I don't really have problems with what I'm thinking of, but I see they are literally "pleasure"ing up someone who cares for no one but herself. Like, oh yea Christina is a loser maybe and I don't know about what I have other than that I'm not the 1 in the same way. Like, okay Christina you're a loser, when I'm the one who just thought of some related issue. Like, she doesn't realize that people are being mean to me and like she doesn't have to care, which she doesn't, but why speak to me in such a manner? I don't think she is supposed to do it, but I dunno.. Like, she is making fun of me being looked down on, without really thinking about it. Nevermind who all does this and who it might be I'm talking about. I dunno who made this idea, but I bet it wasn't her..
Like, oh okay, I see you're upset. *sticks tongue out at me* Like I am proper and did it right, I didn't realize anything else is going on or matters concerning you. It's hard to describe.
So the reason I posted this is because it is important. About what happened, it makes sense, but I feel made fun of and uncomfortable. I don't think it really happened what you're thinking, it was sorta a lotta things happening. I dunno where it came from.
I see the person's thoughts stopping after thinking about it, like she won something, which is good, good for yas! Maybe, I lost, but I got some other messages along with what supposedly could have been symbolized. She didn't really go thru the kind of thing I did, too. What do these people ever do?? I don't want this to be my blog.
I don't wanna forever juggle this instance and as a conflict, neither.
I mean the person 1st makes the judgement and then stops thinking after that sorta offing me. Like, she's spoiled over others in some way and just doesn't have anything to say.
Sorry, I did not mean to twist the meaning or anything. Sorry the start of this post was a bit rough.