People are destroying my relationship and esteem as a person and then wondering why I don't have one.
They just take anything they can and take big things away from it in my life. It has to do with love but not the kinds you're probably thinking like mushy stuff or things to do with sexual intercourse etc. Like taking a cigarette from a person with lung cancer or candy from a little kid.
People got mad that I experienced feelings about my life with someone. See, that's other people saying they can do anything to ruin my life if they want, like they have a remote control. Instead, they made it so they want to spend time talking how the person will experience more of being at the *center themselves cuz they wanted to love me. I don't think these problems existed from the looks of it. They have not come up with many conclusions. They must have experienced something pretty catastrophic for themselves, like they killed someone I needed more than a mother as a baby or a lot in a different way, something about them that once existed. The other problem is that it's not important I have it in a way, so no one will care.
People are also superstitious about me talking about something everyone else does but with the opposing view.
*I just mean that I had a certain kind of situation that was taken for not deserving of me. It's complicated, but I do not mean to offend.