Sunday, June 28, 2015
What Wins
Stereotypes don't always win. So if you just pick a thing and go to far..to be funny to others.
Desire to Fit In?
I understand the desire to fit in, but you're just going too far showing off to the wrong people. No one specific. Most people can comply.
How sarcastic and dumb, that background girl'd call me the n word.
Jess and Cece go on a walk of shame on #NewGirl Justin Long (Genzlinger) and Josh Gad (Bear Claw) return! 9pm on fox pic.twitter.com/ddW7nlJCAX— zooey deschanel (@ZooeyDeschanel) March 3, 2015
Immature
Disney World is so immature. They live in a partially stupid, rebellious place. No one cares about them. The parade music is not authentic. I expect to get something outta this, this allowed stupidity, like an honorary degree.
Stupid Stupid..Stupid!
Do you think people act stupidly for attention? I mean of course on the whole.
Important Lie
I'm sorry I upset you. I only cursed about being hurt! People are telling me we have to die for Ellen. Lives matter eternally.
Pathetic
I can feel it in the air, can't quite put my finger on it, but I'm fine. I just have partial grudges I feel for each "person." Why? Not to be mean. To be smart. That is why I recognized the system of not fully feeling a grudge against a person but realizing people caused it cuz it's true.
1st off, one has to admit no one has to do anything.
I watched Perfect High last night, to be easy and just say it. *sigh* So, everything I've been seeing lately is about Bella Thorne having red hair supposedly like someone. I do feel a bit out of place and awkward saying it. All in all, that made me a happy person. Every outfit she wore had something to do with it. Like, purple means friendly, for whatever reason. It used to mean feeling like royalty back in 2005. Also, I in another movie, an attractive girl dyed her hair red. This was all for Bella. When I was younger, a little older than her, it felt like all the people dressed in clothes that meant something I was allowed to interpret. They finally stopped. Even the cars and the license plates I believed were true secret messages. Weird. So, this seems to be a similar story. I know Ellen supports her by force choice because she sent me a secret message saying, "What I don't think ya will..cuz ya haven't yet," about me acting, which is what I've been trying to do. I would be good, no mistakes made. It's racism. So, Bella doesn't have to feel like she can't do anything. It was that anyone at any age could act, just have to be appealing. I don't get it. They say no to surprise people like me. Those people who do that in charge are those bitter Italians who hate people like me with Asian.
What is so taboo about feeling happy like you're a good person? Bella does it with you guys. You're probably picking the "stupid" reason that I had a hard time with college studies. You thought I should take away from my free time, which I seemed not to have much of. Sure, I had a little fun outside for my health and probably cuz I thought it was still just an experiment. The work was too hard, anyway, and I tried to do it, of course, maybe not enough. I felt like I could not study and did not want to go home and probably lost my train of thought and did not withdraw! Well, if you are mad because I didn't study enough or couldn't while they waste time in class with things that aren't on the test like at all, you sure let actors go by having fun with their individual study plan and the afforded tutor.
What, is there something else or something bad that makes me not perfect? Do you think I have a problem? Yes, I felt blocked out from the world. I forgot to withdraw but didn't do it again after a specific experience.
So, what's so bad about feeling good about myself? I am a good person. Are you still asking about college? I don't remember, but I did take walks at night. If I missed class, it was cuz I was trying to get my major back. You guys lied to me that I could relax and expect a happy life! Didn't even encourage my studying and practicing!
Who's threatening people who are nice to me because of college? Racists. No one told me to stay home after that, if you're wondering, but I wouldn't have a battle. It would be stupid to tell me I'm stupid. I realize battling is not the original crime and doesn't do as much, but if it was not with another situation it would.
I just assume I am worthless. People are racist and picking at me that I'm not perfect anymore. I am not mean! I did not turn into a mean person! Like, if I hit my sofa they threaten to go in my life and take people out or make compensations. They don't care if someone else hits their sofa.
