostly. I visited people I missed away from my old homes.
The girl at the end throwing was good. It reminds me of me at Disney trying to win such a cute stuffed animal. I wanna get there earlier next time and win. I already got the bear for the Food and Wine celebration at Epcot!! It's Duffy the new Disney bear. It's so perfect, I got it the next time I went.
Today, Ellen seems okay. I want it to be more about her and like people who fit in with her that she likes a lot. I know there's a thing actually if you deny someone liking you tho, too, so I need to figure out what that is.. I tried making like that Twitter account to post things that would interest her, famous people, at twitter.com/Ellen3. I also have Ellen4 as things for her fans. I'm not pushing her into people, neither. I just want to disperse myself and feel that my life is a failure. I am interested in directing and making my scripts I will turn into books and hopefully direct a movie from. Then, I will not be a waste of space. So, it's taking awhile. I can do like a paragraph at a time it seems now.
Oh, the Halloween kids were so cute. Halloween is on its merry way. I will try to get lots of candy. I'm trying a backpack Trick-or-Treat bag. I have an Elsa costume that's popular on Ebay from China. It's not the real thing, too bad, but I just got it. It does drag along the floor and is pretty. I just liked it, didn't realize it was from China.
About the idea of being a waste of space. Everyone should follow their dreams and forget the things that they don't need to waste their lives doing. People should talk to others about Ellen DeGeneres and the show, too. I wonder if I can find fans today. I have another Ellen account where I can Tweet stuff for her or on my regular Twitter.
I feel people are depressed about me living by Disney, like jealous, and I was upset the day before I went once and feel that it is making people superstitious. Well, it's almost Halloween, Friday the 31st, 13 backwards. It'll be great.
I think people are trying to get their lives together. The thing is to do it gradually, working out, if they can get slightly more healthy things. Do it once in awhile or for how long it feels natural to do what. I bumped up and felt like a longer break and am not incredibly fat. I do take walks most days of the week, though, for over an hour.
I think people need blogs so they can be discovered. Their reasons for not are forgetting why they wanted one. It's hard to like get people to talk to. My comments are not always approved, and I don't really do that that much. It's fun to, though. I don't know what I'm getting myself caught up in. My blogging taught me what's wrong with me and reminding me how to write. You should also record yourself talking..
I forgot I loved that animation speaker yesterday about the shell with one eye with a black piece of dust like a poodle.
Today, the 1st guy I remember coming on was so astute and it's amazing. I wonder how he prioritizes.
I liked the singers and the guest singer lady with short spiky darkish hair. The drummer/s really knew how to pep it up!! I had some issues, but they seemed to lighten up, as people do, I guess..
The cross country girls were cool. One of the carried a hurt one. Now, I did cross country, too! I should scan a pic or something. I saw the benefits I got of doing cross country my 1st year as opposed to people who started the next. We were warned about our time and that nothing will come back. I didn't do it my 3rd year, 16, and just did adult ballet. I went back to everything at 17. Funny I flunked that semester. Not enough time to myself. I did do theater in the summers mostly. I visited people I missed away from my old homes.
The girl at the end throwing was good. It reminds me of me at Disney trying to win such a cute stuffed animal. I wanna get there earlier next time and win. I already got the bear for the Food and Wine celebration at Epcot!! It's Duffy the new Disney bear. It's so perfect, I got it the next time I went.
Today, Ellen seems okay. I want it to be more about her and like people who fit in with her that she likes a lot. I know there's a thing actually if you deny someone liking you tho, too, so I need to figure out what that is.. I tried making like that Twitter account to post things that would interest her, famous people, at twitter.com/Ellen3. I also have Ellen4 as things for her fans. I'm not pushing her into people, neither. I just want to disperse myself and feel that my life is a failure. I am interested in directing and making my scripts I will turn into books and hopefully direct a movie from. Then, I will not be a waste of space. So, it's taking awhile. I can do like a paragraph at a time it seems now.
Oh, the Halloween kids were so cute. Halloween is on its merry way. I will try to get lots of candy. I'm trying a backpack Trick-or-Treat bag. I have an Elsa costume that's popular on Ebay from China. It's not the real thing, too bad, but I just got it. It does drag along the floor and is pretty. I just liked it, didn't realize it was from China.
About the idea of being a waste of space. Everyone should follow their dreams and forget the things that they don't need to waste their lives doing. People should talk to others about Ellen DeGeneres and the show, too. I wonder if I can find fans today. I have another Ellen account where I can Tweet stuff for her or on my regular Twitter.
I feel people are depressed about me living by Disney, like jealous, and I was upset the day before I went once and feel that it is making people superstitious. Well, it's almost Halloween, Friday the 31st, 13 backwards. It'll be great.
I think people are trying to get their lives together. The thing is to do it gradually, working out, if they can get slightly more healthy things. Do it once in awhile or for how long it feels natural to do what. I bumped up and felt like a longer break and am not incredibly fat. I do take walks most days of the week, though, for over an hour.
I think people need blogs so they can be discovered. Their reasons for not are forgetting why they wanted one. It's hard to like get people to talk to. My comments are not always approved, and I don't really do that that much. It's fun to, though. I don't know what I'm getting myself caught up in. My blogging taught me what's wrong with me and reminding me how to write. You should also record yourself talking..
Website Update
Advice
I don't diet too heavily because I know I will gain it back later. The same goes with overexercising in ways I don't like.
What was once in
is now out.
Think about families with people born in earlier 1958. They won't fit in with the new Ellen DeGeneres look-alikes born noteably in the 1970s.
They have those extended, overly feeling shaped thumbs/fingers. All those Late Boomer families. I feel that I know what's in and "that I was right all along."
Think about families with people born in earlier 1958. They won't fit in with the new Ellen DeGeneres look-alikes born noteably in the 1970s.
They have those extended, overly feeling shaped thumbs/fingers. All those Late Boomer families. I feel that I know what's in and "that I was right all along."
Dreams
They were pretty dramatic. I can't remember. I had 2.
The 1st one I was worrying and concerned about Ellen DeGeneres's body being okay. I wanted to go put my arm around her and give her a hug and like hold onto her. I found myself on her back, too, still worrying about her.
The 2nd one was cool. I remember at the end I was wondering where I think Celine Dion's body guards were, a 2nd set in the dream. They were way behind, and 2 had a cannon and cannon ball. I saw the rifle, too. I just can't remember what I did. The 1st one had more things I thought.
The 1st one I was worrying and concerned about Ellen DeGeneres's body being okay. I wanted to go put my arm around her and give her a hug and like hold onto her. I found myself on her back, too, still worrying about her.
The 2nd one was cool. I remember at the end I was wondering where I think Celine Dion's body guards were, a 2nd set in the dream. They were way behind, and 2 had a cannon and cannon ball. I saw the rifle, too. I just can't remember what I did. The 1st one had more things I thought.
The Great But Not So Great
Me, Christina..
I am just a thick hollow thing with crinkling hair who remembers how to talk.
I am just a thick hollow thing with crinkling hair who remembers how to talk.
TV
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
That guy, Steve Harvey?, was so so funny. He made it on Ellen. He was just so funny about being black and connecting black for all ages..
The girl was very nice, as well.
Ellen had sorta a hard time. She looks stressed. She is being good and nice.
The singer keyboardist girl was outta this world. I saw her play a few notes. I can only play a few songs.. :| She should be known somehow. I used to listen to Hit List all the time, but it's so repetitive.
I loved seeing all the cancer patients.
What I gather from her shows is she brings agreeable people on who have a quaintly acute sense of humor. She brings on stars. If I get on the show, I hope if it's as a guest it will be as a star. Johnny Depp got to go on her show twice. I honestly am not the Ellen fan I wanna be. I wanted to watch before but didn't. I thought I was too late and not ready and busy with other things that mattered or not. I think people should seek out any opportunity to like improve having acquaintence relationships, like meeting people at Disney or talking online.
I think about myself and how I pucker up and give Ellen a kiss like a fish online when I drop these little notes of love. However, I feel I didn't "do the work" and that my parents don't really love me because they don't let me do what they want me to do even that would be better.
About Steve Harvey, it's like he was eying his own son the whole time. He is so kind and on the ball. We all know what he's thinking.
That girl was so celestial. She deserves a lot for what she does. She was sweet and pretty. She's just a nice person.
OK, I've been up and about and am gonna post this.
That guy, Steve Harvey?, was so so funny. He made it on Ellen. He was just so funny about being black and connecting black for all ages..
The girl was very nice, as well.
Ellen had sorta a hard time. She looks stressed. She is being good and nice.
The singer keyboardist girl was outta this world. I saw her play a few notes. I can only play a few songs.. :| She should be known somehow. I used to listen to Hit List all the time, but it's so repetitive.
I loved seeing all the cancer patients.
What I gather from her shows is she brings agreeable people on who have a quaintly acute sense of humor. She brings on stars. If I get on the show, I hope if it's as a guest it will be as a star. Johnny Depp got to go on her show twice. I honestly am not the Ellen fan I wanna be. I wanted to watch before but didn't. I thought I was too late and not ready and busy with other things that mattered or not. I think people should seek out any opportunity to like improve having acquaintence relationships, like meeting people at Disney or talking online.
I think about myself and how I pucker up and give Ellen a kiss like a fish online when I drop these little notes of love. However, I feel I didn't "do the work" and that my parents don't really love me because they don't let me do what they want me to do even that would be better.
About Steve Harvey, it's like he was eying his own son the whole time. He is so kind and on the ball. We all know what he's thinking.
That girl was so celestial. She deserves a lot for what she does. She was sweet and pretty. She's just a nice person.
OK, I've been up and about and am gonna post this.
Tuesday, October 28, 2014
Disney
The Tennessee Bear
It looked so sweet and caring, like Kentucky. It was so detailed and trying to care and stuff. It had like feminine eyes, pretty much.
