I really was disappointed today. I wanted to see them happy. Johnny Depp was on. I'm glad they were able to focus on some things of importance. The girl was a nice person. I don't understand why she's considered better than me or everyone else. That's the 1 thing that was not nice, but there could be more.
The little girl seemed to have it together, that's for sure. Proud of her.
I already asked my own private therapist.. what if Ellen saw I was upset at her on my blogs? She just says no. She put the noises in my room, I thought. You can't expect anyone today to be sane. I kept getting beat up called not white and stuff. I didn't try to hurt her. I was just cursing for fun. Not at anyone. She acts like people are so bad. I can't do anything about what I feel. It's a terrible inconvenience and like my life doesn't matter and like you can own it.