Hope I can help.
Friday, June 19, 2015
Stormfront
You've got it good with 3 European grandparents. I have 1 "European" heritage parent. The American is good to have, too. I guess you're kinda lucky. You'll always have that with you, but you can still talk to other people and be white. Johnny Depp is actually related to the 1st freed African American woman. Some Native American indians are of Russian origin, some Chinese, Australoid, Islander.. I have great respect for the Native Americans from the South. I think North American Native Americans are overrated so it's hard to judge. Also, folks, bear in mind that Asians actually sport the same kind of skull and each ethnicity even sports its own distinct skull.. and I mean from country to country if I'm not mistaken. I don't know which ones are related therein. Native Americans are open-minded to new culture, as any other culture, particularly Middle Easterner. They are just immigrants to the Americas. You would be careful seeing one of those untouched African or whatever tribes, as well. There is a respect. It would be interesting to find out what other people's races are cuz every country is different. What is the rest of what you got? Like, did you find anything else very different? It's not like Italians, for instance, are "more" above you than others. I don't know if you have Southern European. It doesn't mean you should date Italian just because you have Native American indian. Its sounds like you are fair. There are lotta people out there who interracial marry and are white.
Hope I can help.
Hope I can help.
"WHAT'S GOIN' ON AROUND HERE?"
Sometimes, you need an intelligent explanation for the way the ball rolls.
You know, people hate me. I see them go around with a smirk on their face around me. I know the only "reason" is because they supposedly really were bad in some secret way and they think it's someone else's turn. If I do something wrong, no one wants to tell me. They just wanna use that to get me in trouble and out of the lives of people. I did things at an age wherein you better had tell me to do what I need to do not to get into trouble. My life was messed up. The funny thing is I expected to go on without anyone all up in my business, but now the world knows the "preferred" story. Explain that? Just say we didn't learn enough in history, lecture and reading, and so I could not pass college. Don't say I'm just some class skipper or homework avoider. I probably was in too many hours and didn't know. Say construction workers made their sounds annoying because of the controversy over the social nature for certain people of CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY in 2005! In fact, don't really say anything.
Why are people acting like I cursed out Ellen on the show? She acts like she ordered me to be bothered in my room with the noises I hear that sound like secret words being said a lot all the time. Isn't this "just spoiling her?" Why do you hold such a grudge? If you thought I should have to stop cursing, you could have explained that to me. It sounds like she's upset people. "Let met think about that." It's like it doesn't matter. I did stop, too. It's not a good thing to do. It's not that I did multiple things. I did one thing about these annoying ticks and things in my room. You all act like I have to accept this. I didn't do anything. I just watched my life go by, in a way, but am making amends. I can't seem to talk to people without it coming up, tho..
Maybe, "Ellen" is looking for an apology, no matter what happens. I am separately upset that I am somewhat rejected for being bad, but that's not what led me to curse in the end.
Why do I feel threatened to be alone with someone and people joking suggestions to me? They flip their mood so quickly. It must be people "letting go" who moved to California.
You know, people hate me. I see them go around with a smirk on their face around me. I know the only "reason" is because they supposedly really were bad in some secret way and they think it's someone else's turn. If I do something wrong, no one wants to tell me. They just wanna use that to get me in trouble and out of the lives of people. I did things at an age wherein you better had tell me to do what I need to do not to get into trouble. My life was messed up. The funny thing is I expected to go on without anyone all up in my business, but now the world knows the "preferred" story. Explain that? Just say we didn't learn enough in history, lecture and reading, and so I could not pass college. Don't say I'm just some class skipper or homework avoider. I probably was in too many hours and didn't know. Say construction workers made their sounds annoying because of the controversy over the social nature for certain people of CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY in 2005! In fact, don't really say anything.
Why are people acting like I cursed out Ellen on the show? She acts like she ordered me to be bothered in my room with the noises I hear that sound like secret words being said a lot all the time. Isn't this "just spoiling her?" Why do you hold such a grudge? If you thought I should have to stop cursing, you could have explained that to me. It sounds like she's upset people. "Let met think about that." It's like it doesn't matter. I did stop, too. It's not a good thing to do. It's not that I did multiple things. I did one thing about these annoying ticks and things in my room. You all act like I have to accept this. I didn't do anything. I just watched my life go by, in a way, but am making amends. I can't seem to talk to people without it coming up, tho..