It looked so sweet and caring, like Kentucky. It was so detailed and trying to care and stuff. It had like feminine eyes, pretty much.
Hair
Light Cool Blonde - looks like ash blonde some, too - 2013 Parents - Mom Knows Best Beauty Awards
Lightest Cool Blonde
Search: Cool Natural Blonde
Lightest Cool Blonde
Search: Cool Natural Blonde
What Comes Up
Your nastiness shows only because you claim it would come out naturally by accident. Wait, does this even make sense??
I'm going to dye my hair white blonde.
I will have bangs to the side parted off-center and the hair will be as short as possible but without layers.
Samples
Well, "natural palest blonde" came up twice. I'm guessing at JCPenney they will bleach my hair and then color over it some shade of white-blonde. I need extreme hair repair, as well. I know there's an ash blonde, a golden blonde, and natural blonde of different shades.
Samples
Well, "natural palest blonde" came up twice. I'm guessing at JCPenney they will bleach my hair and then color over it some shade of white-blonde. I need extreme hair repair, as well. I know there's an ash blonde, a golden blonde, and natural blonde of different shades.
She's fine.
It's just what happens to people after what matters. They all wish to be the only winner for no reason.
Another Spoiled Famous Celebration
Do you find the shit people say we have to believe in Ellen kind of unpleasant?
1. We have to make everything for her because she was born around 1960 and is a Late Boomer.
2. She always is the youngest, prettiest, and overall most ideal, while the rest of us cannot chose to do so.
1. We have to make everything for her because she was born around 1960 and is a Late Boomer.
2. She always is the youngest, prettiest, and overall most ideal, while the rest of us cannot chose to do so.
Website Update
link
How to Be More Like an Ellen Look-Alike
Have the side of your face slant more toward your chin, like. Don't do it if you don't get it.
Take 1 more step to be more bold.
How to Be More Like an Ellen Look-Alike
Have the side of your face slant more toward your chin, like. Don't do it if you don't get it.
Take 1 more step to be more bold.
I plan to
sell my stories as a book. I want to direct them as movies and not be in them. There's no part for me, as of now, neither..
Monday, October 27, 2014
Why I'm No Good (to Some)
I think that Ellen is really mad now that I said she gave my mom cancer. I was in a freak state but now realize it's not good to just go (all) out and say that.
I'm not as cute as a few of my cousins, if not most of the girls, I see. So what? It's not my fault. I know their parents rushed them into it.
What about comparing me to most people? They accept me because I am nice.
I missed the deadline for school. I didn't know I needed my transcripts in by October until October. 1 school didn't send it in when I asked and this time I was too late. I forgot about the FAFSA (sp? lol) financial aid, anyway.
I don't think that Seminole State has film, but I could go to the supposedly costly Full Sail. My dad suggested acting, too. I keep sending myself in, but I gotta be harder on myself. I'm getting my hair redyed, as well. It didn't turn out right at Dillards and too much money. Last month, I spent a total of like $185 and it's still yellow. I need to buy extreme hair repair shampoo. I heard any hair could be repaired, which is a fact for me at least or as a rule of this thing that it means something to know it's in the back of your head and you have to use that you know this..
So, I feel sorry for Ellen because she things she's obliged to me sometimes, but I know that these people who know me know other cousins and "friends" or people I follow who are cuter. You know Lauren Lee Smith felt safe being like Ellen around her, and so are other people to me, but she was not comfortable in the light of day.
I think Ellen is very interesting and deserves the best. What about some of my old friends? I bet they'd be her type. They tend to walk about and trash this trash that I'm so cool I'm blonde and my eyes they blue! I think I did it, wanted to be a brunette in life if my parents were in it. They thought they were better. I came out fair and full of color or sometimes white pigment. It's sad. Our life is ending. The more I blame, the worse it gets, but I don't blame to blame. Some people just hate people for their race mostly, and I can't have that. I think my family stay out of harm's way pretty clearly!
So, like round em up! Look for people who Ellen would like. There are cute people going around with benefits. That's all she can take. Nice people with benefits. What about multiracials? I'm gonna get them as fans and put them online.
I feel all I am is my blog, and I think she would agree. People seem to gloss through and ignore the opportunity to talk.
I'm not as cute as a few of my cousins, if not most of the girls, I see. So what? It's not my fault. I know their parents rushed them into it.
What about comparing me to most people? They accept me because I am nice.
I missed the deadline for school. I didn't know I needed my transcripts in by October until October. 1 school didn't send it in when I asked and this time I was too late. I forgot about the FAFSA (sp? lol) financial aid, anyway.
I don't think that Seminole State has film, but I could go to the supposedly costly Full Sail. My dad suggested acting, too. I keep sending myself in, but I gotta be harder on myself. I'm getting my hair redyed, as well. It didn't turn out right at Dillards and too much money. Last month, I spent a total of like $185 and it's still yellow. I need to buy extreme hair repair shampoo. I heard any hair could be repaired, which is a fact for me at least or as a rule of this thing that it means something to know it's in the back of your head and you have to use that you know this..
So, I feel sorry for Ellen because she things she's obliged to me sometimes, but I know that these people who know me know other cousins and "friends" or people I follow who are cuter. You know Lauren Lee Smith felt safe being like Ellen around her, and so are other people to me, but she was not comfortable in the light of day.
I think Ellen is very interesting and deserves the best. What about some of my old friends? I bet they'd be her type. They tend to walk about and trash this trash that I'm so cool I'm blonde and my eyes they blue! I think I did it, wanted to be a brunette in life if my parents were in it. They thought they were better. I came out fair and full of color or sometimes white pigment. It's sad. Our life is ending. The more I blame, the worse it gets, but I don't blame to blame. Some people just hate people for their race mostly, and I can't have that. I think my family stay out of harm's way pretty clearly!
So, like round em up! Look for people who Ellen would like. There are cute people going around with benefits. That's all she can take. Nice people with benefits. What about multiracials? I'm gonna get them as fans and put them online.
I feel all I am is my blog, and I think she would agree. People seem to gloss through and ignore the opportunity to talk.
TV
Taylor on Ellen
I have so many feelings for this girl all about the same thing, her pride in her heritage she carried with her to Tennessee. I feel more open about different cultures, honestly.
I liked her performance so much. I think I know 5 some form of blonde haired blue eyed people from Pennsylvania who are singers, the only oldest one being non-white blonde maybe.
She's such a pioneer. I admire her so much for just doing that.
She looks good. I feel she is still developing, but she is so tall and her heels were so tall, too. I liked to see Ellen hugging her. I feel she's broken some barriers by sitting in a chair with a fan and hugging her. Taylor.
I fell in love with the Tennessee bear at Country Bear Jamboree. I didn't do Pirates of the Caribbean nor the Haunted Mansion today, but I did see this mainly for the Tennessee bear's what sparked an interest.
It is interesting to see how Taylor cares so much, maybe made to care too much, and she turns off. I don't think I turned off up north. I think she's just like that. I don't think it's a good Pennsylvanian trait, no offense. It's probably confusing to her. Maybe, it was inflicted via fame.
I think that she needs to recognize there are other people out there. She seems like she's from the country big time, though. I wonder if she wants to live somewhere else. She is a singer, after all. LA she probably already is there. You know, she reminds me of Britney Spears being proud of where she's lived and what she can do.
She seemed annoyed at things people from Pennsylvania get annoyed at. Like, if someone wants attention, they just get so mad. They don't know how to get attention.
She's too to sweet. I just really connect. I'd be honored to get to like talk to her about my experiences being Pennsylvanian and not living there. I also sing. It would be cool if she hired me to do something with her. I don't know about touring a year, though, I have other goals and aspirations, now. Film. It's pretty serious. I need to start. I was thinking of Full Sail, the big nationwide film school.
So, good job! I love this! It was a good warmup/icebreaker together.
I have so many feelings for this girl all about the same thing, her pride in her heritage she carried with her to Tennessee. I feel more open about different cultures, honestly.
I liked her performance so much. I think I know 5 some form of blonde haired blue eyed people from Pennsylvania who are singers, the only oldest one being non-white blonde maybe.
She's such a pioneer. I admire her so much for just doing that.
She looks good. I feel she is still developing, but she is so tall and her heels were so tall, too. I liked to see Ellen hugging her. I feel she's broken some barriers by sitting in a chair with a fan and hugging her. Taylor.
I fell in love with the Tennessee bear at Country Bear Jamboree. I didn't do Pirates of the Caribbean nor the Haunted Mansion today, but I did see this mainly for the Tennessee bear's what sparked an interest.
It is interesting to see how Taylor cares so much, maybe made to care too much, and she turns off. I don't think I turned off up north. I think she's just like that. I don't think it's a good Pennsylvanian trait, no offense. It's probably confusing to her. Maybe, it was inflicted via fame.
I think that she needs to recognize there are other people out there. She seems like she's from the country big time, though. I wonder if she wants to live somewhere else. She is a singer, after all. LA she probably already is there. You know, she reminds me of Britney Spears being proud of where she's lived and what she can do.
She seemed annoyed at things people from Pennsylvania get annoyed at. Like, if someone wants attention, they just get so mad. They don't know how to get attention.
She's too to sweet. I just really connect. I'd be honored to get to like talk to her about my experiences being Pennsylvanian and not living there. I also sing. It would be cool if she hired me to do something with her. I don't know about touring a year, though, I have other goals and aspirations, now. Film. It's pretty serious. I need to start. I was thinking of Full Sail, the big nationwide film school.
So, good job! I love this! It was a good warmup/icebreaker together.
I found out why I get violent.
In New Orleans, I was threatened with suicidal noises that only I could hear, and when I was bothered I screamed and the police took me.
