Sunday, September 21, 2014

Question

How did Ellen get light hair?  Her brother has dark hair!  My brother's hair was lighter at one point.  His eyes weren't.  My parents have darker hair overall.  Mine can turn different colors.  I don't like being shown I'm like everyone else.  Does that mean their parents are inadequate?  Stop telling me mine are, then.  I don't wanna be tested.  I don't want Orlando to happen.  My parents don't feel safe about me on my own but told me to get out lots of times.  When I finally was, they said no.  I was probably gonna be a secretary in Miami.

Her mom wouldn't like how she boasts about her white hair.  She's just a baby.  I can look up to her mom.  Then, why watch her?  She just teases us about how much better her life was and is.  I could be soaking my time into a college spying out for mentors.  I was gonna call a counselor to ask about what to do with my life.  I do have a therapist.  I'm supposed to mingle with other people at a mental place.  I'm not really supposed to work nor be in school now.  But the mental place is dreary and there ain't no Ellen DeGeneres there.  Who's there?  No one!

Ellen gets frustrated, I'm guessing.  Again, I feel bad about that walk.  I was trying to reach a certain feeling.  I did't bump into thinking of her like that on purpose.  I was also upset about something.  I need to fix it and be nice.  It's too late.  During, I said it wasn't hurting for someone.  No one seemed to react around me as usual.  What is it?  Her weakness?  Like, everyone has a weakness..

Is it easier to have white hair if you're not Chinese?  Black people sometimes have lighter hair.  I don't wanna be Chinese.  I know Middle Easterners are superior.  No offense.  I think my hair got darker in school.  It was fixed in pigtails.  EVERYONE wanted white hair.

xp