Tuesday, December 16, 2014
Blasting In
England, you can't copy the bad Americans. Let me figure it out.. I know something, at least, now. You are being suggestive. You blast it in. Someone else would do it better and would know what to do as an English person.. Hm. I just sensed an English American message, don't know who's responsible, anyway.
Question
If someone is closed off, why are they out flirting in other people's business/lives? Some people don't believe in that stuff, closing off. They believe they have zoned into the collective decision on the compass to which points to the real love of their life, no matter what they give. Now, about that. I don't really want to be a certain way others probably don't want to be. Sometimes, I like both people in a couple but rarely not.
There Is No Reason..
..I don't mind other people talking to other people I like. I just felt bothered yesterday that someone rubbed someone in that I just met with someone else to make fun of me and say I didn't really deserve it.
The action itself was an insult, but the action of the action was something no one has a problem with. ..meaning no one minds if other people talk to one another. What was done was it was rubbed in that they deserved it and not us. You may argue that the act itself was attacked, but no.. other things did happen, LA or not. I would dig deeper and say sometimes we play around and do as you say. Let's just say we miss people, and some people don't have to feel things others do. We don't attack anyone for getting what they want.
The action itself was an insult, but the action of the action was something no one has a problem with. ..meaning no one minds if other people talk to one another. What was done was it was rubbed in that they deserved it and not us. You may argue that the act itself was attacked, but no.. other things did happen, LA or not. I would dig deeper and say sometimes we play around and do as you say. Let's just say we miss people, and some people don't have to feel things others do. We don't attack anyone for getting what they want.
What's Going On
I can't feel that I deserve anything, anymore.
You all are just pretending I did something wrong to compensate for your own life mistakes.
What I mean about how I feel is that people are pretending I don't deserve whatever I used to. They tricked me into believing in things that aren't there, like joy and happiness with a lot of other human beings nor any at all.
You all lived life saying you were misjudged, but you had no right to hand select me and attack me for no real reason.
I know that what people did was wrong, and it was magnified to extremes beyond compare. I have it worse than Jesus other than being crucified and killed. Jesus live a free life. He could preach or chose not to and otherwise be like the rest of us.
You all are just pretending I did something wrong to compensate for your own life mistakes.
What I mean about how I feel is that people are pretending I don't deserve whatever I used to. They tricked me into believing in things that aren't there, like joy and happiness with a lot of other human beings nor any at all.
You all lived life saying you were misjudged, but you had no right to hand select me and attack me for no real reason.
I know that what people did was wrong, and it was magnified to extremes beyond compare. I have it worse than Jesus other than being crucified and killed. Jesus live a free life. He could preach or chose not to and otherwise be like the rest of us.
STOP
ABOUT THAT PERSON
They gave me a mean message, via my mom. They said "word"-day.. for birthday. Someone older to rub it in. She just woke up and went for it. What a [deleted]. You shouldn't bring up things like that about others! I don't know how else to "creatively" explain your sin.
I SAID TO STOP IT
I'm not here to talk to you.
They said they threw away my favorite birthday, now.
If I'm advanced, I don't need more unnecessary guidance.
They gave me a mean message, via my mom. They said "word"-day.. for birthday. Someone older to rub it in. She just woke up and went for it. What a [deleted]. You shouldn't bring up things like that about others! I don't know how else to "creatively" explain your sin.
I SAID TO STOP IT
I'm not here to talk to you.
They said they threw away my favorite birthday, now.
If I'm advanced, I don't need more unnecessary guidance.
y
r u still mad? I said what I had to say that was right nicely to help me out. You're often wrong and weird.
Later, I got upset at other things you threw on.
They won't stop bothering me. You think you are teaching me a lesson for 1 little thing I did to my dad that wasn't really bad? That's really lame. You just spurt annoying noises at your own desire.
Later, I got upset at other things you threw on.
They won't stop bothering me. You think you are teaching me a lesson for 1 little thing I did to my dad that wasn't really bad? That's really lame. You just spurt annoying noises at your own desire.
Story
There was a girl named Crystella who was 25. She had curling hair with blonde highlights on a regular dusty dark blonde head. She was still quite young, as she thought. Today, she was wearing red and white stripes with glitter.
There were some other girls, Bella 14, Chloe Grace 15, and Georgietta 16. Chloe was the middle child, and Bella was just Bella the baby! Crystella loved them all as her family in quietude. There were other people, too, of course, adults.. They were proper and almost magical.. A bunch lived in one house, and there were men, too. Adults fizzled out generationwise to the 30s to start with. Crystella was like a little adult. She still was like a teen, tho, not much over 21, in a way.