Maybe, "Ellen" is looking for an apology, no matter what happens. I am separately upset that I am somewhat rejected for being bad, but that's not what led me to curse in the end.
Why do I feel threatened to be alone with someone and people joking suggestions to me? They flip their mood so quickly. It must be people "letting go" who moved to California.
Movie
You could easily make a Charlie and the Chocolate Factory starring older teens today. That's their world and makeup. They are, like, forever feeling it good..
Bossing People Around
Do you know people who tell people what to do just to feel they are right?
What about certain fish of the sea always turning innocent?
What about families who ruin your identity and beat you emotionally in the home in secret ways? I don't care if that sounds like you. It still happens.
What about certain fish of the sea always turning innocent?
What about families who ruin your identity and beat you emotionally in the home in secret ways? I don't care if that sounds like you. It still happens.
Yik!!
I think someone thinks life is where your body comes in a fat package and you see out from it.
Things in My Life
What if it wasn't a racial issue.. which it is.. but just a punishment for no reason to do with others's problems??
Happy Happy Joy Joy
I bet you people are so happy you know to stay away from Ellen to be careful. I did that, too, but I thought she was following me online so watched.
O K
What do you think about someone part Spanish easily having a nice face but other Northern Europeans not? That's also almost like saying the general human form is tacky. The answer is not calculated that most people have to remain out. I'm not too big on webbing, myself, in my facial structure. I am also from Northeastern Florida, and my face does have a form where like I notice the muscles that symmetricalize my face that have different strengths and angles. I guess it's just some thing that goes thru me. I will have to work on it. I'm afraid the face thing is like the pinky thing. It's not really good to have a ginormous pinky. What's unusual might seem best but overdone no good. What about the youngest girl on The Brady Bunch? My face makes sense like that. I can't tell my mom's age, but my dad is born in July 1950.
The Moment for THE KIDS!
Like, you want to experience a good feeling, and people are like reminding you what a dork you are and it's like, "All right."
I always experience that me feeling good is tacky old news to someone else.
I always experience that me feeling good is tacky old news to someone else.
More Suspicion
I can hold onto my Floridian heritage if someone with a parent or 2 from there does so seriously.
Catch'as Red-Handed
My theater teacher, who I liked a lot, I think acted like me having bangs and medium hair length being attractive was not gonna cut it. I am watching Bella Thorne on Disney's Shake It Up, and she has hair kinda like that except that she also has it dyed over similar in ways to her natural shade.
Sensation
Do you know people who wanna hurt you, not "cuddle" you, just for the satisfaction and cuz they'll never be like you?
Communciation
Your mom certainly does not have time to do every little thing with you. Maybe, my mom left off the European part for others. I don't seem to get it. She did teach me to behave. In case you haven't heard, I was considered very well-behaved all the time growing up. I never got in like any trouble with my parents until I got a little brother. He didn't get in fights, tho, growing up.
You know, Ellen was babied and grew up excited to be the little one. I don't see why she'd get mad at someone with a harder life unfairly. I haven't heard much about her behavior. She seems to take her anger out and snap at people who get upset and take advances with her.
I feel picked on like I'm bad! What did I do? Good people don't make up that. They just wanna make me feel bad and test me.
You know, Ellen was babied and grew up excited to be the little one. I don't see why she'd get mad at someone with a harder life unfairly. I haven't heard much about her behavior. She seems to take her anger out and snap at people who get upset and take advances with her.
I feel picked on like I'm bad! What did I do? Good people don't make up that. They just wanna make me feel bad and test me.
The North vs. The South
You never see the people from up north, but they do things fairly without cheating life.
Doing Things For Your Kids
People with multi-ethnic or multi-cultural kids in certain ways tend to do things for them, like servants to a princess. It makes it hard for others in public situations. You wonder like what just happened.
