I had a dream of something, and someone else probably got the real deal. I was very mad, and my dad came in and acted like, "See? That's it." He didn't see me mad.
They are constantly making annoying noises at me and claimed I thought in a gloss something inappropriate about someone.
I noticed they are thinking my aunt's husband is better cuz he wasn't a farmer. My dad doesn't seem to act right, quite, but I'm still flooded with his annoyance.
It was wrong of you to rub in something to me about someone. I'm not talking to anyone in particular. I do mean something in particular. I just don't want it to get worse.
Kinda what happened to me was very inappropriate.
I am not a spoiled brat. They still did it and I can't change it. I didn't do anything. You're so nice to other people.
I bet they are so mean or "cheap" that they are using something wrong my old friends believe in in making fun of me with some things.
Now, they cannot change what they did to me and they probably did it right for someone else or could already. Others probably all get it that way. I'm particularly upset if a certain someone is getting it, but I don't want to take it from them.
They keep rubbing in wrong things/lies to me. Like, they are taunting me about the order I did something.
This will never be okay by me. I do not forgive things that cannot change. I'm not talking to anyone in particular. I know this was done for someone else. You all just make me fat on these meds and call me ugly and worthless. You don't have a right to dig into the lives of others like that, thinking you're the Santa Claus of social class.
So, I am not trying to talk of anyone in particular and don't mean that in that way. I know it's the laid back efforts of a group of people manipulating my life. If not, then so be it. I won't complain quite like this unless I know it's because of others, but it still seems to be the same kinda situation to at least talk about. I don't wanna talk about it, but we'll see what I find.
You all show someone off over me. I didn't "lose." I'm just not a drama queen, and these med make me tired and fatter. I'm underprivileged, gypped and framed. I don't want uncool things.
My dad came home, not quite right how he was so I wanted him to leave me alone after since I was out at the time I said hi. I don't mean anything, but I was upset. I know the facts. I just know that someone else got something over me. They supposedly deserve something better. People keep stealing from me and maybe in some way others to make it better for someone else and to rub it in. I feel I am eternally mad, I must admit. "Ooh, you missed a spot." I never did anything bad. They made something for me in a situation I will not accept. I can tap into it. I think it was the day mom rubbed in something mean to me from someone else being "better" supposedly. I am being taunted by a certain somebody..
So, I dunno, I feel I have an emotional scar or disability/handicap. I mean nothing bad to the other person involved in the same position. I don't see why it was done 1st, like it has to mean anything or is even that important in such a manner. It's like people really don't care about it. I know the message is in the negative. You all rub in someone for someone else, and I don't think it matters and you're lying I deserve this and that I'm bad which supposedly means that. I don't give a care about ya'll. I'm good. I don't need your guidance. This is a real nuisance, I'll have you know. I get too many problems from you all every day. I cannot get back an answer in the affirmative, which they think I got.. or think I would even get. How cruel was this? Just "in case?" Or people just really hate me when they follow me and this other person around? I'll say what I like. I don't care about ya'll.
As to what it was, the only problem is the way they arranged things and how they make other people feel better off than me now. I don't really care to discus this other than the fact I am scarred. I know other people are being treated okay. I am happy with things and not picky, but I can see this coming. Someone keeps "making it right" for someone else. I don't seem to matter. I could d** right now, and it would be seen my life is so bad.