The Ellen DeGeneres Show
The hilite today was Meryl Streep, Anna Kendrick, and a British girl. Anna Kendrick is a year older than me. I feel a sense of motherliness that suffices for being from her and a sense I wanna be on top, too. I love Meryl Streep and am so sorry I said she was racist. I mean, people should talk about it, but it shouldn't be like that. I think like everyone is racist, so that's not the best thing to plaque up there. I'm also worried, hope with Ellen that she got the ultimate experience, which I suppose she's busy looking for. Other than my mom, who has such a hard life, she is my favorite person, maybe after Dad and not sure how much my brother has anything to do with me. I dunno about relatives. They just aren't in my life how I'd like. I have my own life with the public and friends, too, I mean. It's nice that Ellen is just a person who goes on TV and has her own life whatever she wants. The world must really be a hard place to connect in. I hope she gets to talk to people, too..
I loved seeing Anna Kendrick but also Meryl Streep, whom I must greatly accept and vie for. Lotta people out there like that you gotta vie for, I know. Meryl is probably special in ways I do not know enough about. I think there is more there. I keep learning more about her and myself seeing people like her, like Julia Roberts! whom I also love! I saw her in a movie and she was so cute, think it was her..
Ellen seems to be doing well, and I hope she is looking forward to a wonderful Christmas, tho it's none of my business. Portia is so regal. I do not know why her head seems so big. Mine did next to Chris Mann, too. So, anyway, Portia knows what's right, right? She'll have a good Christmas with her wife? I am wondering about the parties Ellen attends. Guess someone from Australia is appropriate yet seems inhibited. I'm still a party. I'm not saying I think about marrying Ellen. I just am saying I'd be a blast compared to Portia, in that she is all prim and proper and not really that American. I'm only 1/2 American, so maybe not. Americans all store up things and wait for their turns, it seems. I mostly want to sing and I know I can. I would like to meet or know Ellen but with plenty of others . Maybe, she's quiet, tho. Then, no.
So, it was also cute seeing the girls win. They were so happy! Well, 1 girl, in musical chairs.
I am perfectly happy watching people on TV, but I usually am used to being around people in hi, uptite situations. They aren't exactly Ellen DeGeneres or like Jimmy Fallon. I only see my upset dad and now sick mom. An aunt who looked tired like my mom, aunt-in-law, great, died. It just makes me so sad. :(* I told my mom she was my favorite person, but I mean I get *** outside of my family. She's the one who doesn't touch me. My dad is always crawling around me. Musta done something when I was a baby. Ellen showed a baby on her show, today.. :) It was so cute!.. I saw the dad was young. 1 thing I know is I would want 1 of those fake babies. The thing I know is that you have to be in good shape and good looking yourself if you want a good baby. So I think. Something people forget. So.. I mean, if I were famous and enticed people more myself, maybe people like Meryl Streep would come to me. Young kids tend to cheer you up if you love them, too.