I got it, again!

No offense to her, but I am in trouble with Ellen DeGeneres and can't live my private life and meet people I love who love me when we agree.  The main, worst thing I did was curse on my own blog about hurtful, illegal noises she put for a long time in my room.  Pretty innocent, yes?  She gave the honor I had as who I was to someone else, to care for their lives to go smoothly and act like they are gonna follow me and meet each person I want to meet and maybe not me.  It may not be that way but, like I said.. I get hurt emotionally a lot every day, and the severity is no adventure.

So, after that attempt of describing what happened, I want to know why Ellen DeGeneres can drop down the chimney like Santa Clause and judge and manage your life when she is always finding herself strangely not in the know and seemingly sorry in this in "horrible, hopping hindsite?"  I lived where she did and she thinks the new ways there are like garbage.

Disclaimer:  I'm just meaning to state where I stand with Ellen DeGeneres.  Then, I presented my point in the 2nd paragraph.  I want to know why she can get in your life and change it, in a negative way, like I said me not being able to really relate to others who are of high caliber I look up to like I was said to be.  I thought we had a distance.  What are we going to do about it?  What if life stays this way for me?  The latest I've heard about was that Ellen DeGeneres admits she's not as good as some people so only wants to let me relate to her and for others to relate to the people I wanted to like instead maybe as one idea to think about.

Disclaimer:  I'm sorry if you find this offensive.  I just was stating facts and my point of the question why she can, I guess, negatively change your life in private.  I mean, yea I like when people do that but not when I'm just always gonna be in trouble for not a good enough reason.