Contact
The Walt Disney Company
I want to sell myself singing the song "Let It Go" from "Frozen" unlimitedly on iTunes. Can you help me find out how to get the rights to do that and let me know how much it would cost? Thank you, so much!
I want to sell myself singing the song "Let It Go" from "Frozen" unlimitedly on iTunes. Can you help me find out how to get the rights to do that and let me know how much it would cost? Thank you, so much!
I can't believe
at the last minute you get jealous. It seems I've been hurt and am no longer worth it, a similar type of thing that happened to Steven Hawkins (sp?)
What?
How can you do this? Why is "it" about people in my life you think I've suddenly wronged easily?
New Yet Offensive
What do you think of someone older than a generation of kids who thinks every time they do something cool it's bad because it's offensive to them in their opinion?
Sleep
I'm having a hard time and might go somewhere tomorrow, at least I want to be ready to. I have to wake up at 4. I can wait and go Wednesday. I have somewhere else to go Tuesday, which is lame. The bus can seem to take so long. I really don't know what to do, now. I've slept a lot this week and don't feel too tired. I woke up at 5PM. If I'm so not tired now, I'd better go, might get a little sleep if I get tired. I could get ready now and then sleep. I just feel torn in half by what happened today, which is on my Problems blog. I don't know how to feel well. Disney is crazy.
What do you think of
people who have a say in the world? Like without extra suggestive behavior being made by others towards them? I feel my family and I have reached a dead end where it all stops. Maybe, kids are the only people who have a say/maybe not?
Website Update
About Me
I was born with dark blue eyes, and I've had solid non-black hair bleached from the sun more at the bottom. It was a bright color, sorta brown, red, and gold, typical. As of now, it is dyed to be like the Ellen DeGeneres look-alikes.
I was born with dark blue eyes, and I've had solid non-black hair bleached from the sun more at the bottom. It was a bright color, sorta brown, red, and gold, typical. As of now, it is dyed to be like the Ellen DeGeneres look-alikes.
Actress
Chloe Sevigny
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It looks like her heyday was that she looked like Ellen filming Those Who Kill.
I kinda am hoping she will know if she can have a quiet life with kids or if she's in sync with the world in wanting to make it "different" and possibly more social for the people who can't seem to find anyone outside of "home." Just passerby.
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It looks like her heyday was that she looked like Ellen filming Those Who Kill.
I kinda am hoping she will know if she can have a quiet life with kids or if she's in sync with the world in wanting to make it "different" and possibly more social for the people who can't seem to find anyone outside of "home." Just passerby.
I know
the old dad thing is a lie because a baby with an older dad is still the age it is from when it was born, and when you compare it to a baby with a younger dad they are both still pretty young at least.
I know
why Ellen is so sensitive. She built herself up to be attractive and wants no one to beat her. Nor change her.
Sunday, October 26, 2014
Actress
I said that Chloe Grace Moretz was in Dark Shadows with Tim Burton as director and whatever she said was accepted, whereas with me all my hard work is just a matter of consequence.
Actress
I find Lauren Lee Smith, who was a child model since she moved too much to do drama, an interesting person. She acts on TV and has to remember lots of lines. I don't think I can remember lots of lines.
She looked like Ellen DeGeneres in a movie with Chloe Grace Moretz.
She looked like Ellen DeGeneres in a movie with Chloe Grace Moretz.
On Twitter
Do people on Twitter who are famous and have that little blue check on their profile get a notification if another account with a little blue check sends them a message?
Does that make you sick or just OK? I tell you, it will mean something in the future as other things of this nature do. It makes me think of my old choir director/organist who taught me some organ. She's pretty, born in January 1954, and her husband is a multimillionaire or more from hotels in New Orleans.
Does that make you sick or just OK? I tell you, it will mean something in the future as other things of this nature do. It makes me think of my old choir director/organist who taught me some organ. She's pretty, born in January 1954, and her husband is a multimillionaire or more from hotels in New Orleans.
I know what's going on.
I was very kind to my cousin, and now Ellen DeGeneres came in and said it's my fault she has a bad life. Blame her mom!
Weird
So, what, Ellen is saying she is better than everyone else for stopping her career. How rebellious. I don't even follow these other 3 white blonde blue-eyed singers from Mid-Pennsylvania, anymore.
I find this to be quite.
weird
Tomorrow @TaylorSwift13 is here for the whole hour to celebrate her new CD, 1989. For real. #TaylorOnEllen pic.twitter.com/OscLUmbFFZ
— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) October 26, 2014
Dream
1st, I ended up where I used to live in the nation's oldest continuing city and 2nd oldest city. I was saying I'd be a Jacksonville Jaguars cheerleader/dancer. I saw a friend with her family at church.
I know later on they were buying Ellen DeGeneres as a little kid of like 3. I think they bought something else before with a coin, a poor man, like $10,000. I'm watching a movie called 10,000 BC.
The 1st part was spooky and engaging, in a way, but not perfect.
I know later on they were buying Ellen DeGeneres as a little kid of like 3. I think they bought something else before with a coin, a poor man, like $10,000. I'm watching a movie called 10,000 BC.
The 1st part was spooky and engaging, in a way, but not perfect.
YouTube
I'm getting more out of The Voice Kids in Australia than Germany. I know that lady is in it, though.
It's unanimous.
Ellen has always been our favorite. Praise to the range of lookalikes! And wannabes who are too skeert.
Saturday, October 25, 2014
Friday, October 24, 2014
Sad
After all I do, people still find fault in me. I sure hope I start gymnastics next week. It will help a little. It is like it's my responsibility.
My life is like off..
..all the things I used to enjoy and hoped to. People treat me like I'm weird and totally out of touch.
Plan
Ballet and Gymnastics each once a week for health
keep the blonde hair
Disney when I feel like it
keep the blonde hair
Disney when I feel like it
I know my problems.
The medicine makes me tired.
I need a regular physical activity. I want to do gymnastics and ballet, but I use the money to eat at Disney. Maybe, I should change that for now. I wonder if my dad can ever take me or I use the bus. Eventually, I will be good-looking and become an actress. I have to dye my hair each month, maybe only about $30?
I need a regular physical activity. I want to do gymnastics and ballet, but I use the money to eat at Disney. Maybe, I should change that for now. I wonder if my dad can ever take me or I use the bus. Eventually, I will be good-looking and become an actress. I have to dye my hair each month, maybe only about $30?
You make it hard
to think and constantly judge me only to find I don't mean that, here in Central Florida, as the culture here.
The News Is Stupid
I don't want hours of footage on the 1st Ebola patient. Guess there's nothing to see.. I heard it was mostly all about violence.
Do you yourself suffer
what you want me to suffer? Or do you think you're "good enough" cuz I don't think that's what other people believe of a lot of people?
People don't want..
..me to ever have felt confident just being a kid. My dad called me little when I started high school, not so.
People today
do not work things out.
They just go by protocol and tell you, or at least just me, off.
There's no relationship. Something stupid always comes up. Then, they call it off.
I get told I'm unattractive.
They just go by protocol and tell you, or at least just me, off.
There's no relationship. Something stupid always comes up. Then, they call it off.
I get told I'm unattractive.
Why have people acted
so concerned about things that happened to me longer than they happened as an excuse to take pleasure in saying I'm not white? They never fixed it. Stuff happens. I just saw what I saw.
TV
I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" today.
Fergie was interesting.
The next girl was nice.
The guests seemed good at the beginning.
I had a bit of a discomfort. I don't really accept nor remember to stop not accepting when people say "half" to me. I wonder why she said it, though. It doesn't bother me in and of itself, I guess, but if she does it she does it. I'm still wondering about it in general. She said "half" to Fergie, maybe thinking about how her baby is half her mom's and half her dad's. She was the one to say on the show that having a baby was hard timewise. She disappeared from the social scene.
Oh, and the young minority boy dancer was very skilled. He looks Asian, but his parents are fat and look Latin American.
Fergie was interesting.
The next girl was nice.
The guests seemed good at the beginning.
I had a bit of a discomfort. I don't really accept nor remember to stop not accepting when people say "half" to me. I wonder why she said it, though. It doesn't bother me in and of itself, I guess, but if she does it she does it. I'm still wondering about it in general. She said "half" to Fergie, maybe thinking about how her baby is half her mom's and half her dad's. She was the one to say on the show that having a baby was hard timewise. She disappeared from the social scene.
Oh, and the young minority boy dancer was very skilled. He looks Asian, but his parents are fat and look Latin American.
Thursday, October 23, 2014
New Forum and Forum Post
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Analyze me racially.
Do you think I am more like a part Chinese-boy than a real person?
Do you believe I did everything I could to be white? Do you think my problems have mostly been from other people? Like the pressure I feel to be more Chinese or more unappealing since I am just a mix?
Do you want me to be more Chinese than white, when I want to be more white? If you were me, would you want to be more white, or are you tricking me that being white isn't that good and not really addictive to you to say you have?
Do you think people are mad at me these days, whereas before I got more respect from anyone who ever knew I was skinny before? How do you explain this anger? Jealousy, therefore wanting me to move away and get in trouble somehow and then change and be uglier and not like the race I want? You believe people can't pick to be worth it, even? Like, an animal, you'd torture and mess around with them?
Analyze me racially.
Do you think I am more like a part Chinese-boy than a real person?
Do you believe I did everything I could to be white? Do you think my problems have mostly been from other people? Like the pressure I feel to be more Chinese or more unappealing since I am just a mix?
Do you want me to be more Chinese than white, when I want to be more white? If you were me, would you want to be more white, or are you tricking me that being white isn't that good and not really addictive to you to say you have?