So, you're just picking on me for college and not being perfect, but you didn't tell me to not go to college at the time. I don't know what I was supposed to do. There were noises outside my dorm after the hurricane, workers probably building something or something. Maybe, that's why you didn't tell me not to go to college anymore. I was wasting my scholarship, but then the plane ride. What is it? No, you don't be mean to all these rich people out there who flunk out. Can you provide a reason? I don't want life to turn into a battle for me.
I don't want to wonder if I'm in trouble by being "punished" at things being inappropriate to others, like punishing me as their special moment. That's not good for them. By the way, I have a good attitude and do things appropriately, just made these mistakes because of the ambiguity of the experiment because it is indeed a factor and therefore what's to blame. I was depressed and dysfunctional after being kicked outta my major for being shy supposedly. What can I hope for? I have no other scholarship and got marked down in some classes, true marked up in 1 at least. But it should have said a lot of A's in music. Why were the general studies classes so hard? Nothing I read nor heard and took notes on in the class were on the test, it seemed. Should I have figured out to leave at that ot re-enroll in honors for special students? I took too many classes under pressure. No one knew to tell me. They encouraged it. It seems weird I did that, even. It seemed as tho I got something out of it as opposed to music without my desired major/classes.
I never had these problems before, and that tells you something and it's your fault. Your fault. It was not all my fault. I should have tried, tho.
So, all I wonder about is these other people having it easy and me seeming like a social invalid. I didn't present that picture! How racist. I hope it fits your fancy.
About where anger was struck.. People are taking back what they said to me that they liked me and instead have a relationship with someone else. What makes me mad is the people who made the world think I'm a social invalid. You wanna talk? That's not appropriate of a way to do it. I'm not saying no to anything in some ways, just got sad and didn't want a few "mistakes" in my past to lock me up for life!!
It just seems so pathetic. I "did my part" and supported Bella Thorne feeling good. She felt generous and will be rewarded for being so, where the part where I support her .. well, in any way, they are "comfortable" making Bella feel good but seem to not want to be nice to me. They think something bad would happen if they were nice to me. No one is gonna care I am nice to Bella, but Bella gets rewarded for pretending about my life being glorious.. or for being nice and caring about others. I do that, too, but you're just racist! I like being white more than most anyone. I am respectable to the interests of other races, and you overlook that, naturally.
You may guess who I must be talking to, but it is hard to post and direct it correctly. I don't mean anything bad against anyone. You're just gonna say I do, some of you.
How can you be uncomfortable to be nice to me anymore but go on and are comfortable with someone else? Why does she seem so involved in being apologetic to me? She's a good person. Maybe, she wants more friends. I don't know that style of living can last. Maybe, she had no one else in this realm and stuff. It seems like a new way of logic. I dunno about the past ways. I'm a bit uncomfortable and don't know other than my dinky blog how others know about me. If you knew about other people, then you could talk about them. I guess people predict my life the way they know how to detect if someone is Asian. I do like it when I get little signs or something once in a blue moon that someone has met me, hopefully via my blog if anything, as it's appropriate.
I'm not mad and was 100% happy for Bella, as I said. I am mad kinda but not at all to Bella. I mean, sometimes, she's a little harsh for a moment for reasons, but it's not her fault.
Ha ha, let's just sit here and laugh. I wasn't "mad" trying to be mean to people writing this.
Don't try to pretend it's just some fling. Like I said, I was very happy for Bella, nothing should be changed for the worse. It just made me realize how much meaner people were to me. Who made Bella act apologetic the whole time. That's probably your "modesty" there being played out. I forget what I was gonna say with that.
Basically, to sum it up, I think someone is trying to punish me and fully approved of someone else without problem. I am happy for that person, tho. It angers me greatly that my life is so trashed and people who are nice think I'm so bad. They are so careful with this other person. She should get it and could. You said part of things like this are to make people feel someone other than me could have it all. Well, she says she doesn't have it all, but you go back and "comfort" her and me taboo for what? No, I don not want what you are thinking as I am not a mushy person - I don't "want it" ugly! I'm just saying in some other terms.
Let's talk about it outside the wrath of my king dad. It does seem like Bella is more accepted than me, glad for her, but to do with my race. To do with my race without these people. I still go back. Bella could not even enjoy her present of the nice clothes because some of you are so mean.
