I know people are just animals, even the good ones, the white ones, whoever. I see perfectly nice white people who are attractive like me slide by just because they don't understand the stupidity of some things, but other people are threatening them not to socialize with me ever, even though it's my kind and I needed those experiences.. so, they just save themselves and give a little nod for my good deed doing in socialization. I have to catch up or something.
I just realized why people do something. They get mad at little things and want to show littler things are even more important so recognize that fact. The fact is I don't need people to mess with me and tell me I did something first and get incredibly mad. I am always walking in ready for a good time, and they use the past to their gain against me, when they don't even tell it like they know it is. They are just prejudiced people. Why doesn't this happen to other people? That's not fair that it happens to me. The love of my life could be in the same room and I could still be treated badly. Why don't they get that? Just tell me I can't trust in anyone? They all get selfish and dishonest and jealous? I even mean using people up to about my age.