Do you think people are mad at me these days, whereas before I got more respect from anyone who ever knew I was skinny before? How do you explain this anger? Jealousy, therefore wanting me to move away and get in trouble somehow and then change and be uglier and not like the race I want? You believe people can't pick to be worth it, even? Like, an animal, you'd torture and mess around with them?
Nightmare
It's a nightmare staying at home and being online. You never know what someone is gonna chase you with.
Schedule
I'll be out again next Wednesday. So, not watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" that day, probably. I was thinking of it yesterday but needed a lotta sleep, this time.
Forum Post
Being Egotistical
Do you know people who are literally egotistical? Like, they think they are so good and try so hard and are so known that they become stuck ups and don't even know?
Like, with me, I'm good, I'm nice, I'm polite. Other people get well-liked for their race and generation and are considered the go-to.
Do you know people who are literally egotistical? Like, they think they are so good and try so hard and are so known that they become stuck ups and don't even know?
Like, with me, I'm good, I'm nice, I'm polite. Other people get well-liked for their race and generation and are considered the go-to.
Addiction
Know anyone with an addiction for wanting there to have been a problem to announce and go all crazy or hysterical over?
I always have people chasing me
like from the Midsouth saying even New Orleans isn't the South in my presence because they know people from Up North go or would go straight to it. (Being that it is by the water.) And to make fun mostly of people with a parent from Up North who lives in the South.
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"The Ellen DeGeneres Show" - Random Thoughts
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Not Being American
Her mom is from New Orleans and it is not overly American, in some ways, but they have all the fun, in some ways..
Her dad I heard is not American or maybe is more recently in his family straight from Europe or married out of Europe possibly.
You'd think Ellen'd be down for anything, but then I found she wasn't all American, she's not down for feeling like we're equals, like that's cool, at all.
I have no clue .. wait, yes, Bella Thorne meets fans conveniently on Twitter. Yup.. she does. I don't know, the really popular and famous people like Johnny Depp ignore plebian fans. Tim Burton has meetings in Europe and panels from LA. He acts like something big is waiting to happen. So, no famous people are worth it.. aha ha ha, no offense to anyone in particular. I'm saying that most famous people no one cares about meeting in person. Just Johnny Depp, Ellen, Burton..
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Not Being American
Her mom is from New Orleans and it is not overly American, in some ways, but they have all the fun, in some ways..
Her dad I heard is not American or maybe is more recently in his family straight from Europe or married out of Europe possibly.
You'd think Ellen'd be down for anything, but then I found she wasn't all American, she's not down for feeling like we're equals, like that's cool, at all.
I have no clue .. wait, yes, Bella Thorne meets fans conveniently on Twitter. Yup.. she does. I don't know, the really popular and famous people like Johnny Depp ignore plebian fans. Tim Burton has meetings in Europe and panels from LA. He acts like something big is waiting to happen. So, no famous people are worth it.. aha ha ha, no offense to anyone in particular. I'm saying that most famous people no one cares about meeting in person. Just Johnny Depp, Ellen, Burton..
Special Tweet
Bad Reviews, or How to Hide the Bodies http://t.co/506pEAycgi via @Janice_Hardy
— Marcy Kennedy (@MarcyKennedy) October 23, 2014"As artists, I believe we have more strength—and ultimately more resilience—than most ordinary people. To write or paint or make music, to create something we believe in out of empty air and send it out into the world, is an act of raw courage mixed with a big slug of faith, like walking barefoot on hot coals. We know we’ll survive, but we’d be fools to not expect to get a little burnt once in a while."
I'm having problems.
I just feel my reputation is a certain way with certain people, but I came here to say my dad seems to bother me when around. (Sorry to have to say this.) I might go back to bed? Maybe, later, take a walk? Unless it's too late.
Also, we don't have money, but for some reason I go to to Disney World each week. It's the only non-work and inclusive of worthwhile thing to do here, though I also wanna take gymnastics..
I also have people hating on me.
Also, we don't have money, but for some reason I go to to Disney World each week. It's the only non-work and inclusive of worthwhile thing to do here, though I also wanna take gymnastics..
I also have people hating on me.
Dreams
I had like 20 pets lined up somehow in little containers. I was going upstairs and downstairs to help them in my old house by New Orleans.
The lady I saw at Disney made me think of Ellen. I went up to her and put my arms around her almost on the side and made up sorta I think I have cancer. Of course I made her respond.
Then, I was at ballet, and it was like "class would start soon," but I said I was doing gymnastics.
I don't need anyone, and I mean that literally. It means I need them to go away. I'll be truthful and say I mean why not talk, am I awkward now? Am I a joke because I got interested in Hollywood and actually told people in my early to mid 20s?
The lady I saw at Disney made me think of Ellen. I went up to her and put my arms around her almost on the side and made up sorta I think I have cancer. Of course I made her respond.
Then, I was at ballet, and it was like "class would start soon," but I said I was doing gymnastics.
I don't need anyone, and I mean that literally. It means I need them to go away. I'll be truthful and say I mean why not talk, am I awkward now? Am I a joke because I got interested in Hollywood and actually told people in my early to mid 20s?
A Topic Older People Find Insulting
Doesn't the idea coming up of someone picking you up give you a sense of revolt and shying away?
Wednesday, October 22, 2014
What do you think about this?
Fun, but ill-informed, so far. These kids need to learn to get into themselves. I need to get in the business. I have strong familial values, too, and I learn a lot while at Disney.
Cool
Test Track @ Epcot got shut down in the middle. We waited and a guy talked to us for like 20 minutes and in the end I got to tell him where I was from, Southeastern and Northeastern Florida and New Orleans, the area. So, then we walked down these stairs, which was interesting..
My Most Treasured Memory to Rely On
My 2nd one, like the same lady at Disney, she ran with her head down toward the buses, like she knew me.. and I felt it at the bottom of my core, nothing cheating that you can't do. Not too too strong, but very special and interesting..
Will add these things to my website.
Will add these things to my website.
I had some grand fantasy revelation
that these 2 best friends who are swarming the media with their rebellious offcast nature .. what they should have done for activity. The younger one than me should have done modern dance and at the studio could get into ballet and her kind of singing. The older one, both my year, should have taken the singing more seriously and could meet up my other old best friend.
Me, I'm gymnastics and ballet and singing. I'm happy in gymnastics, but I don't know advanced things cuz you'd have to try every day to get that kind of power.
Me, I'm gymnastics and ballet and singing. I'm happy in gymnastics, but I don't know advanced things cuz you'd have to try every day to get that kind of power.
I decided
my next move is gymnastics class. I'm not sure if this is possible now here. I know it's available. Money.
I was influenced
to keep my blonde hair, it's all we have, all these people who seriously want to be like Ellen for others. I'm considered a baby.
It doesn't ever work that way..
I thought my dad thought I ever had an easy life as a ½ Asian. He thinks if something was not at a complete loss then that means I had it better in the way I didn't. That means I'm on top of myself more than he is. And this is since I was little.
People's Esteem Transformed
They used to be more apologetic. Now, they think it's about 1 person, me, being wrong, and therefore they are always on about something that I'm wrong that has nothing to do with me. People were more humble and less provoked. People in Orlando are very provoked.
Fun Black People
Black people have the most fun. Maybe not the best fun.. wrestling alligators? I mean like a colored woman cooling down by appreciating water. I'm indian, so I'm colored. I guess I have it the best.
Race
I think since Caucasian and Asian skulls are so similar that it would feel a lot like the same build but with a lot of differences in heritage.
To really transform would be to understand Middle Easterners. The ones with shawls I know are very pretty. I'm seeing more and more of them at Disney World.
Black people are actually very smart with their 6th sense if that even exists..
Asians "invaded" Germany and Scandinavia. Spain is maybe older than Africa. The Asian and Negroid skull have a bump on top. Asians have bumps on the sides of their eyes.
To really transform would be to understand Middle Easterners. The ones with shawls I know are very pretty. I'm seeing more and more of them at Disney World.
Black people are actually very smart with their 6th sense if that even exists..
Asians "invaded" Germany and Scandinavia. Spain is maybe older than Africa. The Asian and Negroid skull have a bump on top. Asians have bumps on the sides of their eyes.
Nothing Left to Live
It seems Hollywood ended with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp. We forgot about everything that made up this world and to be thankful for "different" experiences. You never know what could have been waiting around the corner..probably more corn fields to pick.
I don't feel we got it done or even out of the way. I think we destroyed this world..
Concerning Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, I think people just went crazy over how good they are and how much they all want to be the one to be the best in the world, like that can even exist...
I don't feel we got it done or even out of the way. I think we destroyed this world..
Concerning Tim Burton and Johnny Depp, I think people just went crazy over how good they are and how much they all want to be the one to be the best in the world, like that can even exist...
Caucasians
Why do some people go out of their way to exclude people who are mixed or not Caucasian? They act like they hate them so much. That's not right. Some of them look Caucasian or are attractive.
Schedule
It would be nice if I watched "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" today, but I need to get to bed. I think I am available Thursday to watch and next week all but 1 unknown day as of now.
Right and Wrong
If my dad is suggestive to my younger brother in a way he wouldn't dare speak to my mom or of himself, he should not play around saying he is a "product" of them even but altogether not do it because that is the concrete example of when you are pushed to do the right thing. We don't need to be pervs in the world. We learn by feeling good and to ward off bad feelings, not by being pervs.
Tuesday, October 21, 2014
More
So, you're defending people who are not Chinese/native and hurting me? Wow, I wonder how close you all got. My life ends here.
Question
Why is Sarah Brightman posting to send hidden mean messages? She thinks she's a cool teen, but she's an somewhat aged lady who never learned to grow up. They let people like her and Kate Bush do whatever they want in England. They always feel good but come out with a cold attitude toward Americans.
Maybe in ancient times
Asians were smarter but not more ***-like. Like a smarter animal. Maybe not happier.
