Is there a problem?

The people watching and responding (computer loading, little noises) me in my room constantly tell me I am not worth it and do not deserve anything, just because of things like cursing at the noises they make that bother me before.  I can explain, but no one cares.  I would say that it's like my journal and I want people to see how I feel.  People curse a lot and were considered good people for not being afraid to do it.  I didn't even try to make anyone feel bad.  What about them putting the noises in my room that bothered me?  Some people think it doesn't matter.  Think of the future and present.  I just keep feeling I'm told I'm not that good and don't deserve any of the esteem I had.