There were some cute boys Crystella liked as father figures named Johnny 26, Norman 28, and Jacob 29.
Jacob, who was like an adult, came to Crystella and asked about the other boys. "The other boys?"
"Well, I find them very nice, and it's so kind of you to actually speak to me!" He held her closely and kissed!
Crystella guessed it was time to see what was going on. Jacob took her by the hand as they moved on. It was nice being an adult, no one to tell her no and the ways to go, it was Reading Rainbow.. "I can do anything!"
He held her close to him, and they found out what was going on. She was caught up in the moment, of it all.
A ship was just docking, and he carried her onboard, for she was a scared younger girl.. It was a cove for pirates. She fit in well in her outfit. She had on shiny red boots.
There were some other girls, Bella 14, Chloe Grace 15, and Georgietta 16. Chloe was the middle child, and Bella was just Bella the baby! Crystella loved them all as her family in quietude. There were other people, too, of course, adults.. They were proper and almost magical.. A bunch lived in one house, and there were men, too. Adults fizzled out generationwise to the 30s to start with. Crystella was like a little adult. She still was like a teen, tho, not much over 21, in a way.
There were some cute boys Crystella liked as father figures named Johnny 26, Norman 28, and Jacob 29.
Jacob, who was like an adult, came to Crystella and asked about the other boys. "The other boys?"
"Well, I find them very nice, and it's so kind of you to actually speak to me!" He held her closely and kissed!
Crystella guessed it was time to see what was going on. Jacob took her by the hand as they moved on. It was nice being an adult, no one to tell her no and the ways to go, it was Reading Rainbow.. "I can do anything!"
He held her close to him, and they found out what was going on. She was caught up in the moment, of it all.
A ship was just docking, and he carried her onboard, for she was a scared younger girl.. It was a cove for pirates. She fit in well in her outfit. She had on shiny red boots.
Up
coffee and meats
going somewhere tomorrow unfortunately, gone in early afternoon/late morning, not up for this, not as hungry now I think of it but oh well.. might help me sleep better, better than less, like why I got desserts but not like totally pigging out you might say, too bad when I asked for double stuffed Oreos before didn't get it.. :(
going somewhere tomorrow unfortunately, gone in early afternoon/late morning, not up for this, not as hungry now I think of it but oh well.. might help me sleep better, better than less, like why I got desserts but not like totally pigging out you might say, too bad when I asked for double stuffed Oreos before didn't get it.. :(
I don't like it.
It's all about boys any age to date girls who are 17.
I'm not really old but seen like I am and like I can't coexist somewhere else and do something that makes me happy and well-connected. I just don't feel I'm meeting that many people that would wanna meet me and get me thru and over.
I'm not really old but seen like I am and like I can't coexist somewhere else and do something that makes me happy and well-connected. I just don't feel I'm meeting that many people that would wanna meet me and get me thru and over.
Another Secret Message
The Word Captchas are short. That makes me think of all the short Ashkenazi Jewish last names. Oh well.
Problems stick.
Someone said they want a baby. For some reason, it's stuck in my head. I think it was a secret message and not an honest statement. Anything could happen now. It just is annoying to keep on getting told I'm in trouble. And still this person keeps on saying that, with my mom battling 2 kinds of cancer and an eye operation.
Chris Mann
Christina Barrett I bet Josh Groban would like to play it. Looks like Chris beat him to the role. 8I I'm not the ideal Christine anymore. 8( I used to be. I'm interesting like him but not cute and very very young. Life eats away at you. I agree, he'd be wanted in lots of things tho I sense like Johnny Depp that he might only be in glory as the Phantom and might not do other roles the same way as you said you also like. I only hope there is indeed a 30th anniversary video and that he is the Phantom. I wanna audition or vote for who is Christine, be on a panel, you know, like Sharon Osbourne? I been around.
Thanks, Chris, for a wonderful performance, and thanks Catherine for your support!
Christina Barrett I bet Josh Groban would like to play it. Looks like Chris beat him to the role. 8I I'm not the ideal Christine anymore. 8( I used to be. I'm interesting like him but not cute and very very young. Life eats away at you. I agree, he'd be wanted in lots of things tho I sense like Johnny Depp that he might only be in glory as the Phantom and might not do other roles the same way as you said you also like. I only hope there is indeed a 30th anniversary video and that he is the Phantom. I wanna audition or vote for who is Christine, be on a panel, you know, like Sharon Osbourne? I been around.