It's over, I'm calling it off.
Fine, be comfortable around people for their blood. Say what your baby should be. Something you have when you're a zombie cuz yer whiter than everyone else. My life ends how my life ends. I can't even be in style.
What does anyone think? Another dead end.
What does anyone think? Another dead end.
These people need to stop.
I'm not gonna do anything for you. You want Ellen to seem more youthful but younger than me. Like that typical dream of how you treat Late Boomers when your parents are Early Boomers!
wrrrong!
I'd love to contribute "the love" for Ellen, but "the love" for me is not so no mo'! Where'd it go, bro, tho? What I say won't matter.
Notice
all the mistakes that are happening? Supposedly, it's my fault? No, people make the world too distracting.
Why are you still on about protecting Ellen DeGeneres like she's more on top of things with her fair hair? You did it for her.
Why are you still on about protecting Ellen DeGeneres like she's more on top of things with her fair hair? You did it for her.
I C UR DOODOO
You're all flipping out that Ellen is like the greatest because she attained blonde hair and can flail around in party all the time, while the rest of us sit out.
This diarrhea is all over!
No offense to Ellen herself. She's just a sweet, young, and part Askenazi Jewish girl. She follows the negative crowd at times, but who doesn't?? :p Did I say "young?" HA!
I think the light hair is another attribute that makes Ellen so loveable. Her brother is a boy, so maybe the black hair fit him and seeing as how good his sister came out. He's already a product of intelligence. He seems martyrlike and that he outdoes Ellen. Here comes a flood of girls who are the oldest in their families shreeking out that they're the oldest.. :p
Now, the hair thing bothers me cuz my hair was not light much for long. I wonder if I was considered ugly, even, by the time I hit Pre-K. I think so. My parents should have took my hair more seriously. Why didn't the kids like me for how good I was, though? Black hair was not considered out. It seems Ellen's brother is there for a flirting toy, and I don't mean it in an unkind way, just that it seems she supposedly tried to live with all the drama and not realizing that these people she might sneer at don't have all the drama. Really, it's miserable when it sinks in how dark your hair is. Also, I wanted my chance to be pretty, but I grew up and it feel like it's too late. I'll have to spend possibly over $60 recoloring my hair and $30 more for fixing products! What I most want is to maybe grow it out again and try to get it lighter, but I might stick with this trying to be like Ellen until who knows when. I just have to spend more time on my hair if and when I shave it again.
I see you were selfish to protect Ellen that I'm not worth it because of my dark hair and you don't even want me to say it. Go ask my parents. I think they wanted me to do something else to get my hair light, but they have dark hair and I didn't want them to be able to ever beat me in any way.
This diarrhea is all over!
No offense to Ellen herself. She's just a sweet, young, and part Askenazi Jewish girl. She follows the negative crowd at times, but who doesn't?? :p Did I say "young?" HA!
I think the light hair is another attribute that makes Ellen so loveable. Her brother is a boy, so maybe the black hair fit him and seeing as how good his sister came out. He's already a product of intelligence. He seems martyrlike and that he outdoes Ellen. Here comes a flood of girls who are the oldest in their families shreeking out that they're the oldest.. :p
Now, the hair thing bothers me cuz my hair was not light much for long. I wonder if I was considered ugly, even, by the time I hit Pre-K. I think so. My parents should have took my hair more seriously. Why didn't the kids like me for how good I was, though? Black hair was not considered out. It seems Ellen's brother is there for a flirting toy, and I don't mean it in an unkind way, just that it seems she supposedly tried to live with all the drama and not realizing that these people she might sneer at don't have all the drama. Really, it's miserable when it sinks in how dark your hair is. Also, I wanted my chance to be pretty, but I grew up and it feel like it's too late. I'll have to spend possibly over $60 recoloring my hair and $30 more for fixing products! What I most want is to maybe grow it out again and try to get it lighter, but I might stick with this trying to be like Ellen until who knows when. I just have to spend more time on my hair if and when I shave it again.
I see you were selfish to protect Ellen that I'm not worth it because of my dark hair and you don't even want me to say it. Go ask my parents. I think they wanted me to do something else to get my hair light, but they have dark hair and I didn't want them to be able to ever beat me in any way.
Look
I already earned respect. The world has simply gone crazy. I can say if older people are bad. They even said so!
Issue
Baby Boomers have become quite disappointing..
They want people like me to be imagined as babies looking at them all the time as they pass by or mess around in *** with *** influenced eyes. That's punishable by the social community once they find out for sure.
They want people like me to be imagined as babies looking at them all the time as they pass by or mess around in *** with *** influenced eyes. That's punishable by the social community once they find out for sure.
My Generation
I think Generation Y is considered Echo Boom. So, we don't feel as "small" but like miniature adults. People between those ages are more "natural" and don't build nor paint a fence in feelings.
How do you feel about
saying the youngest people of the 1st original generation of XYZ are right to say that being smart is a trade of theirs and that it's actually naughty, like to smart adults who put you down for race or whatnot? I'm thinking in this case it would mean people 2 years older than me, so born 1983-1984. Shouldn't my generation be able to do what they do???? I don't feel as humiliated. :| I might have done something to deserve it that way and am also therefore not counted in on their generation....
You must feel so good
to be the one not in trouble. You all live by a shitty code because I didn't do anything really bad to deserve this. You waited until I came home to be mean to me about college and trap me to get fat!
Schedule
Dunno if I will be seeing more of Ellen this week. I do something tomorrow. I wanted to do something the next day but might not. To make it easy, count me out. Something about that sounds odd, but you should probably count other things in.
TV
I watched the 1st 1/2 of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."
I really liked the girl who was only 4 years older than me who had her hair short and light but not as short .. as Ellen. She is like stereotyping her, and I find it interesting. In some ways I feel older and in most ways I felt younger.
I really liked the girl who was only 4 years older than me who had her hair short and light but not as short .. as Ellen. She is like stereotyping her, and I find it interesting. In some ways I feel older and in most ways I felt younger.
Weird
My dad is weird and makes things up, like as a baby tho I looked white he'd get mad my mom didn't make me more, but when my mom is nice and makes me feel good my dad doesn't.
I'm being stalked!
I feel like all the famous Pennsylvanians are lame ass and trying to chase me.
The goal is to boss me around, when they got nothing to say to me.
The goal is to boss me around, when they got nothing to say to me.
Jews
can be so annoying. It's like they aren't all there. They just laugh at the world. People in LA, NYC, London.. get everything.
Josh Groban's job is to laugh at all the other great singers who can't get an agent.. when most of them are too nervous anyway.
Josh Groban's job is to laugh at all the other great singers who can't get an agent.. when most of them are too nervous anyway.
You know what I found out?
I had my body parts and things in place, so that's as good as and not worse than a blonde but without the hair to allow me to continue to feel better.
Monday, October 20, 2014
You'll never guess what I just found out.
Ellen is sensitive to the fact someone like her could be as good as she is. Like famous and popular.
I guess other people took it too far.
They went crazy mean and did things that were unnecessary.
It happened to happen when Johnny Depp became more popular with Tim Burton, too.
It happened to happen when Johnny Depp became more popular with Tim Burton, too.
I caught them red-handed.
The Comedian.. the lady is flirting that Bella Thorne is better than me. Read my damn blog, lady.
No Offense
Kate Bush really does that.
I like her, but like there's some things that don't click. I don't like how people think I should be *** concerning her and how she is compared to me.
I like her, but like there's some things that don't click. I don't like how people think I should be *** concerning her and how she is compared to me.
Wow
I went crazy "talking it out." So sorry, esp. to Sarah Brightman, now. I know she's trying to be nice, but something really made her change and it makes me sad. It's not that she finally moved onto her own life but is trying to ruin mine?
I hope..
..I can learn to just accept and partly ignore this new personal of Sarah Brightman. Ellen is corny on Twitter, too, I felt. I bet that would make her upset, but Twitter is silly.
The Voice Kids
I noticed a pretty lady with short hair like medium Ellen that is white in the audience near the outside. They really come here for the p***.
Love Everyone
Let's wish Ellen luck on enjoying herself and helping those on her show and with the messages she has for teens today.
How long before I ****** one of you
for acting like you in your selfish ways are on top of my non-prejudiced (sorta) parents and like you know everything about me like "ya ya whatever shit."
Before you k*** me..
..I was in good terms with Ellen and was feeling bad and occupied and said one little thing as a question, and she's turned on me to not go back.
..As far as talking about her, I was onto things before, too, where I wouldn't talk shit.
..As far as talking about her, I was onto things before, too, where I wouldn't talk shit.
Song
Ellen had a class of black kids sing HAPPY. She does want it to be rubbed in, in the end, even if having this happen confuses people. Ha ha.
Schedule
I will probably be out on Thursday or possibly Wednesday.
I wanna watch Ellen if I finish cleaning today. Tomorrow, same thing, probably will be done for now. The only things then might be cooking and baking, so.. I won't be big on Ellen this week because of chores and being out 1 day.
I wanna watch Ellen if I finish cleaning today. Tomorrow, same thing, probably will be done for now. The only things then might be cooking and baking, so.. I won't be big on Ellen this week because of chores and being out 1 day.
Just Reporting
I still like Sarah Brightman. She turned on me 1st. I didn't start harassing her for no reason. I just wanted to protect my thoughts.
Dreamers
All of us who dye and cut our hair short like Ellen. If I did it like Ellen I'd look like Miley Cyrus or Jennifer Lawrence, which might be a good thing. Mine is pretty short just not layered but angled with the front shorter and bangs to 1 side.
I can..
..even feel her rubbing in her own fake idea, pretending I'm like Kate Bush in a way I don't want! I know Kate Bush has a thing since she was younger that's kinda tacky, that we're all together and we shouldn't retreat but *mingle mingle*.