No Distinction
Maybe, someone with a parent or parents from Southeastern Florida or some valid area of the region can put their kids over others. However, my dad is from Pennsylvania and New York, but I was born in Florida. No one seems to care about me. I reach something, it gets taken away and really makes no sense and it's very incompetent. No, I do not want to smile for you, now. The problem is that it is a big part of me, and you're looking for something that's not there. In the end, I do not really get to enjoy anything. I could if you did not get in the way and stop me. I've seen at least 4 princesses with more "background" heritage in the major Southern beach areas charted. They get off doing all the things anyone would dream of, but I don't see everyone else doing it. Their hair is pure solid white or fair red. Their eyes may be dark. They are not as "friendly" as other attractive people from normal places. People from other places are more hesitant. If they leave you off, it's not the same kind of viciousness or feeling that you will never reach what someone else has, not even around different people. If you wanna graph people in and out, I'm out. I think it's like they have a tracker in these girls. You say the beach and lights start blinking on and off. Say the beach to me and I see a cremation. No one cares about someone who can sense the beach. They care about people with parents from there, like they're really better than everyone else.
My Older Wish
To have hair that is sparkly, primarily white but also gold and dark red. I saw a girl like that around Cleveland, Ohio.
I like seeing Bella Thorne and Anita Lehtola-Tollin with strawberry-related hair.
I just can't see gold and strawberry strongly together. Gold is something like blonde or honey. Silvery gold is more like white. I might like that, too.
I like seeing Bella Thorne and Anita Lehtola-Tollin with strawberry-related hair.
I just can't see gold and strawberry strongly together. Gold is something like blonde or honey. Silvery gold is more like white. I might like that, too.
Hair, Eyes, Skin
If I could have it how I wanted, I'd have white/strawberry hair, aqua eyes, and pink/white skin.
Instead, I have black/strawberry hair, olive eyes, and rashed/tan skin that is white in the light. I used to have a more see thru look to my highlighted hair at some point. It's funny, I wished it away while on sabbatical and away it went.
Instead, I have black/strawberry hair, olive eyes, and rashed/tan skin that is white in the light. I used to have a more see thru look to my highlighted hair at some point. It's funny, I wished it away while on sabbatical and away it went.
Well, I figured it out.
People are just suggesting a punishment to me when they say an 18-year-old can still do kid things and like I have to be too old at heart. Like, when I do something, she comes up in that way. That can't be good.
Thursday, June 18, 2015
Age
MySpace and Facebook. It's still there, but I changed accounts. People act like it's a 1 shot deal. Nothing happens now. Like, it's not really an appropriate service, tho quite complex and neat.
Also, why am I dumped over to semi-old ladies because I am more studious. I feel ambushed by Tim Burton about my wanting to do a makeover. I did since before I knew about him.
Also, why am I dumped over to semi-old ladies because I am more studious. I feel ambushed by Tim Burton about my wanting to do a makeover. I did since before I knew about him.
Picking Where to Live
Fort Lauderdale is a family city so I was thinking Miami. It seems bigger. I've been to Lauderdale by the Sea. Miami must be busy with tourism. I wanna go to different places. I am a bit homesick for Fort Lauderdale. I also wanna re-visit Key West and New Orleans. This is my scoop of the South. I can't believe I've been in L.A.
Being a Threat
Why is all my glory stripped of me? Who ****ing cares if I used store cards, spent my "allowance" when I needed it or getting things for my family, hanging up pictures in certain areas in the house.. what else? You just look really ****ing bad.
Shake It Up
Bella Thorne is the most fun and attractive, but the European blonde with the older brother is completely nice playing a bad guy. Bella Thorne seems like a threat.
"Trash Talking"
Am I being trash talked by everyone/lotta people/people I know or am I JUST being trash talked overall?
Do I Need Emotional or Social Braces/A Muzzle?
I'll just know it's a silly rule that's not because of me.
This does not feel good. It feels very bad. Time is of the essence.
My situation is unique. There are people insulting me in my room all the time. They are along the lines of suicidal, meaningless noises, which I've heard before. So what if I was mad about what mattered? What does that "prove?" The noises disrupt my thinking, like my psychotic meds!!
I refuse to be added to the collection of people who should not have turned on the TV to see Ellen. That's why I don't watch TV, as of long before, other than old things. You have no right to set me up to get into trouble.
What about people lying to me, like I have eternal/lifelong punishment waiting, but I only find out about this later? Of course, I don't deserve that. I wasn't trying to start something.
