I lost my "sexual" feelings for others in ways that may be good. I feel pressure about other important things in other relationships being tested by many/all people in the world but in a way that arouses certain people or the one they are talking about in some way we don't know.
Why would someone who gave a care for me be okay stimulated not to care about me? Like the question comes up, and you have to say yes do it and it doesn't really make them feel more stimulated anyway. It is probably connected in some way that doesn't matter.