I Must Admit
I just got really mad at Sarah Brightman for stupid hidden messages. She and Ellen DeGeneres have pushed me to like Kate Bush too much in a weird way. Sarah Brightman is being mean and out of control. I don't care what she says it's for. And yes she started all of it. It's like pretending Kate Bush is the center of the world. No! And they're a step above. Pulease!
More
I feel fed up by a fact of life I want to remain stationary.
People are acting like Ellen is great cuz of her birth year.
I just feel like they think she's so awesome cuz she was a blonde as a young child. She's had white hair since she was a baby.
Everyone just explodes and goes all quirky like it's their thing and rule everyone out of the world. I don't care what they didn't really do, they really did it.
So, I want Ellen to remain as popular or become more, but I feel I was put in the back burner somehow. Have you even read my blog? Try talking to me, I talk back..
People are acting like Ellen is great cuz of her birth year.
I just feel like they think she's so awesome cuz she was a blonde as a young child. She's had white hair since she was a baby.
Everyone just explodes and goes all quirky like it's their thing and rule everyone out of the world. I don't care what they didn't really do, they really did it.
So, I want Ellen to remain as popular or become more, but I feel I was put in the back burner somehow. Have you even read my blog? Try talking to me, I talk back..
We need to talk about "something."
I don't know if my mom made me think of this or what, but what is it about Bella Thorne that seems odd, probably what was odd with me and Johnny Depp. I was not annoyed by Johnny Depp. I know Ellen treats her better when she talks to her. I think it's jealousy alone. We should get attention and not get told we got too fat or something cuz we got something.
TV/Internet
On The Voice Kids a lady with short white hair like Ellen stood up and cheered. Shows who likes what, similar to me..
My Point
I said Ellen doesn't deal with my dad. I thought we had a good time. I think Ellen ruined it again. I mean told him to get mad at me for something weird and then even more mad to be strict like from his mom possibly in her new self.
But this post is to say Ellen is secluded in a haven and can tell her coinhabitant what to do. True, I am with my parents. Not sure what her family entails..
But this post is to say Ellen is secluded in a haven and can tell her coinhabitant what to do. True, I am with my parents. Not sure what her family entails..
White People Needs
It must be hard for the white people who are good and normal to really get down with all this fighting going on.
Now, THIS is weird.
Watching a black Portugese on The Voice Kids, and I don't see why white people think when they are shit it's like God for them..
Was I Inaccurate
to say with me Ellen just goes through shit, but for reasons? I see with others it's flowers and candies. Well, she does smile a lot as a person.. Compared to others, for me it's all shit and for them it's all welcome, except she might not spend as much time on their Twitters.
Question
People don't need to do something special to connect with me "cuza my shitty race." Why does Ellen make a big scene like she's too special and encounters me? I am not a bad person! I am well-deserving of a lot of things in life.
It's like I said with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.
Ellen is judging people by race to waste my time posting this. She thinks it's quirky and the thing to do.
It's like I said with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.
Ellen is judging people by race to waste my time posting this. She thinks it's quirky and the thing to do.
Problem
This is how lame it is.
I told people to be quiet at the gym, and my dad came by me and I said to leave me alone cuz he really was flailing about annoyingly that irritated me a lot. He doesn't wanna take me to the gym, now.
Also, it's hard with him and my sick mom. He said he could call the police for telling him to leave me alone, when I was the one saving my workout by not telling authority. He asked why I go in trash the kitchen and leave when he knows I wanna be alone and not do it when people are out there.
I told people to be quiet at the gym, and my dad came by me and I said to leave me alone cuz he really was flailing about annoyingly that irritated me a lot. He doesn't wanna take me to the gym, now.
Also, it's hard with him and my sick mom. He said he could call the police for telling him to leave me alone, when I was the one saving my workout by not telling authority. He asked why I go in trash the kitchen and leave when he knows I wanna be alone and not do it when people are out there.
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— Lisa Kelly (@lisakellysinger) October 19, 2014 You're racist, and that means you're not goodl My battery is dying. Continue posting your questions and I'll try get to all of them. This was fun x
— Lisa Kelly (@lisakellysinger) October 19, 2014 How dare you.
Another Issue
They're being all tacky thinking they can send me messages. Josh Groban is involved. These people have lost their nuts.
A Real Issue
Sarah Brightman's posts are getting to send mean secret messages. She's acting like my old best friends, I think, too.. What's gotten into her?..
I don't even care.
I know Ellen is being bad because I spammed some friends advice who would not answer me and those friends are like that.
She took the bad side, like racistly. Lotta bad people do that. Her, she doesn't get close in a way most others get to others racewise.
She took the bad side, like racistly. Lotta bad people do that. Her, she doesn't get close in a way most others get to others racewise.
Issue
People keep trying to turn me on in weird ways and they are being elated about being from the South and having a Caucasian mom. And if I say I'm not black they will say I'm racist even though they are ARE NOT the only black people.
Problems
People are so forgiving of other people who do bad things and do badly in school. It is dangerous around my cousins, even, thinking their parents set them up and I'm really bad and not them.. shouldn't assume someone else is bad like that, maybe cuz you don't wanna blame your parents.
So..
..Ellen has a TV show if you like her so much, maybe a 1st step. Who knows what should happen? There are lots of people like her.
Am I the 1 thing in your way?
Knocking things out 1 at a time. You know you're guilty. I don't care what Ellen "said" once.
TV ep
They had a guy burn in an episode with Bella Thorne.
Ellen DeGeneres, Johnny Depp, and Tim Burton all accepted her.
Ellen DeGeneres actually made her like her baby.
Johnny Depp says he's dad anytime, when he insults me and spreads rumors about me that I'm not all that.
TIM BURTON. He was a part of the message in the show. He didn't accept me like that. Bella Thorne has lots of fun. I wanted to act. No one recognized me. I got one chance and I blew it. He's just a racist failure who says I'm a nigger I can't act. I just know it! I have proof..
Ellen DeGeneres, Johnny Depp, and Tim Burton all accepted her.
Ellen DeGeneres actually made her like her baby.
Johnny Depp says he's dad anytime, when he insults me and spreads rumors about me that I'm not all that.
TIM BURTON. He was a part of the message in the show. He didn't accept me like that. Bella Thorne has lots of fun. I wanted to act. No one recognized me. I got one chance and I blew it. He's just a racist failure who says I'm a nigger I can't act. I just know it! I have proof..
Weird
Why are you judging me by my parents? You don't even know them. You'll just know I don't wanna be boring like them. I think that side is my dad. He has to ..wake up! Then, he shows he's been alive, all along. He punishes me if my mom or brother are unhappy. He thinks, "Oh! They'll do it, anyway." How stupid can life get?
Why are these people in the South trying to make us feel guilty for not working hard when there was no hard work to do and no peace of quiet to do it. People want me to be Pennsylvanian and not even related to my mom. I rest my case. The problem is Ellen is partly European, and she thinks she "can't do" anything, as far as American goes these days. She is acting like some racist prick because I spammed a friend who thinks like this. Yup. Acting like a prick. Doesn't mean the friend is one, neither. Just getting my message across.
I am thinner than my dad. I am not the same as my dad even if I am related, but I am also darker than him. He has 2 sisters, and they have their own act. They look down on me.
Anyway, when I "spammed," I was trying to be nice. I was giving advice. I said sorry I didn't finish what I have to say. It all makes sense. I was locked in the house with nothing to do. I guess everyone is online. They simply kicked me out of college altogether like instead of lightening my load in the way I want.
Why are these people in the South trying to make us feel guilty for not working hard when there was no hard work to do and no peace of quiet to do it. People want me to be Pennsylvanian and not even related to my mom. I rest my case. The problem is Ellen is partly European, and she thinks she "can't do" anything, as far as American goes these days. She is acting like some racist prick because I spammed a friend who thinks like this. Yup. Acting like a prick. Doesn't mean the friend is one, neither. Just getting my message across.
I am thinner than my dad. I am not the same as my dad even if I am related, but I am also darker than him. He has 2 sisters, and they have their own act. They look down on me.
Anyway, when I "spammed," I was trying to be nice. I was giving advice. I said sorry I didn't finish what I have to say. It all makes sense. I was locked in the house with nothing to do. I guess everyone is online. They simply kicked me out of college altogether like instead of lightening my load in the way I want.
Racist
It seems Ellen DeGeneres goes deeper with people who are white than people she finds are mixed. She makes them comfortable. She has nothing but shit with me. I worked harder. These people just want to have a good time. They pull them out and give them what I earned. It equals the same thing I got. I don't get more. What I get is mostly shit. I can see her being so full with them, like she's falling on them in relief. These people aren't older than her. She doesn't wanna connect and is super racist.
You will never get this!
Josh Groban downsized me and doesn't like that my hair isn't black, anymore. He had white-ish hair as a little kid, I know. Josh Groban doesn't do that to his other girlfriends. These other people are "in the business." I guess people in LA like to communicate. It's hard to believe that because this rock violinist think she is a martyr for not being a singer and violins like she's a diva. It's like the one in Celtic Woman. I'd think people who are more into perfecting their craft than performing all over like a child prodigy are more humble, even if it's something attractive, such as singing or ballet.
Waitin' A-roun'
You all think it's gonna just be all about Ellen, who I should factually be happy for. I kinda wanted a space on the planet. If I'm expected to give in up front, I'd say Ellen had her chance.
Bella Thorne has fun, and I want to have fun, too. She can go to Ellen whenever she wants and get attention. Ellen used to like me like that. I don't need her. I like to watch the show and post my opinion for others to talk about. I'm collecting comments for Ellen, too.
People keep calling me crap, too. Did Ellen or Johnny Depp start it? Did they buckle at the knees and admit I was an act? It's all about my hair being dark. What is so special about people without black hair? Is black darker than dark brown?? There are many tones of brown. I wanted dark brown hair.
