I can't believe I have the TV star Bella Thorne in my life cuz she's so intimidating. In "Shake It Up" on TV she was either told to be mean or is just more forward. She is weird acting like the only thing for her is to show off and acting condescending about if people give her attention. It seems like with me it's a phobia of hers. That's okay. She just needs a mommy sometimes and not someone like me cuz I'm 10 years older. I like women 10 years or so older than me, tho, like mommies. I wonder if there's more to come. I just don't like feeling like I'm in trouble.