Wednesday, November 30, 2016

Disturbed..

Why would I be made not to feel stimulation in a certain way so someone else does too much instead of remaining my relationship and someone I look up to?  "Too much" means unnecessary wants and burning out.

What, did I do something?  No..

Why are they so agitated and have people involved in my relationships?  They think they have something to deal with here and cut me off.  What?  How old are we now??  I don't need things like this and do not look up to people who do it.

How am I supposed to feel after all the attention going to others?

I'm sorry if I sound mad, but I'm just saying.  Did you know people have often been jealous of my brain?  I'd hate for this to be the end cuz I said something cuz I don't have instructions to get me what I need in life.  I never said anyone had to do anything for me.  I mean, do people wanna leave me tho? cuz that's fine.

If people are ruining people I look up to, what am I supposed to do?  They are taking everything from me it feels in ways.  I feel I get attacked for everything I say.

So, I got the idea someone I look up to had an experience with fluttery feelings of pleasure to do away with me.  It involves the eyes.  Maybe, I'm just making it up, tho.  I got a grave message.  Why are people at me?  I just don't get an intelligent response from what I see in people.

What's important is if the person is doing well.  It's not time to say people like me and what I want that they have in them don't matter.  I'm not mad at anyone, nor pointing fingers.  Yea, I mean are they well really?  They may have issues with the problems, other than me.  It's not all about me.  It's also not about getting rid of me.  What if I'm important to them?  Do you think a lotta people think they should change that?  No!  So, don't focus on getting rid of me while you focus on what the person needs cuz you won't notice them otherwise.