Sometimes, you need an intelligent explanation for the way the ball rolls.
You know, people hate me. I see them go around with a smirk on their face around me. I know the only "reason" is because they supposedly really were bad in some secret way and they think it's someone else's turn. If I do something wrong, no one wants to tell me. They just wanna use that to get me in trouble and out of the lives of people. I did things at an age wherein you better had tell me to do what I need to do not to get into trouble. My life was messed up. The funny thing is I expected to go on without anyone all up in my business, but now the world knows the "preferred" story. Explain that? Just say we didn't learn enough in history, lecture and reading, and so I could not pass college. Don't say I'm just some class skipper or homework avoider. I probably was in too many hours and didn't know. Say construction workers made their sounds annoying because of the controversy over the social nature for certain people of CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY in 2005! In fact, don't really say anything.
Why are people acting like I cursed out Ellen on the show? She acts like she ordered me to be bothered in my room with the noises I hear that sound like secret words being said a lot all the time. Isn't this "just spoiling her?" Why do you hold such a grudge? If you thought I should have to stop cursing, you could have explained that to me. It sounds like she's upset people. "Let met think about that." It's like it doesn't matter. I did stop, too. It's not a good thing to do. It's not that I did multiple things. I did one thing about these annoying ticks and things in my room. You all act like I have to accept this. I didn't do anything. I just watched my life go by, in a way, but am making amends. I can't seem to talk to people without it coming up, tho..
Maybe, "Ellen" is looking for an apology, no matter what happens. I am separately upset that I am somewhat rejected for being bad, but that's not what led me to curse in the end.
Why do I feel threatened to be alone with someone and people joking suggestions to me? They flip their mood so quickly. It must be people "letting go" who moved to California.