*sigh*

I wonder if I should be dating, but I don't wanna marry.  I was thinking of doing it in Europe.  But like at age 40, have a real baby if I have one, or two, boy and girl.  The babies you have when you are younger are the oldest kids in the family and of that generation.  The special time was kids born in 1997/1998 to Late Boomers.  My mom keeps her age a secret, but my dad is a Baby Boomer, too, born 1950.  I dunno if it would apply for my dad.  It seems the point was to have parents born far after 1950, but who said that just to cut the cheese?  It seems women of all ages are nice.  There's also a thing about having Generation X parents.  I seem to have neither.  Well..  So, what about the people with the younger parents but born earlier?  I wish I could tell my mom's age.  Maybe, I don't.  What can I do without being allowed to tell her age?  I guess the young kids today have Generation X parents.  Or they are blooming or starting possibly in some maturity.  They are trying to group us all with an age group and type of parent.  They sometimes use family members that magnet, in a certain way..  I find that my older aunt keeps some distance as a person and so did a friend's parents who were much older than my dad.  It's very hard to have older parents like that.  You don't really feel the love.  It's about the younger people talking to you, or if you're in school you have a lotta people and you can make your way up the ladder more on your own.  The parental unit is there to provide for you concerning that part.  It's not about getting *** with older people, which I do not understand.  I never really thought about caveman ***.  I mean, people born in the 1960s still had Late Boomers to be there for them, at least.  I feel I have no one.  Everyone just acts like I'm bad and in trouble all the time, and I can't seem to go about my business.  This seems to be a better topic to be on.  I can't be too upset.  I just need to make it as a citizen and follow my dreams, too.  Again, sorry for the way I can rub off as incompetent.  No, I do not listen to people who tell me I am bad and need to listen, tho.  What if it's wrong, anyway?  Sorry, still..