Wednesday, July 29, 2015

Ellen

I wish I never watched her!  I wouldn't be in trouble.  I'd been harassed by my dad and talking to my Gramma every night before watching her.  I stopped calling my Gramma on my birthday cuz I was tired of it.

1 reason I stayed away from her was not to get in trouble.  Now, look!  My life certainly is not trouble-proof.  So, hey, what's the big deal?

She never said she'd hurt people if I don't stop.  She didn't clearly say anything else at all.  I mean, it was my blog.  It was actually marked for mature readers.  I was just mad.  I see not only can you not trust me, but I can't trust anyone else.

No one *beep* gave me any advice to lighten the blow of Ellen!  I was trapped in the dark, felt the cold shoulder, some things people go by for weird reasons that don't make sense rather than just because.  Most people have a support system where they are.  No one even reads my blog that I know.. but they would if I got it before!  Perhaps, if more people talked to me or read my blog online this wouldn't have ever happened.  I can get mad if someone attacks me!