You all just wanted me to look bad and get into trouble. You set me up. I had no help. You just stole the peace of my privacy, but I always feel that way when I'm finally alone still.
Maybe, this is the answer, but I know it is not my "fault" I did anything wrong. It seems I have to let people push me around and when I say something I get a negative reaction and like nothing matters all of a sudden.
This does not feel good. It feels very bad. Time is of the essence.
My situation is unique. There are people insulting me in my room all the time. They are along the lines of suicidal, meaningless noises, which I've heard before. So what if I was mad about what mattered? What does that "prove?" The noises disrupt my thinking, like my psychotic meds!!
I refuse to be added to the collection of people who should not have turned on the TV to see Ellen. That's why I don't watch TV, as of long before, other than old things. You have no right to set me up to get into trouble.
What about people lying to me, like I have eternal/lifelong punishment waiting, but I only find out about this later? Of course, I don't deserve that. I wasn't trying to start something.
You all just wanted me to look bad and get into trouble. You set me up. I had no help. You just stole the peace of my privacy, but I always feel that way when I'm finally alone still.
Maybe, this is the answer, but I know it is not my "fault" I did anything wrong. It seems I have to let people push me around and when I say something I get a negative reaction and like nothing matters all of a sudden.
Racism in News
Live
America at least say nonwhites "have" something. In London, etc., they bow down only to the whites but aren't as involved.
Also, she's from South Carolina and says she's the South, a "minority" woman. Yet, in Florida, if our families more recently moved here supposedly welcome by courtesy are not as good as the "true" South, not from up North, not from Down South, not from the Middle.
America at least say nonwhites "have" something. In London, etc., they bow down only to the whites but aren't as involved.
Also, she's from South Carolina and says she's the South, a "minority" woman. Yet, in Florida, if our families more recently moved here supposedly welcome by courtesy are not as good as the "true" South, not from up North, not from Down South, not from the Middle.
Any Good News?
Why can't people stop basing everything on others being bad? Just ignore it and talk about something generally good.
So
Some of you don't do really bad things. Neither do I. What's so hard to understand and stop thinking you can mess up my life?
What about races who feel safe? I feel unsafe for being both good and bad. Jealousy and being told down. I never did anything to deserve this. I'm just suffering for the mistakes or carelessness of others. Just accept other races come from somewhere else and have different problems. They don't seem to be the ones bothering you!
What about races who feel safe? I feel unsafe for being both good and bad. Jealousy and being told down. I never did anything to deserve this. I'm just suffering for the mistakes or carelessness of others. Just accept other races come from somewhere else and have different problems. They don't seem to be the ones bothering you!
Something Funny
It's not safe to think in some crowd you're the only authentic Floridian. I can't see why. We are all unique and uniquely "from" unique "places."
I don't want you to shake me up.
I don't like the fake people from California who think it's all about practicing taking out anger on other people.
I just saw something on TV from the early 2000s I think where someone understood some idea and then said it was a joke right after. Like just to practice. That means nothing!
And I don't need to be insulted cuz I don't-
The most pathetic thing happened after. Lizzie McGuire was complaining about her friends messing up the floor and table as a waitress and then complained to innocent people and was tackily "gladly" fired.
I'm watching a commercial, and the kids are all just waiting for their parents to shake them up. They are being molded into human beings who don't deserve to be the only ones to do what they enjoy.
I just saw something on TV from the early 2000s I think where someone understood some idea and then said it was a joke right after. Like just to practice. That means nothing!
And I don't need to be insulted cuz I don't-
The most pathetic thing happened after. Lizzie McGuire was complaining about her friends messing up the floor and table as a waitress and then complained to innocent people and was tackily "gladly" fired.
I'm watching a commercial, and the kids are all just waiting for their parents to shake them up. They are being molded into human beings who don't deserve to be the only ones to do what they enjoy.
Spoof
Who in this here earth is telling me acting is a fine art you start going to school for when you're 1 year old?
Wednesday, June 17, 2015
The IMDb Soapbox
If it weren't for my race, like others, I'd make friends. This is pathetic. They act like that board is all that.
You would let..
..by rule an Asian girl who tried to be whiter than a white person does be treated as good as or like white, but you won't do that for me. I'm only like my parents in good ways. So, why can't you see that? I don't care to listen to you..
