I guess we all have perks our parents don't take. I think I'm just out in life. It's because of my race. They think I don't have a right to really live. I'm a "girl in a bubble," "sheltered." If I want something, it's no. It's no because of my race.
As for this lovely, sweet girl, I think my parents would love her. They seem to react positvely to modest people.
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It's too bad she doesn't do more than kiss. It just find most boys a bit below my standards. They'd just wanna f with me in the wrong places. I know there are boys out there who don't just "go for the goal." Those other boys need to learn to grow up.
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I have lowered myself and looked up to others in order to have some kind of a relationship, but it's over for me. Everyone always has a real bad attitude over me. They have put cameras and speakers like around my room and house, and they control my life, like what I can feel and what I can bring myself to do or figure in life.
It's true, tho, I guess teen and youth adult girls are learning to explore themselves and realizing how cute the opposite gender can be. It's all about the youth today.
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I just have to remember to get enough rest, these days. I feel psyched out so that I have bad focus. There is a reason, but it's not the answer to the problem. Who else has someone sniff them out each time they don't like what goes on in your mind? If I live on my own could be worse cuz no one will be there to act humanly towards me, and I will still have the speakers and cameras planted around my room where people do tests on me. I do not want them to simply pack up and go. I thought we were friends. Now I have none, in a way, just online friends.
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I'd rather live at home and study at a community college as my lowest option.
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You have to feel cool, cute, and competent yourself.
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(his book)
I can't wait to get it and read it when I get my allowance.
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(about dad's opinion)
That's her prerogative.
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I'm guessing you didn't get to pick already famous people. Still, it was a job well done, and that's that. All the teens in the world, each and every one deserve something special, something to believe in, "a support system." I cannot reiterate how big the term "a support system" was in the earlier 2000s. It goes along with topics I can think of now like leadership rather than having someone to nurture you, earlier being about 99% some kind of impossible persperation and 1% only inspiration, inspiration meaning just being excited about something and not working. Some people can't work on things like that in their head. They need the building blocks others had. I just used to stare at that saying and not know how to comprehend it. Working tires you out. Excuse me, I was just explaining some key terms since it came into play of the topic. These girls probably need a support system.