Today, we saw the long-awaited part 2 of the terrible teens-
I mostly like that skinny mom and girl, the one going into treatment. It's mostly like me, except I had the police to fight. Ha ha and I meant it. My parents will never admit to being mean in their attitude. I don't want to get closer to them like that.
I don't believe those centers necessarily to be good, as the one I stayed in we did nothing but be punished by being locked in the horrid building.
I was impressed that the girl who looked similar to part African-American turned around and was happy in the hands of authority away from the snotty girls who are probably racist, no offense to them tho.
It made me feel guilty during this concerning things.. My parents are indeed the ones with an attitude towards me. I want our relationship to have some propriety. The pros are all bad and say my personality is paranoia schizophrenia and made it die away.
You know living in Florida people are really mean and they think they all that. As we speak, I hear little faint messages that I believe to be lies or something to confuse me and consume me and waste away my life. I don't know what you don't want me to do, but I am gonna call the police if it gets too bad. I have to find away to do this without being put into treatment. I was gonna check myself into treatment, but my parents won't tell me the price. It's also dangerous. They are still lingering on that I just don't wanna deal with them rubbing in someone else getting attention over me. They hint messages at me without saying anything and then like k*** someone if I don't listen to it, when I think it's just something that came out and things will just keep coming out like that. If I move, these noises will still be here and I will have no one to keep me sane. I was even told to be locked up. I didn't do anything to deserve that. I feel that I am being disciplined by being put on psych pills I don't need. How can I live with people constantly talking to me in my room via how things on my computer load and these noises. I am already 28 years old. I need friends like that girl being locked up. My TV is making annoying suckling noises. They said someone I liked said what I did is "dead." (What I just wrote.) No, I am right. You guys are always mean to me. I don't care what mess you all are creating against me racially and combining it to tell me I'm bad. I will not be left to the mercy of following uptight parents who are privileged to waste me away in here so they don't go to jail for k***ing me. Now they said that person said this was "c***." That is not right. You do not do that to others and did not do it before. Stop lying. I'm trying to summarize how I feel. They keep adding annoying noises of people I don't like wanna talk to like this. They are rubbing in stuff all stuck up and senseless, just wasting their time on me. I was in the middle of a summary, and I can't keep having to go back and forth between posts. They won't be quiet. I didn't do anything. YOU DID. I will get you back for this by calling the police or something I hope.
I don't know what direction this is going.. but I am not gonna like "submit" myself to anyone. This is all just a big hullabaloo.
Don't you all have anything to do or talk about?