I thought of something. Other people are waiting for a successful time in public meeting people.
I'm not a mess, see.. not like other people you see.
Why does it matter? Do you know what's wrong? My dad seems to wanna hurt people if anyone is nice to me. I can even sense he did something else like it, act like people who are nice to me, just when it's me, are doing too much of a favor. How pathetic. I don't ask for things. I'm expecting what a normal person gets. If someone does something for me, why just dive in and halt all progress? I know people don't do that for me. So, my theory is correct. This is being done to say you did something good so in the end "you" get everything.