I thought Orlando gave me a small nose. I had to do a lot of power work to get it long and skinny in Louisiana. They wanted me to get mad at someone for suggesting I just try to be and act like my mom rather than keep my more European qualities. I know he didn't ruin my nose. I think that could be Orlando, but we'll see. I do see others being encouraged, so.
No, I do not want my mom's smaller nose. Ellen's mom's nose is smaller. I don't want her bug eyes, which are like my little brother when we lived in Louisiana. I didn't want that for him if he doesn't like it, but Ellen thinks I do. She just ruins happy people's lives but only in certain families!! She acts like it's someone else's fault and tries to look flashy. Look, though, my nose's been ruined. I realized the one mistake her mom made was saying okay Ellen you have Askenazi Jewish blood and therefore I will give you a good nose, but don't tell anyone else, for they did not get it, you'll just cheat or take a break from being modest.. I mean she is so insulting about people who have smaller noses who may be German or part ancient Asian. It's a nice nose, but it's not a nice message. So, I do not mean to ruin anyone's noses just because they are mean? People should keep what they have, but my nose doesn't feel right. I think her nose is probably not all it's cracked up to be cuz when I watched the show my nose got worse. It was better with that other person who wanted me like my mom. I just realized I must be on an Ellen purge, purging me and getting things out that are inside. Maybe, she didn't do anything, but what I don't get with the mom is how her nose is okay cuz I ruined mine in fear of what she'd do to it, and she did go and ruin it, probably cuz hers is. The problem is I wanted my nose better and it looks silly when it goes smaller. I might just have more of my head connected to it. I dunno. I don't like these phases, at all. She thinks I can do something about it and I feel like she's staring at me as a kid in anger. ..with her big nose. ..with her shapely nose. All I can say is my nose is very changeable. She need not fear. I'm not like everyone else. I have a European nose for being Chinese and it's nice sculpted tho. I saw another girl who was half Chinese who was dark (mom from Vietnam) and her nose was just like Ellen's. For some reason she looked mad and demanding of her, and they got together at least one time with Portia. I just felt that was the next step, not to be too typical. Did you know Bella Thorne made a scene with a Twitter with Yoshi, like made a setting scene that it was something for her to meditate on, my nose which isn't hers, and Ellen nodded a little and took it further saying the something else was for her, the pig in the movie The Book of Life.. and now that goes along. It's more of that foiling themselves using me. I even forgot what my point was. Yes, Ellen uses younger kids to say they are better than me cuz for some reason she feels stuck with older kids. It's a fact of her generation. I don't mean to be insulting to any one person.