Why do some people think I have a superiority complex for thinking I'm worth it as a human being if I cursed about noises in my room that hurt me? I'm a good person.. I was sorry, even tho I would think someone in my position would be entitled to protect themselves. I could have used earplugs maybe. I put up with it now, not as bad as before too. I could have tried to ignore it. It was also indicated the noises weren't an accident nor a part of nature.
Why tell me I did all these things when I didn't know about it at the time, as tho I did? I already know what to do and changed my mind, like my physical lifestyle. I don't need to be yelled at like others are the one back in the day pretending they'd know what to do in my situation exactly with my disposition.
I feel my life was trapped in a bubble and manipulated. I don't have anything funny about thinking I have to be better than everyone else and considered so. I just wanna be a good citizen. I live a normal life with my family and enjoy having friends.
People seem to find my dad crude but sometimes very nice. He's pretty nice to people. You guys wanna judge him in his own privacy. I think some people made me not get a blog sooner so now I'm kinda stupid and can't seem to get by without being judged for the fine points that might be disagreeable to bad people. I do kinda talk like this, as of 6th grade, because bad people are tired of being called bad. So, they just make me feel unaccepted and go against me for not being perfect but meaning no harm much. They pretend they believe I am perfect. Then, I find they said that to get by and it was a lie. I have no friends in scope like before. I admit, it's important, people know about me, even famous people.. sad as it is. I tried to avoid this.. I just want my blog! I don't know, I do wanna meet nice people, but I'm not *** tho believe in being friends with more than one person. I don't have to be associated with someone for their fame. I mean normal people.