Racial Families
You can see which people seem better off white rather than the herds that happened to migrate long ago.
Train Wreck
People from L.A. thinking they know just what to do already. We all followed like sheep for their popularity.
Obese Friends
Do you ever have certain obese people try to convert you to be like them cuz they think it's great? It seems it always can get you into trouble.
Tuesday, June 16, 2015
Hollywood
It was actually a very exciting place for kids born in Late Generation X. I guess you have to try all your life. I am kinda trying now. My parents let me live with them. It's amazing what you give up for that. I guess they keep up with the world, tho, too.
Bromance
Baby Romance
When I was born, things were set up okay for my generation.
Come 1991 and 1992, things began to take a significant turn. Those babies were doing what we were supposed to. They are all up in the world. We were babies in 1985 and in 1990 just Pre-Schoolers. We were supposed to start having fun, but we lacked affection from people born around 1960/Late Boomers. Something was missing. It's like our identities were stolen and anyone who was a baby then automatically gets ahead. I have a feeling people born in the late 1960s and early 1970s, mobile and free, were fed up with us. They were eager to get to the good stuff and do their deed, little knowing they were well old enough to provide care for an infant.
Come 1997 and 1998, babies are the techno blessing, tho I do not see the result being geniuses online and wizards of wonder via social media. I guess they need something to back them up in their split world. They need parents.. Everyone else is out staking it on their own, like we should have made it a crime for some people to have babies young.
It's kinda weird. It makes the Late Boomers and their Generation YZ kids look very tacky. It's like, "Hello?" They're all into this, like it's okay to make our lives inappropriately hard. They'll cheat us out of what we do in the world, with a greedy smile.
Like I said things were okay before they were born for some of us maybe, we were kids/preteens when the power of the computer came, and it was for us, too. The environment used to be very nice just then. That was 1997/1998. Then, there was the big romance of the big 2000.
When I was born, things were set up okay for my generation.
Come 1991 and 1992, things began to take a significant turn. Those babies were doing what we were supposed to. They are all up in the world. We were babies in 1985 and in 1990 just Pre-Schoolers. We were supposed to start having fun, but we lacked affection from people born around 1960/Late Boomers. Something was missing. It's like our identities were stolen and anyone who was a baby then automatically gets ahead. I have a feeling people born in the late 1960s and early 1970s, mobile and free, were fed up with us. They were eager to get to the good stuff and do their deed, little knowing they were well old enough to provide care for an infant.
Come 1997 and 1998, babies are the techno blessing, tho I do not see the result being geniuses online and wizards of wonder via social media. I guess they need something to back them up in their split world. They need parents.. Everyone else is out staking it on their own, like we should have made it a crime for some people to have babies young.
It's kinda weird. It makes the Late Boomers and their Generation YZ kids look very tacky. It's like, "Hello?" They're all into this, like it's okay to make our lives inappropriately hard. They'll cheat us out of what we do in the world, with a greedy smile.
Like I said things were okay before they were born for some of us maybe, we were kids/preteens when the power of the computer came, and it was for us, too. The environment used to be very nice just then. That was 1997/1998. Then, there was the big romance of the big 2000.
Girls from the South..
I moved from Florida to the New Orleans area. Another girl from there to here. I wasn't the same person there as before. I think she is popular here, tho.
You Again?
You think I'm gonna accept people I don't like as much as over those who you told to be mean?
Adults and Kids
Adults may think some kids are not good enough for them, but they are not good enough for some kids.
Crazy
Why so excited to go back to a time in my life when I could not chose and obviously neither did you. You want to know what's done to what I'd want to be? It sorta comes out as an opposite, a blank slate, but I can see the process. How is what's decided and pretended to others a part of me?
She grew out of it?
Why doesn't Bella have the same sparkle as when she was a little kid or teen in Shake It Up? She was more of a baby. She'll probably go on like Johnny Depp because I saw him in a TV show. This was great but not as tedious.
Crazy Town
The whole place - they think I'm bad. They weren't even involved in my life, not friends.
When will the world realize..
..our strengths are real, but there could be minute differences. Like, just cuz someone is really attractive does not mean they possess every trait. Maybe, they are early bloomers.
