Problem

No, you are mean to me.  I don't wanna waste my life on that.

Problem

They said someone doesn't want me in place of someone mean.

Problem

They are telling me too many things to post about.  I'm going gray.

Music

My violin sub seemed to think I needed even more practice to do anything, at all.

Singing seems more worth it for me now Maybe.

Problem

They are insisting moreover.

Why?

Issue

It has been said it was weird to worry, but people like Ellen DeGeneres supported it.

Issue

What's wrong with talking about my experiences.

Problem

They keep insisting someone I like is really saying these mean things to me.

Problem

Some keep pushing that people I like do this stuff.

Issue

They said they caused the recent killings.

College

General Music Education as a Singer

Height

So, what is it?  Am I short at 5'5"?

Problem

They won't all quit.

Problem

They are acting like they are all that and that person has been onto me for this, like some big secret.

Problem

I was looking around the room, and they were acting like someone I like would be mean and do away with me.

Messing With Me

My dad acted like he was some thing I could never get, like that thing exists.

Problem

They said it was okay for people who are nice I like a lot to be mean to me.  One bad thought hits my mind, tho, and it's over.

Problem

I accidentally simply had the word come to my mind and say it in my mind, "Kill her," about someone.  I don't really care to mean it.  I've lost a relationship that has been a part of my life more than I wanted in some ways but not in others, and now they are teasing me with it saying I can't have another relationship I had from before because of it.

Problem

They are acting like something big just happened.  I don't even know what it was.  I just know I was attacked by my parents socially, secretly.

Attacked by Ellen DeGeneres

Ellen DeGeneres won't stop putting Bella Thorne in my life ruining it cuz I cursed about the illegal, hurtful noises she had put in my room.  Nothing seems to really be about me.  My dad seems to be the problem, causing this.  I want to not feel molested by my parents.

Update

I cleaned out a lot of my Facebook again.

Attractivity

Did you know there are attractive and unattractive people of every race?

Nice People

It's nice to see nice people are afraid to be mean about me and cut off the conversation with others.

Fighting Their Way - But Against Me

It's funny to see people, esp. other minorities, climb their way to the top by saying I'm an outcast and odd.

Classical Establishments

People say liking church music, Renaissance, church, etc., are "just having sex" like an insult.  What next?

I'm not stupid.

I can tell people who are not all white suffer undo hate and stress and look worse, when it's oh-so-important for all whites to feel good.

Facebook

Ugliness

What if parents want their mixed kids to be ugly?  You know what ugly is.

Update

Pages - Me - Height

5'4 > 5'5+

Careers

Can you be trusted if you don't have a career?  This is an old one.  You need a career to keep yourself improving?  Well, I know how you have to sacrifice other careers for it.

Daring to Do Things

I notice no one dare do anything weird to you.

Bossiness

What if someone made you do things you don't want to do?

Alike

They say I am like my parents but would be willing to do me in and then changing to be more ideal.

Just Doing My Duty in Life

I come on the right way, but they keep picking a grudge.

Okay, enough is enough!

Regardless of the age difference between our parents, I wished the best to you and if you deny it then *desist to bother me.

*desist - cease; abstain (link)

I'm right.

Just because my thoughts come to me viciously still sometimes now, does not make me wrong!  You'll lose!

Well-Liked People

What if all the well-liked people have a villain side more?

Update

Problems Blog = Tragedy

No Remedy

You say I have these promises, but then you keep threatening it like I'm a slob in life.  I have a hard time on medicine, and you'd suppose everyone'd know by now that medicine makes you fat in the end.

"Other" Relationships

It looks like you're seeking just to destroy my most special, earned and in some form generally needed types of relationships and give them all to other people who aren't a big part of my life but some of whom could have been.  They are people like Bella Thorne, my younger girl cousin who is the daughter of my dad's youngest sibling and sister, who I hardly see and who doesn't talk to me much, and old best friends who made me look like I was the bad guy unsuccessfully.

Then, why..

..do I feel Bella Thorne is getting things she didn't earn and sending a message to me that I don't deserve what I earned socially?  I don't care if everyone else does it.  She shouldn't have crossed paths with me like this.  I don't even follow her anymore cuz she was Ellen's idea to follow like a queen or princess and I don't watch Ellen now.

Well

They were always atrocious to work with.  Why ask them for anything?  Supposedly, some people are detaching themselves from the experiment/'s problems.

Like, I'd wonder why am I in trouble when it's their fault experimenting on me in an un-ideal way, without understanding.

I enjoyed some of life during this very much but mostly not.  Primarily before I was in trouble.  I don't think this was allowed to happen.  I think my dad went out of control.

I had already given them a warm invitation to leave, but now I've met people.  That just puts another issue into perspective.  I think it's fun when I'm not in trouble, but they think they can just go insane, or my dad, and curse my present life.  They have so many weird problems.  They never were "above" me.

I found my career path was a big problem, cuz I lost it.  Now, I have found an improvement of one.  I have one thing to deal with, and that is that I got to take violin kinda by accident in my past and now I feel something of a virtuoso in 3 keys considering I'm not advanced.

"Just say it," "right now."

They are taking away my rights to talking to others, but they don't seem to always realize that other people are getting to talk supposedly or someday they say sometimes and not suffer what I do.

Listening

I am listening for the truth so I can filter it out when I lose my anger trigger I had since starting to watch The Ellen DeGeneres Show.