All I can feel is rejection with spite in ways. It is specifically that I got into trouble for cursing about being hurt! and that other people get what they want and I don't! and I stopped cursing anyway.
1st off, one has to admit no one has to do anything.
I watched Perfect High last night, to be easy and just say it. *sigh* So, everything I've been seeing lately is about Bella Thorne having red hair supposedly like someone. I do feel a bit out of place and awkward saying it. All in all, that made me a happy person. Every outfit she wore had something to do with it. Like, purple means friendly, for whatever reason. It used to mean feeling like royalty back in 2005. Also, I in another movie, an attractive girl dyed her hair red. This was all for Bella. When I was younger, a little older than her, it felt like all the people dressed in clothes that meant something I was allowed to interpret. They finally stopped. Even the cars and the license plates I believed were true secret messages. Weird. So, this seems to be a similar story. I know Ellen supports her by force choice because she sent me a secret message saying, "What I don't think ya will..cuz ya haven't yet," about me acting, which is what I've been trying to do. I would be good, no mistakes made. It's racism. So, Bella doesn't have to feel like she can't do anything. It was that anyone at any age could act, just have to be appealing. I don't get it. They say no to surprise people like me. Those people who do that in charge are those bitter Italians who hate people like me with Asian.
What is so taboo about feeling happy like you're a good person? Bella does it with you guys. You're probably picking the "stupid" reason that I had a hard time with college studies. You thought I should take away from my free time, which I seemed not to have much of. Sure, I had a little fun outside for my health and probably cuz I thought it was still just an experiment. The work was too hard, anyway, and I tried to do it, of course, maybe not enough. I felt like I could not study and did not want to go home and probably lost my train of thought and did not withdraw! Well, if you are mad because I didn't study enough or couldn't while they waste time in class with things that aren't on the test like at all, you sure let actors go by having fun with their individual study plan and the afforded tutor.
What, is there something else or something bad that makes me not perfect? Do you think I have a problem? Yes, I felt blocked out from the world. I forgot to withdraw but didn't do it again after a specific experience.
So, what's so bad about feeling good about myself? I am a good person. Are you still asking about college? I don't remember, but I did take walks at night. If I missed class, it was cuz I was trying to get my major back. You guys lied to me that I could relax and expect a happy life! Didn't even encourage my studying and practicing!
Who's threatening people who are nice to me because of college? Racists. No one told me to stay home after that, if you're wondering, but I wouldn't have a battle. It would be stupid to tell me I'm stupid. I realize battling is not the original crime and doesn't do as much, but if it was not with another situation it would.
I just assume I am worthless. People are racist and picking at me that I'm not perfect anymore. I am not mean! I did not turn into a mean person! Like, if I hit my sofa they threaten to go in my life and take people out or make compensations. They don't care if someone else hits their sofa.
So, you're just picking on me for college and not being perfect, but you didn't tell me to not go to college at the time. I don't know what I was supposed to do. There were noises outside my dorm after the hurricane, workers probably building something or something. Maybe, that's why you didn't tell me not to go to college anymore. I was wasting my scholarship, but then the plane ride. What is it? No, you don't be mean to all these rich people out there who flunk out. Can you provide a reason? I don't want life to turn into a battle for me.
I don't want to wonder if I'm in trouble by being "punished" at things being inappropriate to others, like punishing me as their special moment. That's not good for them. By the way, I have a good attitude and do things appropriately, just made these mistakes because of the ambiguity of the experiment because it is indeed a factor and therefore what's to blame. I was depressed and dysfunctional after being kicked outta my major for being shy supposedly. What can I hope for? I have no other scholarship and got marked down in some classes, true marked up in 1 at least. But it should have said a lot of A's in music. Why were the general studies classes so hard? Nothing I read nor heard and took notes on in the class were on the test, it seemed. Should I have figured out to leave at that ot re-enroll in honors for special students? I took too many classes under pressure. No one knew to tell me. They encouraged it. It seems weird I did that, even. It seemed as tho I got something out of it as opposed to music without my desired major/classes.
