I am supposed to have reverence for people, and I sure did! End of story.
I have a private religion where I don't believe being bad makes the world feel foiled. I saw it take place. The good became bad and the bad became good.
Now, tho, someone I look up to, actually more than one person, are going around and it's like they're all that and like I'm just thrown away. My dad was acting so meanly today. I have problems like those things, so easy to not do.
It started with my life, and now everyone wishes they were me, had my brain and situation.
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I know I am supposed to respect these people, but they are being stimulated in a disturbing way and to an extreme even I supposedly in some way do not feel.