I know when I was little, it was popular to be fat and clumsy. In Pre-School, they were lanky and bony, some of them. In elementary school, they were all in on some secret, like they knew more about pop culture.
You didn't say anyone else was boring. Isn't it rude to just say I'm boring and nothing else? Supposedly, it's because you want to be bad that you'd say someone like me is boring. I said I could be "bad" in a cool way that's not mean.
So, I need to know if I am boring. I guess other people are more sensitive than they let out to which crowd label they are.
I am perturbed.. I forget.
So, my relatives are suggestive around me. I was cute sometimes. I don't understand the hating on me times. My mom didn't seem like she thought I was as good as her and wanted to beat that down to me. My dad did, too, of course, since he's white, even tho he's my dad. He didn't do much with me. He used to be more proper, tho I sat in his lap when he read maybe until I was bigger and my little brother was born, but he wasn't in his lap. Weird, huh?
It's funny when people collectively like you but leave you alone, like life for you must be ballet or something, when I'm not even in ballet, like it or not. That's not healthy. Life is about being the best at the best things. I sorta had ballet as an exercise post-gymnastics.
If you don't like my race, you could try to explain why you don't want me around. What if I said that to someone cool? You don't have to be rude all of a sudden like I did something. You don't have to apparently have a big nose to be considered cool. I'm embarrassed to say what I wished, but I had a nice shaped nose as I got a little older and quit gymnastics.. It was smooth and pointed up tho was probably not as skinny as I'd like. I just had to live with the racial prejudice. I didn't ever want a wide nose nor small nose. Who would? Some people do certain parts of their development earlier because they have better lives, supposedly.
I can't help but feel being my friend would be considered a help to some. I think the world grew uncomfortable and all live for their job in communications and such..aha! Like, you could go to Disney with someone but not visit as long in the home, maybe a messy house.