They are acting like I don't deserve to have any relationships.
I can see them freak out and squeem. The stress of home makes it hard for a good experience to seep in. What kind of a life is this? I can't find anyone who'll talk to me. Other people get talked to even if they are mean.
With or without them, I cannot relax. I feel my life was thrown away.
Orlando can be racist. I've not seen this anywhere else. They think it's okay because there are other good people and things. I just can't seem to get enough relaxation, you know time without being interrupted.