I never had these problems before, and that tells you something and it's your fault. Your fault. It was not all my fault. I should have tried, tho.
So, all I wonder about is these other people having it easy and me seeming like a social invalid. I didn't present that picture! How racist. I hope it fits your fancy.
About where anger was struck.. People are taking back what they said to me that they liked me and instead have a relationship with someone else. What makes me mad is the people who made the world think I'm a social invalid. You wanna talk? That's not appropriate of a way to do it. I'm not saying no to anything in some ways, just got sad and didn't want a few "mistakes" in my past to lock me up for life!!
It just seems so pathetic. I "did my part" and supported Bella Thorne feeling good. She felt generous and will be rewarded for being so, where the part where I support her .. well, in any way, they are "comfortable" making Bella feel good but seem to not want to be nice to me. They think something bad would happen if they were nice to me. No one is gonna care I am nice to Bella, but Bella gets rewarded for pretending about my life being glorious.. or for being nice and caring about others. I do that, too, but you're just racist! I like being white more than most anyone. I am respectable to the interests of other races, and you overlook that, naturally.
You may guess who I must be talking to, but it is hard to post and direct it correctly. I don't mean anything bad against anyone. You're just gonna say I do, some of you.
How can you be uncomfortable to be nice to me anymore but go on and are comfortable with someone else? Why does she seem so involved in being apologetic to me? She's a good person. Maybe, she wants more friends. I don't know that style of living can last. Maybe, she had no one else in this realm and stuff. It seems like a new way of logic. I dunno about the past ways. I'm a bit uncomfortable and don't know other than my dinky blog how others know about me. If you knew about other people, then you could talk about them. I guess people predict my life the way they know how to detect if someone is Asian. I do like it when I get little signs or something once in a blue moon that someone has met me, hopefully via my blog if anything, as it's appropriate.
I'm not mad and was 100% happy for Bella, as I said. I am mad kinda but not at all to Bella. I mean, sometimes, she's a little harsh for a moment for reasons, but it's not her fault.
Ha ha, let's just sit here and laugh. I wasn't "mad" trying to be mean to people writing this.
Don't try to pretend it's just some fling. Like I said, I was very happy for Bella, nothing should be changed for the worse. It just made me realize how much meaner people were to me. Who made Bella act apologetic the whole time. That's probably your "modesty" there being played out. I forget what I was gonna say with that.
Basically, to sum it up, I think someone is trying to punish me and fully approved of someone else without problem. I am happy for that person, tho. It angers me greatly that my life is so trashed and people who are nice think I'm so bad. They are so careful with this other person. She should get it and could. You said part of things like this are to make people feel someone other than me could have it all. Well, she says she doesn't have it all, but you go back and "comfort" her and me taboo for what? No, I don not want what you are thinking as I am not a mushy person - I don't "want it" ugly! I'm just saying in some other terms.
Let's talk about it outside the wrath of my king dad. It does seem like Bella is more accepted than me, glad for her, but to do with my race. To do with my race without these people. I still go back. Bella could not even enjoy her present of the nice clothes because some of you are so mean.
All I can feel is rejection with spite in ways. It is specifically that I got into trouble for cursing about being hurt! and that other people get what they want and I don't! and I stopped cursing anyway.
Saturday, June 27, 2015
Weirdos
You can't just throw away my resources and expect me to do okay. What's so funny about this never happy experience for me?? What's supposed to be so funnily obvious? Who are you to misjudge how I just said that here? Why am I considered different because I'm more obese now? I kept to a lifestyle regiment to lose the stress fat. I wanna be in stuff like physical programs, but it's hard moneywise, being accepted, travel. I'm also tired on pills.. I might join a program but do jog and have floor workouts for a minute..
I mean I am nice day to day, and this is what I get. So what if I wasn't perfect in the pass because something weird happened? No one warned me about schoolwork and the mental hospital. I feel threatened to be hurt as a baby, like I can't be normal.
I mean I am nice day to day, and this is what I get. So what if I wasn't perfect in the pass because something weird happened? No one warned me about schoolwork and the mental hospital. I feel threatened to be hurt as a baby, like I can't be normal.
