Foolishness

Doing things like my old best friends who just dumped me.  You think it's nifty?  I'm not gonna sit here and meditate on sin.  I don't care about their wicked fantasies.  They chose never to talk to me again and didn't say why they didn't answer my e-mails timely..  I sent them lots of letters but didn't explain I guess yet that I felt trapped with nothing to do in my home for some reason, forgetting I could get a blog, an online journal.  The letters were mostly to help them with their problems and I said sorry I keep sending them but I just had to add more and felt stuck spamming them already I guess.  I meant no harm.  I see them all over cuza this, and it's not bowling over right.  Spare them their misery, tho, and don't make them look bad.  Yes, they seem to have some bad ways that are copied.  What about the big world?  Where did it go?  Cuz everyone had kids early?  Do you expect much in life?  I mean, I don't mean to say anything but that's what happened.  Now, we have nice kids, tho.