I don't mind at all if someone wants to do something cool cuza me, like instead, but where is it a secret? I mean, it's not something I've taken responsibility for cuz the truth was held over me. It seems sneaky, but I don't care. It's just funny that people hold out on me. If I was known to die or something, people would heave a sigh of relief and start opening up, partying, and living life.. just cuz the deed they believe had been done. Heaven knows if I were in jail for illegal activity for life.