All because of that girl, someone stopped being my friend.  In a way.  But because of that supposedly.

And I am on meds in my home because of another girl.

I thought the 2nd 1 I mentioned wanted me to call the the N word.  THOUGHT THEY WANTED ME TO.  Now, I'm supposedly in a real fix cursing about putting noises in my room and people loading my computer in time to me.

The 1st, I just thought of how insulting it was to better that girl over me in some way.  I stoppeda after, not really sure what was going on.

If I wanna not take the meds, I have to move out.