I feel like I'm sitting with an old goth woman playing the harp waiting for people to die.
I am wondering about Ellen saying she's on top of everyone cuz she had a TV show for a long time and is cool and was famous more longer than many people. I wonder if she thinks that people who go on a limb but don't look like a typical innocent blonde female who just has this odd love to party are worth anything in the book because there are people who have gone before but mind their business when things don't go like they do for Ellen. the attractive blonde. Still, there's something funny about her. She wasn't always like that, like as a kid and teen.