I don't know if I should sing with people younger than me starting out in college. Maybe, I should stick to my own, private goal of working in Hollywood. I wonder if those dreams will ever grow old and I'll have some problems.
I don't like my singing voice. I am too old. I was gonna sing Matchmaker on America's Got Talent. Maybe, I should do stand up. I can't do it yet but will try.. or maybe not. Too old for America's Got Talent? I also want to see someone who's about 34 in concert. He's a singer. He's the guy playing the Phantom on tour, but the Christine seems older than me.
I feel a little bad about America's Got Talent. I was gonna try out. I wanna focus on my goals. I have a Disney pass that expires in early December. I guess I got some time to straighten up.
I think I am too old to model, too, and also I feel a little short at 5'2"+ - 5'3"+. Maybe, I will try to get an agent when I get some more pictures?? I'm going for acting and giving up on music. I might still want to sing for my voice. I dunno, but acting seems like the way to go.
I guess singing wouldn't help me in Hollywood like before into things as good as acting.. Not sure if I will change my mind.