I don't know who's doing this, I guess, but connected to Ellen DeGeneres I see Twitch got a tattoo that has something in common with my name.
...Once, Ellen DeGeneres was upset and plaqued 2 seats in her audience. She seems 1/2 asleep.. "Oh, I must punish sometimes, be nice sometimes." Actually, if you don't bother anyone/do anything illegal, nothing bad should happen, and if it's a mistake nothing is supposed to happen, neither. Clearly, I don't do anything...
I did get upset in private and acted like everyone else gets to judging what Ellen DeGeneres is to us. I made the decision definitive, like 2nd nature, that I knew it was something weird and a mistake.
I don't think I need anyone to do these things to me. I got the vibe that my dad was bad to me, but something bad was done to him that hurt me.
I really have no problems. I'm clearly a normal person who appreciates weird things. I don't know what's up. Over-perfectionism combined with "passing judgement." I know all this writing and stuff isn't important over people being happy, living an honest life.
Something else I wanted to talk about, but I forgot now.
All I can think is poor Twitch. Maybe, he has a king chess piece and his wife the queen as tattoos because they are on top of the world. Who knows?
I don't like how this is a game that I'm atypical if I get mad when Ellen DeGeneres seems condescending.
Anyway, so why did Twitch get a tattoo?
I was upset I guess, but I didn't mean any harm. Hard to write this. I just feel uncomfortable or wonder about it as something inappropriate how it could possibly connect.
F.Y.I. something special is Johnny Depp gets an Ellen tattoo every time he is on Ellen. You know, when I was younger these things opened up to me, I wasn't scum under the crease of the underside of Ellen DeGeneres's shoe, aha ha. I feel it's unfair I have been wanting to act but got bothered. 21. Now 29. I feel I'm nothing cuz I'm not famous.
I'm applying to agencies, but I feel dumb cuz it's so hard to get in shape. I know I have to wait for January to get a shelf to organize my room more but have a plan for the meantime. It just helps so much.
Look what I get for watching Ellen. It's not "in part for viewers like you." It's work. She pretends to be big and bad like things we think are right are wrong. Maybe, people have a soft spot or vulnerability. She already says she doesn't have to live under her own scrutiny.
It's funny people without kids think they don't sacrifice.. I don't have kids as of now tho sorry I am not in m******** just saying. It's like everything is for your own kids, but kids and not me freely roam around socializing without racism.
I'm sorry if this sound sarcastic. I am not writing this to Ellen DeGeneres but to "seek help." Why should she read underdeveloped thoughts like this, anyway? Practice! If someone on her caliber read it, I'd say they were good readers.
So, this post seems kinda pointless.. Does anyone know tho about the issue of Twitch getting a tattoo? Does he really want it?
I am not some object to be played with. I don't need any discipline! I'm already nice. I know life. I'm an adult. What about other adults? Here I am! Here I am! Tell me why I'm not worth anything. I'm ready to discuss it before its stench reaches someone who's of a high social caliber.
So, you probably inferred thoughts that seemed to touch my thinking, but I'm just saying it's kinda weird and doesn't make sense for Twitch. I realize you can piece it out, but in the end it sounds like people's punishments. I did find a reason, as I said. He didn't say why he got it, which may or may not seem funny.
I feel kinda bad for talking about it and getting upset to myself, losing control of my thoughts. It seems harder being an experiment. What am I gonna do about things like this, tho? This one was really weird. It's hard to know why it seems weird, but it seems a bad outcome would result if Twitch doesn't really like it.
About it seeming like I'm in trouble, it seems like a delayed move. I really only get upset when people are mean to me. I don't go attacking people. I know how to avoid and ignore people, too. I don't want to be bad. Why get in trouble for other people hurting you? and you feel the appropriate way to feel, upset.
I'm thinking of all the people out there and wonder about people with benefits and it just seems we need to take a deep breath and be nice. I don't mean this in a bad way, like "trying to be smart." I just can't get why one person is worth it and one person is not. I know I struggle with my diet and exercise, but I do some of it. I think I've lodged 2 forms on cancer somewhere orbing within my skull. It seems small, maybe like a (flat) mole/s instead of lots of freckles.
I'm worried this is gonna be "taken the wrong way.." It's funny the things I'm drawn to write about. I can't seem to find closure to this, like saying why I said it. It was because it bothered me, but that's not what I wrote about specifically.
Do you think Ellen DeGeneres is "just sitting there" dishing out things that significantly affect me in a negative way? I'm not being sarcastic. Should I think I'm in trouble? Shouldn't I feel sorry for Twitch? So it's because I deserve to be punished? No one just feels sorry for me feeling bad in Orlando with no one I can get close to other than my parents, which is one reason I live with them but at age 29, tho it's cuz I wanna act actually too. I dunno, the people here I feel for. I've grown to be attracted to them.
So, it's about me being in trouble because I get upset when people are mean to me. Any ideas? Before something bad happens? Why doesn't anyone tell me these things? I'm already good like my parents said. I know my parents sometimes want me to shut away.
Well, Twitch, enjoy your tattoo! Oh, also, it looks like a key. If you don't like it, well. It seems he does, for now..
I wonder why my dad thinks I should be punished innocent. I disagree with this. He's always seemed to feel this way. It seems life was too hard for me, too, but I was a nice person.
Closing: I don't mean this in a sarcastic way. I'm just concerned about others + expressing something that seemed it needed to be dealt with. I also mentioned I think all this writing isn't worth it if not for the good of others 1st.