Thanks, Chris, for a wonderful performance, and thanks Catherine for your support!
I'm not here to be the bad guy for what I had to get out about being tortured in my room tho I'm even trying to improve and not talk like that tho it's a blog, I know what it is, and it's mine, I'm an adult.
If you don't like me for an accident, must happen in some frequency.. Feel free to do what you want, too. What did I say? I'm just a mixed mutt racially.
If you don't like me for an accident, must happen in some frequency.. Feel free to do what you want, too. What did I say? I'm just a mixed mutt racially.
Monday, December 15, 2014
I don't wanna
sound like I'm socially attacking anyone. What I think? It's not really an attack on me. I need to find some way to occupy my mind. It was supposed to be this.
You Bad Adult Figures
always thinking I have to hold out for no reason at all out of nowhere
while others are protected
while others are protected
I don't wanna think of my weird neighbor/s
every time I say hi! What the *beep* is this? This is not okay. I'm talking about something that's not okay. They just said something else again. How dare they!
Is it right..
..to be prejudiced against non-European people who are attractive more than most? cuz they're hard to get?
Roul from The Phantom of the Opera
It's fun if you don't have to work like me, but I'm on pills that make me tired.. I was going to Disney each week since last year, moved here 2005.. I don't know what it is, but imagine not living a normal life if you live here, even worse than LA. When you live here, it's like you have a tracker that lets people know all of your imperfections and robs from you your mental stability and talents.
It's fun if you don't have to work like me, but I'm on pills that make me tired.. I was going to Disney each week since last year, moved here 2005.. I don't know what it is, but imagine not living a normal life if you live here, even worse than LA. When you live here, it's like you have a tracker that lets people know all of your imperfections and robs from you your mental stability and talents.
Basking in My Glory
Why does this person thinks she has it all yet keeps having to be as jealous as she is? Like, she's rubbing in that she thinks she did everything right behavior-wise, and it's not like I didn't, which is what I'm talking about mostly.
I don't wonder if even..
..it'd'a'been worth it with The Phantom of the Opera more of my X marks the spot to tour for nearly a year with those people and Chris Mann from The Voice and Phantom. Imagine if I got the role and the Phantom was really young or something and I was sorta the fat lady that sings last-
If anything makes anyone uncomfortable..
..I'm so sorry. I'll see what else can come up and how much I can tone it down next time and eventually ignore it..
I looked thru some of my blog myself.
Well, I just got bothered again. None of it was really mean but unaccepting. I'm not gonna be Jesus Christ. Other than dying on the cross, he had it good. I don't know much about the 40 day fast then. Animals do things like that.
I take it all back, but it too late.
Not really.. I don't know what too late is on a blog unless you said something arrestable. I didn't insult anyone. It just came off that way. I don't think it looked good. I might have gotten something out of it, though.
Problem - cont.
I should be nice, but it seems it was done to punish me. That's 2 messages. The paying attention to someone else more now. She doesn't deal with this.
Problem
Why do you keep doing something to bother me? I haven't bothered you. You've bothered me.
Now, they're using the fact they pay attention to someone to bother me, like for the 1st time as something instant. It's not really nice to pay attention just to this person cuz they keep beating me up over her.
Now, they're using the fact they pay attention to someone to bother me, like for the 1st time as something instant. It's not really nice to pay attention just to this person cuz they keep beating me up over her.
What I Meant
by wrong tool was not just my father himself. Why would I even say that, anyway, just simply going crazy? Well, no..
More Bothering Me
I know who's doing it.. my dad randomly comes in to say bye and things or via electronically. Trying to get a rise with an inappropriate tool, a waste of my life.
Josh Groban
Not to be rude, but I was trying to get to sing for events like that and nothing has shown me the way.
Not to be rude, but I was trying to get to sing for events like that and nothing has shown me the way.
Bad Secret Message
It connects to someone.. It was in a different place than before, too. I don't wanna think of this!
Chris Mann
- Jaimz Dillman You were super sweet speaking with my son Saturday night. Gorgeous voice, nice man, what a great combo.
- Christina Barrett Yes, any lucky person to get to work with him. People used to say the same of me, but I guess things just got a bit untamed for me.. I'm guessing you're from up north since you live in Orlando.
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