Whew

Sorry things were so hectic today, but it got me over it to post it and just let it go away, I guess, in some ways.  Nothing to be mad about, but maybe that's the goal in a way.  Not sure what it means, maybe nothing happened?  If it did, then I'd just be questionable about lingering on it in detail.  I found it suggestive and in ways like something sneaky.  Oh well.  I think I found out it wasn't just something that doesn't matter but something people were at me for.  Something that meant something to others.  It makes sense, but I know people are looking at me like they can treat me badly because of my race.  That concerns a lotta things if not most all in some ways, I mean, race.