You can't downgrade me from the past to what's apparently present. People "just want to get it out." You're setting a bad example, and you're gonna have to deal with it.
I never meant anything bad to anyone innocent, like, you know I don't go out and start a fight. See, now, I'm in trouble for the way we all seem to change together.
Do you do this? When I think of Ellen DeGeneres, everyone gets all defensive for both her ..and probably themselves..
Come on. People are secretly mean to me. I don't do that to anyone.
If I feel upset a little inside, people notice and are mean. Really. How silly. They shove themselves at me, too, like I didn't or wouldn't like nor bow down to them enough, tough luck people!
Sometimes, I have acted roughly but not meanly.
I have said things by accident I hope I can leave behind, but apparently it's a favorite blaming tool.. sad. I don't tell people to their face mean things. It's on my blog or the IMDb message boards, mostly.. not much tho, not too many of those repeated mistakes.. I thought we were "supposed to let it out" etc. I guess not!! How utterly confusing. Why wasn't I warned? I am just around constant meanness!! I just like used the word "m********ing" but not in the attack way. I realize it seems inappropriate. It was on a message board. I've seen inappropriate things go by unchecked. It was just how I was feeling, but after I found it was bad like that I haven't done that. I was stuck cursing about the noises in my room and was upset at who might have promoted it. I guess the worst was I used my dad to curse at rather than someone else? Or when I did use curse words with someone else? I dunno, maybe I was just half asleep. I don't think I'm a bad person. I wanted to be acceptable in the world. I don't think it's my mom's fault.
Well, too bad, too sad.