Something Interesting
I'm watching Shake It Up starring Bella Thorne. There's a boy and girl from a foreign country with an accent, both blonde. Bella Thorne seems defensive about something, but the foreign girl, tho extremely catty and stuck up and threatening, is so kind to this black boy dating her. Bella Thorne is from Southeastern Florida like I am. She went into acting, and we went to Northeastern Florida and New Orleans.
Was Finally Making It
I see Bella Thorne has been socially cuddled. Thanks a lot, you'd know who, for landing me in the mental hospital and with a shrink putting me on meds for my supposable "personality" of looking cutely paranoid, or concerned about my environment. So, you wanna dig up my past and wonder why I looked like the lesser under command?
BTW, you don't have to take doctor's orders, but my mom said so, just so you know you don't have to. If I move out, tho, she has no power over me and didn't "say" I should take them then, in fact. They make me tired, too. I'm trying to get out, gonna take acting classes at an acting/modeling school. I want to get out, anyway.
BTW, you don't have to take doctor's orders, but my mom said so, just so you know you don't have to. If I move out, tho, she has no power over me and didn't "say" I should take them then, in fact. They make me tired, too. I'm trying to get out, gonna take acting classes at an acting/modeling school. I want to get out, anyway.
I'm not really bad.
YouTube
What is it a girl should be good at to deserve to be equal to or whatever to someone like that? It would have worked out.
What is it a girl should be good at to deserve to be equal to or whatever to someone like that? It would have worked out.
Monday, June 15, 2015
Secrets
Someone is enjoying having their mom be helpful to them and doing everything. They may be uncomfortable in a crowd, but they have Mama.
Weird
Protecting others from me who did nothing to deserve to be whiter. My parents both have dark hair. It was probably harder for me to be fair. You can still be European and dark.
Summer TV
could not find much other than Bella Thorne on Lifetime (LMN) in Perfect High on June 27th
I found it on her Twitter.
I found it on her Twitter.
What You're Not Supposed to Do
Someone does what they're not supposed to do when they want you in trouble to punish you, tho it's something they aren't supposed to do. I mean, like they say they will be good and later they even find new things for them that are naughty, not just that they forgot to be in check. It's like, they told you so. Whats your business making people feel bad? I understand if you want to make them a better person. How bad can people be?? I am upfront or just kinda fill in the gaps. I just sorta hold a conversation if I end up talking. We comment on acknowledging a common experience. That sounds like the nature of the world you think you should live in.
Unaccepted: Showing Off
People rub in to death that they never did anything to anger Ellen DeGeneres, but they are hating on people who have when it was unfair. True, I stopped, but I still disagree.
Weirdos
Why do Europeans take on negativity to fight for positivity? They "take everything in stride."
I see you're, like, just trying to be friendly.
It looks like you take out time for others, but in the end the good stuff all goes to you, instead.
Well Set Up
Bella Thorne's mom wrote out her IMDb bio for her. Also, her 1st and middle names start with an A. She was born a redhead or at least had red hair as a baby. That sounds like Anita Lehtola-Tollin, who sports red hair and looks like an Anita. She's currently this Finnish singer I also like, and many like her too much! I don't believe Bella is 5'8", as I read she was 5'6". Here's her bio:
Bella Thorne was born in Pembroke Pines, Florida, to Tamara (Beckett) and Delancey Reinaldo "Rey" Thorne. She has three siblings, Remy Thorne, Dani Thorne and Kaili Thorne, all of whom have also acted. She is of Cuban (father) and Irish, Italian, English, German, and Welsh (mother) ancestry. At the age of six weeks old, Bella shot her first pictorial for "Parents Magazine". She has continued to grace the covers of many national and international magazine and catalog covers ever since. She has appeared in more than 40 commercials. Bella was the spokesperson for Texas Instruments for 2 years. She relocated to California and has begun pursuing her dream of an acting career. She also spends time in New York. Besides acting, Bella loves to hike, swim, snorkel, dance, and paint. She loves her wolf cub, "Vodoo", and her cocker spaniel, "Pyro". She also has several cats. Bella loves the "Nomad" organization which helps provide education, food, and medical supplies to impoverished children in Africa. Bella sponsors a child named Lydia Kanini Kiio in Kibwezi, Kenya.
- IMDb Mini Biography By: T. Thorne
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