They were always atrocious to work with. Why ask them for anything? Supposedly, some people are detaching themselves from the experiment/'s problems.
Like, I'd wonder why am I in trouble when it's their fault experimenting on me in an un-ideal way, without understanding.
I enjoyed some of life during this very much but mostly not. Primarily before I was in trouble. I don't think this was allowed to happen. I think my dad went out of control.
I had already given them a warm invitation to leave, but now I've met people. That just puts another issue into perspective. I think it's fun when I'm not in trouble, but they think they can just go insane, or my dad, and curse my present life. They have so many weird problems. They never were "above" me.
I found my career path was a big problem, cuz I lost it. Now, I have found an improvement of one. I have one thing to deal with, and that is that I got to take violin kinda by accident in my past and now I feel something of a virtuoso in 3 keys considering I'm not advanced.