I think that Ellen is really mad now that I said she gave my mom cancer. I was in a freak state but now realize it's not good to just go (all) out and say that.
I'm not as cute as a few of my cousins, if not most of the girls, I see. So what? It's not my fault. I know their parents rushed them into it.
What about comparing me to most people? They accept me because I am nice.
I missed the deadline for school. I didn't know I needed my transcripts in by October until October. 1 school didn't send it in when I asked and this time I was too late. I forgot about the FAFSA (sp? lol) financial aid, anyway.
I don't think that Seminole State has film, but I could go to the supposedly costly Full Sail. My dad suggested acting, too. I keep sending myself in, but I gotta be harder on myself. I'm getting my hair redyed, as well. It didn't turn out right at Dillards and too much money. Last month, I spent a total of like $185 and it's still yellow. I need to buy extreme hair repair shampoo. I heard any hair could be repaired, which is a fact for me at least or as a rule of this thing that it means something to know it's in the back of your head and you have to use that you know this..
So, I feel sorry for Ellen because she things she's obliged to me sometimes, but I know that these people who know me know other cousins and "friends" or people I follow who are cuter. You know Lauren Lee Smith felt safe being like Ellen around her, and so are other people to me, but she was not comfortable in the light of day.
I think Ellen is very interesting and deserves the best. What about some of my old friends? I bet they'd be her type. They tend to walk about and trash this trash that I'm so cool I'm blonde and my eyes they blue! I think I did it, wanted to be a brunette in life if my parents were in it. They thought they were better. I came out fair and full of color or sometimes white pigment. It's sad. Our life is ending. The more I blame, the worse it gets, but I don't blame to blame. Some people just hate people for their race mostly, and I can't have that. I think my family stay out of harm's way pretty clearly!
So, like round em up! Look for people who Ellen would like. There are cute people going around with benefits. That's all she can take. Nice people with benefits. What about multiracials? I'm gonna get them as fans and put them online.
I feel all I am is my blog, and I think she would agree. People seem to gloss through and ignore the opportunity to talk.