Nice Experience
I was happy for what I saw for someone else, but I caught some negative vibes. I hope it's a nice experience. I, like, never feel accepted. I think it should have been more for this person as an experience, but more for this person to come at its best.
How many people can do it?
Why am I losing everything cuz I cursed when I was hurt? Lotta people just get away with it. Also, "this is the internet." What praytell were you expecting? I didn't use the words in bad ways, and maybe some could be judged that way but not meant in some vicious fashion or violent fashion.
How many people can do it?
Why am I losing everything cuz I cursed when I was hurt? Lotta people just get away with it. Also, "this is the internet." What praytell were you expecting? I didn't use the words in bad ways, and maybe some could be judged that way but not meant in some vicious fashion or violent fashion.
Oh no
You can't say being mean is smart punishment, like just plain old meanness for something you don't like in the far corners of the other's brain.
If someone can't..
If someone can't perfect their act, they can't expect the whole world to, like, turn into Pixar.
Come out of the closet.
How am I supposed to know something I'm willing to deal with like I've figured everything out and older people haven't.
I feel sad like I should
lose my parents and crack down on undercover changing the world.
That's sad.
I need to appreciate things. I just seem to have so many problems, with them too, but I don't yell in company.
That's sad.
I need to appreciate things. I just seem to have so many problems, with them too, but I don't yell in company.
People Who Are Way "Attractive" in Every Way
physically
emotionally
Why do people who are different get so attracted? Is it learned the wrong way? Can you let go and still feel good?? of some. Some seem more general, but others stick out that find ways of fitting in to make others feel so good. If I said it was hard being Chinese, you'd all say there you go Christina isn't white, but I have to be careful because people know. It's hard that way. I'm not a piece of trash. It's not too late for me, compared to others I've seen out of the closet.
emotionally
Why do people who are different get so attracted? Is it learned the wrong way? Can you let go and still feel good?? of some. Some seem more general, but others stick out that find ways of fitting in to make others feel so good. If I said it was hard being Chinese, you'd all say there you go Christina isn't white, but I have to be careful because people know. It's hard that way. I'm not a piece of trash. It's not too late for me, compared to others I've seen out of the closet.
nmh
Not much to talk about. Bella did an extraordinary performance in a TV movie. She captured people's attention in ways they couldn't even figure out. Match her up with the best. I hear there's a Pirates of the Caribbean 6 and 7.. 5 is being done now partly in Australia and Ohio etc.
Not Mad
I'm not admittingly mad but sad about something weird.
I just don't know why things present themselves to me as fights so often.
Am I as good as gone? Come on. You should have an answer. I'm getting this yes or no thing. Is there anything you could legit. lock me up for? Throwing things, being mad in weird ways? Maybe, those events have stayed with my past. Remember, the feeling to do things even if people say no and it's not illegal and you think it's a joke? You'll find you'll want me, anyway. Or you think "no one'll notice." Things that aren't really bad but can be to some? Ever get messed up doing things you don't remember you don't believe in? Do what's right rather than what someone deserves? I do regret the things. I feel more myself. I was kicked outta my college major and not right mentally!! I felt more before, tho. Sometimes, I don't. But I'm usually always there. Also, I thought my life was an experiment and no resolution, so that might not have helped under pressure. I bet that's it. I bet you don't care. This is my life. You may not like brunettes, but I did not chose to be a brunette.
I guess it's important because that's what morality says. Don't want to make mistakes like me.
I just don't know why things present themselves to me as fights so often.
Am I as good as gone? Come on. You should have an answer. I'm getting this yes or no thing. Is there anything you could legit. lock me up for? Throwing things, being mad in weird ways? Maybe, those events have stayed with my past. Remember, the feeling to do things even if people say no and it's not illegal and you think it's a joke? You'll find you'll want me, anyway. Or you think "no one'll notice." Things that aren't really bad but can be to some? Ever get messed up doing things you don't remember you don't believe in? Do what's right rather than what someone deserves? I do regret the things. I feel more myself. I was kicked outta my college major and not right mentally!! I felt more before, tho. Sometimes, I don't. But I'm usually always there. Also, I thought my life was an experiment and no resolution, so that might not have helped under pressure. I bet that's it. I bet you don't care. This is my life. You may not like brunettes, but I did not chose to be a brunette.