Bella Thorne has fun, and I want to have fun, too. She can go to Ellen whenever she wants and get attention. Ellen used to like me like that. I don't need her. I like to watch the show and post my opinion for others to talk about. I'm collecting comments for Ellen, too.
People keep calling me crap, too. Did Ellen or Johnny Depp start it? Did they buckle at the knees and admit I was an act? It's all about my hair being dark. What is so special about people without black hair? Is black darker than dark brown?? There are many tones of brown. I wanted dark brown hair.
Fly to say bye
Someone like Bella Thorne born in 1997-1998 would not react negatively to whatever critique Ellen would give them.
I'd like to say I'm ashamed that people partly messed up with Bella insofar as she just wants to have a good time and people accuse her of getting too much attention when they ignore people like me who are trying, the course of events of life.
Anyway, my critique is that my dreams to be like Ellen are nothing. Just admit it, there's no hope if you have a dad born in 1950!
I'd like to say I'm ashamed that people partly messed up with Bella insofar as she just wants to have a good time and people accuse her of getting too much attention when they ignore people like me who are trying, the course of events of life.
Anyway, my critique is that my dreams to be like Ellen are nothing. Just admit it, there's no hope if you have a dad born in 1950!
Dude, don't get mad at anyone.
I know people are just animals, even the good ones, the white ones, whoever. I see perfectly nice white people who are attractive like me slide by just because they don't understand the stupidity of some things, but other people are threatening them not to socialize with me ever, even though it's my kind and I needed those experiences.. so, they just save themselves and give a little nod for my good deed doing in socialization. I have to catch up or something.
I just realized why people do something. They get mad at little things and want to show littler things are even more important so recognize that fact. The fact is I don't need people to mess with me and tell me I did something first and get incredibly mad. I am always walking in ready for a good time, and they use the past to their gain against me, when they don't even tell it like they know it is. They are just prejudiced people. Why doesn't this happen to other people? That's not fair that it happens to me. The love of my life could be in the same room and I could still be treated badly. Why don't they get that? Just tell me I can't trust in anyone? They all get selfish and dishonest and jealous? I even mean using people up to about my age.
I just realized why people do something. They get mad at little things and want to show littler things are even more important so recognize that fact. The fact is I don't need people to mess with me and tell me I did something first and get incredibly mad. I am always walking in ready for a good time, and they use the past to their gain against me, when they don't even tell it like they know it is. They are just prejudiced people. Why doesn't this happen to other people? That's not fair that it happens to me. The love of my life could be in the same room and I could still be treated badly. Why don't they get that? Just tell me I can't trust in anyone? They all get selfish and dishonest and jealous? I even mean using people up to about my age.
Multi-Talented
Usually, you do it young competitively in spirit, and you end up with no strengths and can't do anything in the world.
Untalented
That's me..
Hopefully, others aren't..
People want the limelight, but don't put them in a situation where they will find something they do not like about themselves, get them ready to be better.
Hopefully, others aren't..
People want the limelight, but don't put them in a situation where they will find something they do not like about themselves, get them ready to be better.
Tweet
@kingsthings @joshgroban You're joking? Of course he is a nice singer and person, but I know what you're really trying to say.. :|
— Chris A J B (@ChrisAnnJB1986) October 20, 2014I'm actually buying something special I like now.How do I know what affect this has on me and how long it will last?
Taken
I feel that all I have now is that young girl who's 17 named Bella Thorne. Watch her get closer to her boyfriend if she has one and I will lose her altogether. I'm still that little girl that she was in the Disney show "Shake It Up."
The way I grew up was cut my hair short and dye it blonde so I can seem like Ellen like those ladies who cut and dye their hair in white spikes. You see them, and it just seems so right. Most everyone dyes their hair, so it's not something people should have a problem with with me. I do have a desire to shave it off and try to regrow it nicer and lighter hopefully. I found that in staying home all the time my hair highlights were harder to illuminate but seemed more plentiful. I will redye it next month and try to enjoy it .. and get hair restoring shampoo, conditioner, and cream. I'm lucky I still have my ProActive+ for my skin. I'm using my Wen now, a conditioning hair cleanser set.
The way I grew up was cut my hair short and dye it blonde so I can seem like Ellen like those ladies who cut and dye their hair in white spikes. You see them, and it just seems so right. Most everyone dyes their hair, so it's not something people should have a problem with with me. I do have a desire to shave it off and try to regrow it nicer and lighter hopefully. I found that in staying home all the time my hair highlights were harder to illuminate but seemed more plentiful. I will redye it next month and try to enjoy it .. and get hair restoring shampoo, conditioner, and cream. I'm lucky I still have my ProActive+ for my skin. I'm using my Wen now, a conditioning hair cleanser set.
People Who Are Making It
Josh Groban says he doesn't say, "Hey, do you wanna hear me sing?" Well, it's natural online on something like Twitter to do so. I would love to talk to a musician, as well, but they are usually wrapped up in something important.
Might I also ask why since you already have people who wanna hear you?
What do you mean it's suggestive for "wanting" attention? It shows that we're not accomplished if we do it like that? Well, fyi, I'm in a city called Orlando filled with a stash of stubborn agents who don't know what to do. I bet you didn't know that.
Have fun with those more submissive and fair and possibly younger maidens. It might discourage your die hard fans.
I'm getting the drift you're more for famous people and people in Europe. Didn't you not even wanna be famous like that? I think you're the one who's silly. I do feel some distraught that us people who aren't millionaires seem like we haven't had a bath next to you and the others..
Might I also ask why since you already have people who wanna hear you?
What do you mean it's suggestive for "wanting" attention? It shows that we're not accomplished if we do it like that? Well, fyi, I'm in a city called Orlando filled with a stash of stubborn agents who don't know what to do. I bet you didn't know that.
Have fun with those more submissive and fair and possibly younger maidens. It might discourage your die hard fans.
I'm getting the drift you're more for famous people and people in Europe. Didn't you not even wanna be famous like that? I think you're the one who's silly. I do feel some distraught that us people who aren't millionaires seem like we haven't had a bath next to you and the others..
Something I Found
A guy on TV led me to knowing that it's about kids with parents born in the late 1950s and early 1960s and that there are kids who are treated very little who are older and the younger ones are more powerful and emotional, or extroverted. It is interesting that you could see being more emotional as extroverted, like you are not too "shy" or "scared" to admit you have any feelings at all.
I know, I know.
If people born in 1997/1998 to Late Boomers are the most fortunate generation, what will you do about the people who are younger than they are? The only thing I came up with is that it is the parents's fault for not being more responsible, but something seems to have swept the nation.
xoxo
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Sunday, October 19, 2014
More for the Beautiful Princess?
Go out with a girl a month or so older than me? So, you have me outta the way? I WILL get in the business, and I will beat you. No hard offense.
I just have to be honest. I will get in the business, and I will escape this life of failed people who lie about what they do. They got me outta the way. You can't just accept a person. You have to foil them over me.
I just have to be honest. I will get in the business, and I will escape this life of failed people who lie about what they do. They got me outta the way. You can't just accept a person. You have to foil them over me.
Wow
This is like the best 10 years. You all are prejudiced and won't flat out admit there's nothing there.
TV
Bella Thorne. They had a guy burn.
Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, Johnny Depp all accepted her.
They have nothing to say to me. I have nothing.
Racist Burton. Does that feel good? (I don't mean anything drastically bad.) Married with 2 kids now eh? Johnny Depp's kids or daughter at least, they can still get what they want.
Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, Johnny Depp all accepted her.
They have nothing to say to me. I have nothing.
Racist Burton. Does that feel good? (I don't mean anything drastically bad.) Married with 2 kids now eh? Johnny Depp's kids or daughter at least, they can still get what they want.
Violent
Jews stinkin' hate me.
People want to k*** me for having anything because they are jealous.
I am Jewish and look Jewish, more than they do!
They are turning my life around, and no one feels safe nor the necessity to think of me well.
People want to k*** me for having anything because they are jealous.
I am Jewish and look Jewish, more than they do!
They are turning my life around, and no one feels safe nor the necessity to think of me well.
Example
This was nothing but shit. They say you are bad if you get money from parents because not everyone does supposedly.
Really
These people have gone crazy about birth year and age of parents. Everyone does have something to offer. You even have used them to foil yourselves and the "winning team."
Wondering
I just saw a Dutch lady who rules in Indonesia on TV with my mom, where her people have been from for longer than they've been there but roughly the same time. I feel undeserving, but those people seem so nice. If you took away the guilt people put on me, I'd feel unaccomplished and otherwise shitty. People used to say you weren't like your parents. I think it's the Late Boomer kids that made this change. They probably don't even like just their parents. I'm sure.
Yes, I finally figured it out.
Those other people are happy about Ellen cuz they think they have the blank slate.
OK, so I'm in on
the blonde hair, but I don't wanna copy Ellen. I am copying those who copy her. They want to help people by acting like they're Ellen so they're not as lonely.
..no
No, dads, I will not let them smart over me and have a great time and me not. They thought it was inappropriate for kids with older parents to jam like people can at that generation, Ellen's and these kids's..
Wait
That happiness was saying Ellen is over me and they found I'm shit to everyone else. I never even got a real chance, like it's reserved, even to my parents!
Upset
Ellen isn't. People are in my face trying to tell me I'm shit cuz Ellen is older.
These kids won't know what hit'em.
These kids won't know what hit'em.
Issue
Sarah Brightman is like acting like the ambassador for the world but saying we did something wrong and can't do it. Why doesn't she think further and say she just likes it? She must be nervous about her kind of way of singing. Watch her get fussy if she gets told I posted this. I'd like to say no offense, but she seems disconnected and like mad at me.. I do feel like leftover garbage, tho, so maybe that's why. I'm not like mad, but I feel rattled around. I also am not afraid to say something I should admit. It seems more interesting and even friendly than using the cold shoulder.
