Hello Dr. Phil Show!
Here is my submission:
1. Who would participate?
It might be better if I did it alone because my case is mostly about me and the rest of the world but also how I feel in my current living situation, which I do live with my parents. If I need anyone to come, my dad is willing to be present. I am willing to ask my therapist, if she wants to participate. I already asked her, but I'm not sure what happened, like if she wasn't able to leave a voice mail yet since I changed #s and didn't realize it. Perhaps, my mom would participate thru writing alone. I am willing to have anyone contacted, old schools, old teachers, etc. I just don't know who will respond. Friends, if they wanted, tho I have none now in real life. Extended family also exists. It's mostly about me and how strangers respond, tho. So, I don't know if you think a 2nd party is needed. You could see if old teachers remember me, for example, tho. They often had good things to say about me before and my social life then. My relatives may be willing to talk but unable to come to the show.
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2. PLEASE ATTACH several recent photos of yourself and anyone else involved in the situation, including full-body shots as well as up-close smiling shots. (Before we can consider you for the show, we absolutely need pictures from you – It’s very important for us to be able to put a face with a story, especially since we get so many submissions!
I attached my photos.
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3. Explain your situation in brief detail – if possible, give 5 specific examples.
(1) People always called me shy, sweet, nice, smart, perfect, and an angel growing up. Now, everyone is cold to me and expresses hate and in a way total racial discrimination like "bye, seeya, I don't wanna talk to you." My friends even all seem to have abandoned me, what friends I had and to interesting kinds of degrees of friendship. People are mean to me it seems by sensing my conscience and smelling me out as "guilty!"
(2) My biggest problem is one of my latest big problems. I used to think Ellen DeGeneres had people who had cameras and speakers hidden around my room, house, and who knows where else make little noises to hurt me cuz I was bad she thought. I would hear ticks around the room sometimes. My computer screen would creak. The pages on my computer always seem to be controlled in how they load. They make me self-conscious. It all started out in 2005 when I thought one of my singing teachers in college was watching me and speaking to me with little ticks. This was fun, tho. Years later, 2012, the noises come back but now in a mean way. I like the people who did it at some points, so I don't want them to stop because I said this.
(3) The problem with my last problem was that it hurt me. So, I used to curse on my blogs. I think Ellen reads it and got mad but didn't act mad until I stopped. It's not nice to have things thrown at you like this. I am upset that I supposedly am bad to Ellen and she thinks all these things about me like I did them, like I wanted to look ugly or was a little bloated and therefore unpresentable. Who knows how to prevent that? We all wake and go thru the daily grind. She has a stand against me and makes other people suffer for her to bother me, like I see guys getting mustaches and beards now and probably other things. People in glasses is another one. I was only cursing because the noises bothered me so much. She wouldn't stop.
(4) The problem that set us all off was I thought Tim Burton was posting online to me in sock accounts on the IMDb message boards. I thought he kept calling me not white racially and I hated that and told him I was white. I thought I got a secret message to call his daughter the N word because her mom's part Jewish and it was to make race seem fun. So I said to stop bothering me with his n***** daughter online like I thought they wanted, esp. after calling me not white over and over. They were wrong to make me think that because I would never do it on my own. It is also wrong all the people online being mean to me: kicking me out for no reason pretending it's because I posted a longer post or included things about my personal life they weren't interested in, acting racist towards me and telling me I make no sense and to leave constantly, keep calling my Mongy when I want to be as Caucasian as I can be.
(5) The people I know are all pretty much mean to me. My parents or mom said I have to take psychiatric medicine as long as I live with them. It makes me tired and I think gave me diabetes and also high cholesterol somehow. In diabetes, you can go blind, get in a coma, have seizures, or die, etc. Pretty much everyone in the world acts like they know me however they do and I feel is constantly laughing in my face and letting me know somehow the bad thoughts they have of me. I think the news of these things spread throughout the world somehow, maybe because I blog, and that I'm secretly famous worldwide and even in the universe with aliens. So, people are all picking at me for every little thing that goes wrong with me I feel, like if I inappropriately shy away from someone, if I think of a curse word by accident and they can tell, I get mad about these weird punishment thoughts people make for me, etc. Also, my period got very light because of a small tumor under my pituitary gland under the brain. It was from a psychotic drug, Risperdal.
Summation/Important Things to Know About Me:
It might be important to know I used to hear things in college and I thought the voices were real. It seemed real, not just me sitting unaffected hearing voices in my ears. The voices were outside. I listed about my experience with magic on my website at the bottom: http://christinabarrett4.wix.
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4. PLEASE ATTACH any documentation you have in reference to the situation (i.e. Emails/Videos/Facebook Messages/Text Messages etc.)
This is the link I sent in of information last time, which had some of that information listed in categories:http://christinabarrett4.wix.
The most relevant link is some of what's contained in old blogs when I get upset a lot, it seems: http://christinabarrett4.wix.
Here is another with some helpful documentation, like about college: http://
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5. Have you or anyone involved in the situation been contacted by anyone at the Dr. Phil show (or been on the show) before? If so, please tell us what you were contacted/on the show for.
I've been contacted to be on the show. I sent in my submission and someone contacted me back. I sent in more information, and someone else contacted me again to submit more information, which I did. So, that's 2 people in a row that contacted me for 1 case. This was only in the past few weeks.
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6. Are you currently in on-going therapy?
Yes, I even listed links of my therapist talking on the website I sent of my problems under Video Footage:http://christinabarrett4.wix.
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7. Have you been diagnosed with any mental disorder?
I am diagnosed with schizophrenia, bipolar, and autism (Aspergers.) I was first told in Louisiana I was fine and to go home after a week in the mental hospital. They said I didn't really have schizophrenia, which was my original diagnosis, and they just put it there for functional use. I would probably be off the pills soon. When we moved to Orlando, the doctor said the only reason he diagnosed me again was because I was diagnosed before. I do not believe it, but I have been on pills for these things and the pills are a burden because they make me tired and more obese.
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Thank you!
Thank you!
Sincerely,
Christina Barrett
