I am looking up national talent shows. I imagined Bella Thorne looking at it like she was better off but other famous people that they're worse off themselves than the contestants. That's very interesting. Unfortunately, I think it's because Ellen is punishing me (not for a valid reason in my opinion) by uplifting Bella over me in relation to what I am to her now. Maybe, only some attractive people can make it in Hollywood because of this, and they are held above me rather than beside me, as tho they should be in my business to begin with.