Got Upset
I thought Orlando gave me a small nose. I had to do a lot of power work to get it long and skinny in Louisiana. They wanted me to get mad at someone for suggesting I just try to be and act like my mom rather than keep my more European qualities. I know he didn't ruin my nose. I think that could be Orlando, but we'll see. I do see others being encouraged, so.
No, I do not want my mom's smaller nose. Ellen's mom's nose is smaller. I don't want her bug eyes, which are like my little brother when we lived in Louisiana. I didn't want that for him if he doesn't like it, but Ellen thinks I do. She just ruins happy people's lives but only in certain families!! She acts like it's someone else's fault and tries to look flashy. Look, though, my nose's been ruined. I realized the one mistake her mom made was saying okay Ellen you have Askenazi Jewish blood and therefore I will give you a good nose, but don't tell anyone else, for they did not get it, you'll just cheat or take a break from being modest.. I mean she is so insulting about people who have smaller noses who may be German or part ancient Asian. It's a nice nose, but it's not a nice message. So, I do not mean to ruin anyone's noses just because they are mean? People should keep what they have, but my nose doesn't feel right. I think her nose is probably not all it's cracked up to be cuz when I watched the show my nose got worse. It was better with that other person who wanted me like my mom. I just realized I must be on an Ellen purge, purging me and getting things out that are inside. Maybe, she didn't do anything, but what I don't get with the mom is how her nose is okay cuz I ruined mine in fear of what she'd do to it, and she did go and ruin it, probably cuz hers is. The problem is I wanted my nose better and it looks silly when it goes smaller. I might just have more of my head connected to it. I dunno. I don't like these phases, at all. She thinks I can do something about it and I feel like she's staring at me as a kid in anger. ..with her big nose. ..with her shapely nose. All I can say is my nose is very changeable. She need not fear. I'm not like everyone else. I have a European nose for being Chinese and it's nice sculpted tho. I saw another girl who was half Chinese who was dark (mom from Vietnam) and her nose was just like Ellen's. For some reason she looked mad and demanding of her, and they got together at least one time with Portia. I just felt that was the next step, not to be too typical. Did you know Bella Thorne made a scene with a Twitter with Yoshi, like made a setting scene that it was something for her to meditate on, my nose which isn't hers, and Ellen nodded a little and took it further saying the something else was for her, the pig in the movie The Book of Life.. and now that goes along. It's more of that foiling themselves using me. I even forgot what my point was. Yes, Ellen uses younger kids to say they are better than me cuz for some reason she feels stuck with older kids. It's a fact of her generation. I don't mean to be insulting to any one person.
No, I do not want my mom's smaller nose. Ellen's mom's nose is smaller. I don't want her bug eyes, which are like my little brother when we lived in Louisiana. I didn't want that for him if he doesn't like it, but Ellen thinks I do. She just ruins happy people's lives but only in certain families!! She acts like it's someone else's fault and tries to look flashy. Look, though, my nose's been ruined. I realized the one mistake her mom made was saying okay Ellen you have Askenazi Jewish blood and therefore I will give you a good nose, but don't tell anyone else, for they did not get it, you'll just cheat or take a break from being modest.. I mean she is so insulting about people who have smaller noses who may be German or part ancient Asian. It's a nice nose, but it's not a nice message. So, I do not mean to ruin anyone's noses just because they are mean? People should keep what they have, but my nose doesn't feel right. I think her nose is probably not all it's cracked up to be cuz when I watched the show my nose got worse. It was better with that other person who wanted me like my mom. I just realized I must be on an Ellen purge, purging me and getting things out that are inside. Maybe, she didn't do anything, but what I don't get with the mom is how her nose is okay cuz I ruined mine in fear of what she'd do to it, and she did go and ruin it, probably cuz hers is. The problem is I wanted my nose better and it looks silly when it goes smaller. I might just have more of my head connected to it. I dunno. I don't like these phases, at all. She thinks I can do something about it and I feel like she's staring at me as a kid in anger. ..with her big nose. ..with her shapely nose. All I can say is my nose is very changeable. She need not fear. I'm not like everyone else. I have a European nose for being Chinese and it's nice sculpted tho. I saw another girl who was half Chinese who was dark (mom from Vietnam) and her nose was just like Ellen's. For some reason she looked mad and demanding of her, and they got together at least one time with Portia. I just felt that was the next step, not to be too typical. Did you know Bella Thorne made a scene with a Twitter with Yoshi, like made a setting scene that it was something for her to meditate on, my nose which isn't hers, and Ellen nodded a little and took it further saying the something else was for her, the pig in the movie The Book of Life.. and now that goes along. It's more of that foiling themselves using me. I even forgot what my point was. Yes, Ellen uses younger kids to say they are better than me cuz for some reason she feels stuck with older kids. It's a fact of her generation. I don't mean to be insulting to any one person.
What Is Irritating
Ellen telling us we are bad, while everyone pretends she is perfect.
She ruins my life all day every day as a threat.. a reason to say she paid attention to me on the show and then ruining my life and she stops.
No, I wasn't mean to her, but she was mean to me, first.. I just complain about it. I don't go pick on what was once the real Ellen DeGeneres. People have ruined her.
You know some people think that they need someone like her or Tim Burton to talk to them and suddenly it will fix them. I think they would feel happy if they didn't have issues. Those issues are not for me to deal with while Ellen/others does nothing. I feel that she hurts us if others are sad, like it's only happy people's faults in other corners of the world.
I hope I did not insult anyone, but I'm sure I didn't. I'm telling it like it is.
She ruins my life all day every day as a threat.. a reason to say she paid attention to me on the show and then ruining my life and she stops.
No, I wasn't mean to her, but she was mean to me, first.. I just complain about it. I don't go pick on what was once the real Ellen DeGeneres. People have ruined her.
You know some people think that they need someone like her or Tim Burton to talk to them and suddenly it will fix them. I think they would feel happy if they didn't have issues. Those issues are not for me to deal with while Ellen/others does nothing. I feel that she hurts us if others are sad, like it's only happy people's faults in other corners of the world.
I hope I did not insult anyone, but I'm sure I didn't. I'm telling it like it is.
Problem
I don't want anyone telling me some little kid with blonde curly hair will be greater than me. Lotta people do that and flip me off.
You know how people..
..from the 1970s tell those from the early 1980s to chuck it? Even people born around 1953-4 look up to people born in Late Boom.
Really
It's not so much Ellen that impresses me but the things others did for her surrounding someone of her birth year time that made it the times for people who must have experienced it before.
My Previous Posts
I am just needing to sort my thoughts out.. I'm over on my Help Me! blog. But not as silly. ;)
People Who Help
and understand who get us off this nightmare of a roller coaster of a mundane life..
Julia Roberts
Ellen DeGeneres
Steve Carell
Julia Roberts
Ellen DeGeneres
Steve Carell
Disturbed
Why does everyone know I'm not white and turn off?
I just saw a gun scene in the movie The Time Machine and I was going to get some water and realized no one cares about me.
I just saw a gun scene in the movie The Time Machine and I was going to get some water and realized no one cares about me.
Saturday, October 18, 2014
Having a Special Thing
If Ellen wants to indulge Bella Thorne to be "the one" who is affiliated with the cute pig in the movie The Book of Life that doesn't mean someone else shouldn't.. even she has an affiliation.
Not as Interested?
You turned me off. You want to talk about Ellen DeGeneres. I have like 5 essays on her in the past 2 or 3 days on my forum.
What do you mean what am I talking about?
I could act and find a reason for doing it. It didn't end for all non-famous people with the wave of your magic wand. It's like you're cheating in life.
Thursday, October 16, 2014
TV
"The Ellen DeGeneres Show"
Chelsea with an interesting last name.. Handler.. was on the show. She seems to really be into Ellen.
The little boy was very cute.
The boy who got married seemed nice and youthful.
Cat Week is going her way, now. I am 28, and I want to be something in the world. I just don't feel it coming. I want to stick to Hollywood stuff or find my own location elsewhere and do that there. I had said I wanted to have a place where I invite normal folk, like with a pool and maybe some rides, and we have fun. I can store it all online for the world to see whenever they want. I can also be an actress and an inspiring director behind the scenes. I assume that's the conductor of the symphony, the one who gets to be like a teacher and better be attractive. Even dying and cutting my hair, I don't seem to be making it. People are telling me I'm bad and wasting my life and therefore can't do it. As an actress, I'd have to be well-liked like Johnny Depp, too. People are basically greedy for the attention they get for the style they live and the year they are born, when the world was candy and flowers. They didn't do anything. It's all on a whim of what was and is always given to them.
Chelsea with an interesting last name.. Handler.. was on the show. She seems to really be into Ellen.
The little boy was very cute.
The boy who got married seemed nice and youthful.
Cat Week is going her way, now. I am 28, and I want to be something in the world. I just don't feel it coming. I want to stick to Hollywood stuff or find my own location elsewhere and do that there. I had said I wanted to have a place where I invite normal folk, like with a pool and maybe some rides, and we have fun. I can store it all online for the world to see whenever they want. I can also be an actress and an inspiring director behind the scenes. I assume that's the conductor of the symphony, the one who gets to be like a teacher and better be attractive. Even dying and cutting my hair, I don't seem to be making it. People are telling me I'm bad and wasting my life and therefore can't do it. As an actress, I'd have to be well-liked like Johnny Depp, too. People are basically greedy for the attention they get for the style they live and the year they are born, when the world was candy and flowers. They didn't do anything. It's all on a whim of what was and is always given to them.
Wednesday, October 1, 2014
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