I don't think I'm bad, but what I did in life makes it not so worth it. I did a lot of work to be good/nice. It's like my castle fell apart. You know, I didn't even remember to withdraw from courses I'd fail when I lived in Central Florida. Other things, too, that weren't so "nice." Think it should be checked out rather than ignored, like imagine if it "happened" to someone else. I didn't know people were sensitive to what I do in my private life and don't tell me if I do something that violates them.