I guess it's important because that's what morality says. Don't want to make mistakes like me.
Wha?
What do you know?? I didn't say anything. I was trying to figure out why I was upset. I thought what I said was appropriate.
I'm over 18. Being mean to me is happening and I have freedom of speech..
You make yourself believe you can't hold it in. You want me to hold in my thoughts when I have already. It's not a big deal that you need to extract people from my life or not being nice. This is ludicrous.
So, I didn't just "do something," but you "did something to me" in my privacy.
I'm over 18. Being mean to me is happening and I have freedom of speech..
You make yourself believe you can't hold it in. You want me to hold in my thoughts when I have already. It's not a big deal that you need to extract people from my life or not being nice. This is ludicrous.
So, I didn't just "do something," but you "did something to me" in my privacy.
Pathetic
Why do nice people have a problem with me. You know I'm nicer. Did that hurt? I don't hope it did!
Ha Ha
Ha ha you started it. You can't cancel out everyone in the world so no one is there for anyone.
Don't Even Know
You don't even know about me cuz you can't connect nor hold a conversation with me, it seems.
A Good Girl
Bella Thorne looks like she's nice and from a "better" or good and great! family. She's the kind of person I'd let rub shoulders with me.
Right and Wrong
You're putting everyone else in the right when I am not to be left out as bad.
You think everyone is innocent except for me.
You think everyone is innocent except for me.
Why are people saying you're not my friend?
How shallow people are that sort me out from my ideal crowd.
My writing style is fine. They just want drama in their life. That's a selfish way to do it.
I'm not the one starting or wanting to fight cuz I'm right.
I'm sure not getting anything good out of this, in a way. It seems like I was dumped and nothing happened for me because I was expecting to have a good time and leave on good terms.
My writing style is fine. They just want drama in their life. That's a selfish way to do it.
I'm not the one starting or wanting to fight cuz I'm right.
I'm sure not getting anything good out of this, in a way. It seems like I was dumped and nothing happened for me because I was expecting to have a good time and leave on good terms.
Wo-o-oah!
So, tell everyone they're better than me and not torture them like you do to me all day long. All it takes is a nice little greeting.
Maturity..?
You let someone else take on other cultures "they haven't even been to." You won't let me make a statement. Bossy people. If Ellen has a quirk where she has to tell someone they are not people cuza race then I can say something that I like to say, "being bossy/bossiness."
..Lesson I Found After a Long Time
Me being beat up does no mean you can get anything you say you want with others.
Goody Good to Mean Adults
RIP to my good friend, mentor and creator of Shake It Up. You were like a dad to me at an early age… https://t.co/7S6Yct260g— bella thorne (@bellathorne) June 27, 2015Why does she look like she wants to hurt me like she can boss me around? Uh, I said no.
"Bad 'Nuts'"
I won't elongate my pinky, people, and I won't make my face into a square with an isolated beam coming out of it that is my nose.
Stereotypes. Gotta love'm..
Stereotypes. Gotta love'm..
Taking Out Anger?
What if you seriously take your problems out on people and that person could be me?
Even if I did something you don't like.
Even if I did something you don't like.
Telling Me What to Think
Why are you telling me what to think? I can't change some things that easily but am trying. Sometimes, rest makes you younger, too..
A lot doesn't make sense. Not many people here are willing to listen to those with advantages.
I don't need people to s*** at me how to feel guilty. I know they're not coming from knowledge.
A lot doesn't make sense. Not many people here are willing to listen to those with advantages.
I don't need people to s*** at me how to feel guilty. I know they're not coming from knowledge.
Not Hard
It's not hard to get along. You just keep blaming me for stuff that just has to matter to you. None of you are "perfect" now in ways.
Hello?
Hello? Does this look ridiculous? People watching me in my room making little ticking talking noises. Everyone being mean.
As Annoying as Ever
As annoying as ever, pushing me aside, getting all the attention, living your dreams now-but not me.
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