I was shy around saying I'm an Ellen girl, and in the end I'm shown before the whole world I'm not. I'm not! I just like her show. I don't know about her needs. Everyone thinks she's the new Christina Barrett it feels like. People used to care about me in certain ways, but it wasn't about being *** about things like being touched or made to feel affection thus and thereby. I don't have that weakness and soft spot. I am strong.